I've Regressed A Lot Lately So I Wanted To Do A Couple Things

My boyfriend and I were talking the other day about the hentai we watch when we masturbate and realized we both like the same things more than we thought. We both look up torture when we search hentai and I became super embarrassed after I told him that I tend to look up "vibrator torture hentai" which leads to a lot of overstimulation and he told me "Oh, so I should tie you up with a vibrator on clit for hours on end until you pass out?" I hid my face. I can be freaky online but in person I'm a stuttery mess of a being.

Starting something new to try and post everyday;

Question of the Day:

You ever had sex so good your toes curl, eyes roll back, tongue is out, and your back is arched??

I think that's the best kind of sex, and then your partner helps you through your orgasm by fingering you. For the first time my partner (feels a bit weird to call him bf still) added ice play into the mix while helping me ride through my orgasm. He walked out of the room, I thought he was done but I heard the freezer open and him get ice cubes out of the little water thing, (the thing you put water in and then you put it in the freezer and you take it out a couple hours later and there's ice, ours is shaped like skeleton heads) and I swear I orgasmed harder and it felt like I was peeing which is a weird turn on for me, that was the first time I'd felt like that, that hard of an orgasm. I think he did that because I told him about how the stuff they put in needles when doing a CT scan that makes your body hot, made me orgasm as hard as he usually does and he felt he needed to do better. I dunno, but here's pictures of my neck with his marks on it.

Cute lil mugs I bought for my partner and myself.

Also bought a lil frosting kit so I can make cakeee! 0^0

Ughhhh I want a vibrator so badddd TwT my dom is gonna get me one eventually but the cheapest one is $25 and I don't have that, I have money to be used on important stuff like plates and stuff but not a vibrator. It's so frustratingggg ,0,-,0,

I have multiple personalities and I can draw them as pictures pop up in my head thinking about each one, this is Winterneko, she's more of a cat, kind of where my pet space stems, another one is Shadowneko who basically acts like her sister and is a polar opposite of Winter. Winter loves the sun and lounging in it where Shadow absolutely loves the snow. Then there's Atlas who is our protector, they only come out when I'm too drained or angry so we don't lose our shit, she's protected our husband as well a few hundred times, he can fight but we prefer him to not. Then there's me, Apollo, I'm more of the main alter but we also have dead name who locks themselves in a box so they don't go psycho on others. I'm more of an empath, Atlas is an energy vampire blocker, she doesn't get affected by other negative empaths, Winter gives off calm, positive, and safe energy, Shadow gives off more of a fuck off vibe.

Being a switch is fun, especially when you switch on your partner who is usually more dominant and they start becoming a bit submissive, though you probably didn't mean to switch.

Hehehehe, I surprised my Dom, he needed help but I didn't know what and all I saw was his boner so I started to help and it surprised him alot. It was very fun. "You said help, what were you expecting??" "Ion know but it wasn't that" 😝

I was called out

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Stresslaxing, something I've been doing hella as of late. On Saturday I walked down the street to the church to see if I could talk to the bishop, then after I got back to my apartment I went to the gym and jogged ¾ of a mile, after that I went and cleaned my fiance and my bedroom almost completely, right after the foster mum dropped off my daughter and she was here until Sunday night. She dropped her off 15 minutes early and then picked her up 30 minutes late which would be fine if I didn't have a system for things. I like to wake up (depending on the time) 2 hours early and clean before we get our daughter but this time I was cleaning one room in 3 hours and 45 minutes and it still isn't completely done. After my fiance goes to donate plasma I'm cleaning the rest of the house. I had a breakdown too last night because no matter how much I do it's never enough and I feel like my small hands are carrying the weight of the world but my arms are tired and failing everyone, my fiance, my daughter, my parents (my mum seems to think because I'm a little into psychology and I'm an empath that I'm also a therapist. I'm 20 years old.) my friends, my dog who I need to take from my mum's before she d!es. Anyways I wanted to show off my art and rant a bit. Everything is so heavy.

My favorite thing. Having his handprints on my butt, numbing my brain with his dick and his fingers. 😍😍❤️

Quick update on my daughter. My fiance thinks she has radical attachment disorder which makes sense since she cries when I leave the room for the bathroom. She always falls asleep around him and I love it because that means she feels safe enough to sleep. We've decided, in order to try and get rid of or lessen the disorder we're going to put her in the bedroom, she gets a little nursery. We're moving my desk to the living room and her pack n play to the bedroom. I finally get to make a little nursery which I'm SO HAPPY about because I wanted to do that but we were homeless and when we weren't we only had one bedroom but since I'm more comfortable in the living room anyway might as well make use of that room, right? I'm gonna put "Welcome Home Little One" posters on the walls and other posters. I need to get her a new nightlight because I don't know what happened to hers. I'm hopefully going to be getting a little TV with some movies for it and I'm going to put that in her room so I can just put a show on as background noise and she'll be okay for a little bit herself. At 4 months this kid could self soothe but now she can't because DCFS said it was wrong 😒 now she can't self soothe at all and she's one. Ughhh I hate not being able to use my own rules on my child. She doesn't go to bed until 10:00 PM because she takes an hour-long nap at 7:00 PM. She takes 4 naps, one an hour after she wakes up which is around 5 AM or 6 AM so about 7 AM, another one around 1 or 2 PM , a 3rd at about 4 or 5 PM, and one at 7 or 8 PM but my fiance and I are going to try and get her schedule to match ours.

This whole mothering with DCFS and a foster parent is irritating especially when this freaking foster parent are either extremely early, foster dad picks my daughter up 5 minutes early so I decided I'ma head downstairs 10 minutes early because hes not even supposed to be able to get upstairs without me letting him in, foster mum will literally drop off my babygirl 15-30 minutes late. Although on Friday foster dad was 30 minutes late picking her up and on Saturday foster mum was 15 minutes early which I was trying to use for cleaning and Sunday she was 30 minutes late picking her up. It wouldn't be an issue if they didn't complain about everything we did like leave a pizza box with no pizza on a clean counter because "it was there for 2 weeks" no it wasn't, it was there for a night. She tried to say she had to show me how to wash my daughter (she didn't) and how to make her bottle (I was a new mother and never had to make my siblings bottles, my grandma or mum did that) it's just so AGHHHH!!!!! It's like when I'm late because my phone alarm didn't go off and my phone didn't ring when called, I'm the bad guy but when she brings my child 30 minutes late almost every visit if I were to say something I'd still look like the bad guy. It's starting to get to me. It's like she doesn't care if my fiance and I have plans and need to have our daughter on time instead of early or late.

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