Stresslaxing, Something I've Been Doing Hella As Of Late. On Saturday I Walked Down The Street To The
Stresslaxing, something I've been doing hella as of late. On Saturday I walked down the street to the church to see if I could talk to the bishop, then after I got back to my apartment I went to the gym and jogged ¾ of a mile, after that I went and cleaned my fiance and my bedroom almost completely, right after the foster mum dropped off my daughter and she was here until Sunday night. She dropped her off 15 minutes early and then picked her up 30 minutes late which would be fine if I didn't have a system for things. I like to wake up (depending on the time) 2 hours early and clean before we get our daughter but this time I was cleaning one room in 3 hours and 45 minutes and it still isn't completely done. After my fiance goes to donate plasma I'm cleaning the rest of the house. I had a breakdown too last night because no matter how much I do it's never enough and I feel like my small hands are carrying the weight of the world but my arms are tired and failing everyone, my fiance, my daughter, my parents (my mum seems to think because I'm a little into psychology and I'm an empath that I'm also a therapist. I'm 20 years old.) my friends, my dog who I need to take from my mum's before she d!es. Anyways I wanted to show off my art and rant a bit. Everything is so heavy.
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honey - favorite term of endearment?
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paper - favorite children’s book?
peaches - do you have a skincare routine?
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backyard - did you ever have an imaginary friend?
strawberry - favorite fruit?
kiss - have you ever kissed a friend?,
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shampoo - favorite scent?
skin - what distant relative are you closest to?
aphrodite - favorite actress/actor?
cuddles - do you have any pets?
lace - if you own any dresses, which is your favorite?
sheets - sanrio or san-x characters?
cream - frozen yogurt flavor?
watermelon - do films ever make you cry?
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sweetheart - favorite mug/cup?
sunset - what are your pronouns?
I was called out
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They were holding hands staring outside! I thought it was cute 🥰🥺
I thought the best feeling was a cup of coffee and a perfect husband in the morning or breakfast in bed. I think now that the perfect feeling is having your child who's been in DCFS custody for months asleep in their pack n play while your getting cuddles from a perfect partner. He might not be completely perfect but he's mine. ❤️ My babygirl is in her pack n play, sleeping, she just woke up for 10 minutes and I rocked her back to sleep, she's in the living room and currently so are we as we went to my mum's for 5 days while our friend and their partner house sat for us because they're cool like that so we pulled out mattress from the bedroom and put it in the living room but I decided I like it there until I'm comfortable leaving my daughter in another room by herself, which won't be for a while. I love my babygirl and my husband, they're my Beautiful Things.
I've regressed a lot lately so I wanted to do a couple things
My name is: Chaoss
Please call me: Axle, Chaoss, Apollo
I'm from the United States
My birthday is August 12th 2004
I think of myself as cute but crazy
I'm into drawing, anything arts and craftsy
I love reading
I'm good at art
I usually spend my time on Amino roleplaying, reading smut books, or watching YouTube shorts
My Favorites
Emoji
🥺 or 🙄
Food
Ice cream, usually chocolate or strawberry ice cream
Animal
Cats or foxes
Game
Hide and seek
Anime
Black Butler or Diabolik Lovers
Character
Kanato or Alois
Youtube
Layze
Artist
Confidence moment ✨ Myself ✨
Colour
Pastel Pink, Lavender, Baby Blue, and Black.
I'm struggling to feel like a valid regressor because I'm pregnant...
I felt pretty in these pictures ❤️
Also doges
This is Tater Tot my little sister's dog
This is Sassy
This is Barney
This doge is named Tillie.
You’re allowed to be excited about the little things. You’re allowed to be goofy. You’re allowed to be dorky about your favorite tv show, to make blanket forts, to enjoy cheesy movies, even just to sleep with stuffed animals. You’re allowed to do any of the things that make life a little more bearable. It’s fine, ok?
A 20 year old, almost 21 year old, age regressor. Mother of a beautiful daughter. Older siblings of 2 intelligent kiddos. I am married.
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