What Type Of Art Do People Want To See From Me :D Sculpture Wise, Or Oh, What Would Be A Sort Of Decorated

I really wanted to draw her, I love her design. better quality version can be found here http://krystami.deviantart.com/art/Mystery-girl-634195485

I was tagging “steven universe” and almost auto clicked “steve burnside”

apparently my mind was telling me to make a character, well, let's see if it works, it seems to be the only thing I want to put work in~

My 2 cents on… cheap commissions…! 

Hey, yeah, I have bad problems going on, just informing and maybe asking for help?

WOOO, guess what, gonna be homeless soon :D like within a month because people like to steal checks meant for rent and not pitch in on rent either, so yeah, I'm screwed. EVERYTHING bad keeps happening... Anyways,a certain individual I know said I should try to get commission work, but I said I'm not well known enough to even get one :D so, they said I should try to "expand my audience" join other fandoms, idk, I'm just always afraid of...uh, most things associated with doing so, but yeah, bad situations, as well as seeing a random post made me realize, maybe I shouldn't be afraid of doing what I want to do and actually trying to contribute to "popular" things. So, I'm gonna TRY, still might cower out but any help would be great,

Hey , hi, if anyone is here, I plan to try to be "active" again.

(-sorry for the accidental venting type thing, just vaguely updating about my life since I haven't really been on in a year besides like...lurking?-) I haven't been active on here in ages, I'm sorry. I don't even know if anyone really follows me on here anymore since I haven't posted anything, I'm not consistent even though I try my hardest to be, which is bad for an artist who has been trying to make a living off of their art, it isn't a hobby. My life has been horrible, I am very restricted on when I am allowed to draw, make art in general, be online, be awake. (If I could find a wifi signal it would be more often though..) I also recently had confirmed that I have a tumor in my breast, they say it is benign but..idk another one appeared after the mammogram on the opposite breast as well as I have had a swollen lymph node above my collarbone for about a month since the same time. (told me it is just inflammation from the thing.) In all honestly, I'm miserable, I have no friends, not a single one it scares me, I'm so lonely. I have no one I can talk to about my problems, my day, anything I like or not. My whole life is being controlled because I "don't have a job" every aspect of it, worse than when I lived with my parents. I can't work, I get panic attacks, tightening of the chest and heart palpitations just from the thought of stepping outside, I can't even talk to doctors without constant stuttering with tears in my eyes. I hope to start posting whatever I can... It just sucks that it takes me months to draw or sculpt one thing (that is even without time constraints usually) I hope no one gets mad at me posting this. I have no way to get online by my laptop, only someone elses phone usually, that or rarely my phone. (I don't have a phone service either)

How to Make an Artist Happy

1. Reblog instead of like 2. Add tags when reblogging beCAUSE THEY WILL LITERALLY REMEMBER IT FOR HOURS

ANYWAYS, what I meant to post about was gonna be sculpting, I found a subject I can enjoy <3 and that is fun to mess with. So I might be doing that, you’ll eventually see what it is 8D anyways, any other ideas would be cool too

Im being lazy but at least I don't need to focus when it comes to sanding c: Also im trying out a new type of paint, I'll be trying it out on a mini bust of Chloe from Life is Strange. (The reason is the colors that were bought are pretty much her color scheme) if they work out i will buy more while still trying out some other brands.

Fashionnn? 8D This is all I could come up with~