I Have Multiple Personalities And I Can Draw Them As Pictures Pop Up In My Head Thinking About Each One,

Look!! They sharing a blankie!! ^^

reminder to all 14-19 year olds girls. that grown man does not like you. you are a victim

Though I wouldn't want my Dom to stop even while I begged for it, just stick a gag in my mouth and keep going. Will he ever know that though? Probably not. ^^

I want only him to stare at my boobs and ass, to look under my skirt at my panties when I’m bending over, he is the only one allowed to have sick and pervy thoughts about me, thinking about how weak I am and how easily he could overpower me, how good it would feel to use my body, to force his dick into my pussy, how cute I would look with tears in my eyes while begging him to stop

I got my husband and me a dragon each. Am so happy!

They look like they're fighting but really they're married and just bickering back and forth.

Quick update on my daughter. My fiance thinks she has radical attachment disorder which makes sense since she cries when I leave the room for the bathroom. She always falls asleep around him and I love it because that means she feels safe enough to sleep. We've decided, in order to try and get rid of or lessen the disorder we're going to put her in the bedroom, she gets a little nursery. We're moving my desk to the living room and her pack n play to the bedroom. I finally get to make a little nursery which I'm SO HAPPY about because I wanted to do that but we were homeless and when we weren't we only had one bedroom but since I'm more comfortable in the living room anyway might as well make use of that room, right? I'm gonna put "Welcome Home Little One" posters on the walls and other posters. I need to get her a new nightlight because I don't know what happened to hers. I'm hopefully going to be getting a little TV with some movies for it and I'm going to put that in her room so I can just put a show on as background noise and she'll be okay for a little bit herself. At 4 months this kid could self soothe but now she can't because DCFS said it was wrong 😒 now she can't self soothe at all and she's one. Ughhh I hate not being able to use my own rules on my child. She doesn't go to bed until 10:00 PM because she takes an hour-long nap at 7:00 PM. She takes 4 naps, one an hour after she wakes up which is around 5 AM or 6 AM so about 7 AM, another one around 1 or 2 PM , a 3rd at about 4 or 5 PM, and one at 7 or 8 PM but my fiance and I are going to try and get her schedule to match ours.

This whole mothering with DCFS and a foster parent is irritating especially when this freaking foster parent are either extremely early, foster dad picks my daughter up 5 minutes early so I decided I'ma head downstairs 10 minutes early because hes not even supposed to be able to get upstairs without me letting him in, foster mum will literally drop off my babygirl 15-30 minutes late. Although on Friday foster dad was 30 minutes late picking her up and on Saturday foster mum was 15 minutes early which I was trying to use for cleaning and Sunday she was 30 minutes late picking her up. It wouldn't be an issue if they didn't complain about everything we did like leave a pizza box with no pizza on a clean counter because "it was there for 2 weeks" no it wasn't, it was there for a night. She tried to say she had to show me how to wash my daughter (she didn't) and how to make her bottle (I was a new mother and never had to make my siblings bottles, my grandma or mum did that) it's just so AGHHHH!!!!! It's like when I'm late because my phone alarm didn't go off and my phone didn't ring when called, I'm the bad guy but when she brings my child 30 minutes late almost every visit if I were to say something I'd still look like the bad guy. It's starting to get to me. It's like she doesn't care if my fiance and I have plans and need to have our daughter on time instead of early or late.

I've regressed a lot lately so I wanted to do a couple things

My name is: Chaoss

Please call me: Axle, Chaoss, Apollo

I'm from the United States

My birthday is August 12th 2004

I think of myself as cute but crazy

I'm into drawing, anything arts and craftsy

I love reading

I'm good at art

I usually spend my time on Amino roleplaying, reading smut books, or watching YouTube shorts

My Favorites

Emoji

🥺 or 🙄

Food

Ice cream, usually chocolate or strawberry ice cream

Animal

Cats or foxes

Game

Hide and seek

Anime

Black Butler or Diabolik Lovers

Character

Kanato or Alois

Youtube

Layze

Artist

Confidence moment ✨ Myself ✨

Colour

Pastel Pink, Lavender, Baby Blue, and Black.

Aftercare

I’ve organized some of the things I need from aftercare (in person or long distance) into 4 components, and thought it could be helpful for others too! I’ve put some examples for each, but it will of course look different for everyone.

1. Physical Care/Needs -

Wiping away tears

Helping up from floor

Getting a warm towel

Soothing bruises

Getting a glass of water

2. Physical Comfort/Affection -

Gentle kisses and hugs

Holding eachother tight

Breathing with eachother

Cuddling and/or napping together

Brushing fingers through hair

3. Scene Validation -

“That was so fun/sexy”

“That felt so good when you ____”

“You were such a good ____ for me”

“I love the bruises/marks you gave me”

“Thank you for (carrying out some fantasy) with me”

4. Human Affirmations -

“I love you; I care about you”

“I’m so grateful to have you in my life”

“I always have a great time when I’m with you”

“You’re a wonderful/kind/etc person”

Mentioning a non-sexual part of your relationship that you like, or reiterating that you value eachother as more than just a sub/dom(me)

I think that this can work whether you have a deeper connection or a more casual play partner! I always feel best when all of these components are covered during aftercare.

These things can obv be done in person, and I think it’s also really important to give this kind of care when you’re long distance, even if it’s just through words after sexting… for example-

“When we were done, I would help you up and wipe away your tears, bring you a warm towel and make sure you’re ok. Then I’d love to cuddle, with your head on my chest, and give you forehead kisses while telling you how good you made me feel and how wonderful of a person I think you are.”

Thanks for reading! Be safe everyone 💕💕

I drew YUNGBLUD in his album "Sex Not Violence" with a cigarette and smoke that made him.

Not to be pornographic but you should lay your head on my chest so I can slowly play with your hair and scratch your head and caress your neck until all your muscles relax then I'll kiss your forehead

If you're currently feeling submissive and hypnotizable, reblog this post.

Now.