Just Finished Final Fantasy XV And, Yeah, Never Had A FF Game Crush Me So Badly. Jeeze, It Did More To

I started on a bust sculpt of Max from Life is Strange but I think I will scrap it and make a bigger one so I can add more detail. Nothing is WRONG with the one now, I have her face shape down, I just want to make a matching pair and I don't feel having them so small is a great idea.

This game is freaking eye candy to me, it really is *u*  I added in the actual background because I really liked how that turned out too :o Fullsize version of both pics here~ http://krystami.deviantart.com/art/Xenoblade-511603525 http://krystami.deviantart.com/art/Xenobladethumbnailbg-511602941

I finished another sculpture, wanna make a stand thing for this one... Still not in the mood to draw anything at all (even though I was nearly done with four drawings but whatever) I was in the middle of another sculptor but I realize I lack the materials to progress so I'll start on another one.

Finished making Pearl~ :D I think this turned out well but it doesn’t turn out well in photos.

forgot to mention stuff

I forgot to mention, I shown my husband those videos of when he was drinking and being really mean... he told me “can you stop showing me these, it’s making me angry at myself” and “that’s only when I’m drunk” (which isn’t true, I mean he is worse when he drinks though” and something along the lines of “you were saying things you knew would bring that out” (though less mean, I just didn’t know how he worded this one, it wasn’t as mean sounding as what I wrote at all, but similar message when it comes down to it” But yeah, this is EXACTLY why I ask him to please stop drinking, to drink a lot less, he always drinks to the point of being drunk, the least he drinks is....maybe a week between drinking?

doodle thing

Finally have a working camera so I decided to finally take a pic of a figurine I made of Teepo from ToX :D I didn’t wanna take multiple pictures so I put the watch there too =v= Sadly my dad dropped my box of figures I made awhile back and the tail broke off so I need to make a new one~ I hope to start doing more sculpting in the future, I’m just engrossed in drawing right now *u*/

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Well if youre tight on clay and dont mind, might as well. But at the same time, I guess it would be good practice to do (and keep) size variations. It will be amazing either way~

It would be, my husband gasped when I said I wanted to just tear it apart, it would be good practice, it’s just after this I might not have anything else I can work on except like drawing haha

(Please dont watch if you dont want to see possibly triggering things involved with relationships, emotional abuse or alcohol ..)I hate to post this, I have so many of these though, most too long to post but.... I JUST NEED to feel okay, I'm always scared, always hurt emotionally and called bad things, I wish I could show it all but it's embarrassing at the same time....I'm weak, no matter what I say or do I'm called or told horrible things. I might look through some of them and find significant ones I can post under a minute... Maybe I am too open...

I finally arted out something I like a lot...something I am actually freaking satisfied with~