Hi There... I'm Still Alive Contrary To Popular Belief..

Hey! So, i saw you took my request for Misa but i was wondering if you could take another request?😊Just a headcanon about the Wammy boys and if their S/O name gets written in the Death Note. How would they react? What would happen if their S/O just had a heart attack in front of them. Would they try to save them or spend their last moments together?🤔 It can be female or gender neutral, your choice! Also, i want to say thank you for writing the Misa headcanon i requested!!😁❤😊 Have a good day

Aw you’re very welcome, anon! It was quite interesting to write, especially since I’d never written anything for Misa before that. And this one seems just as interesting to write... Idk how my angst writing skills are... but enough of my rambling... let’s go!! 

Oh and btw, I excluded BB this time cuz I don’t know much about him tbh.. Just that he’s a serial killer born with Shinigami eyes or sth like that (I’m gonna fix that over the next few days so I might edit this and add him later so if he’s your fav I’m sorry 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️)

Trigger warning: Angst, death and swearing!

L

It always seemed as though L was one step ahead of Kira

Reasonably... L assumed you wouldn’t be caught up in this, seeing as you were a normal person, almost completely uninvolved with the case.

However, what L didn’t realize is that Kira would do ANYTHING to get to L.

And now there he was... 

Witnessing your death.

The utter agony in your eyes made him sick. He had seen many people die... However now that it was you... 

He almost walked away to save himself from the sight of your cold, dead eyes.. 

But he remained there by your side until you drew your very last breath. 

He kissed your forehead, bidding you farewell.

He hoped to see you in another life

And he swore that he’d bring Kira to justice... For you.

Mello

After the gang had gotten the Death Note, they needed to confirm it worked. 

Rod had suggested they use it on some of the lower ranking people in the room... 

Little did Mello know, you happened to be one of them.. 

So, the guy they chose to use the Death Note, Kal Snyder wrote your name down along with a couple other guys.

Mello’s eye’s widened as he saw you collapse along with the others. 

“What the actual fuck Snyder? You do realize I was in a relationship with them right?” Mello barked.

“S... Sorry.. I thought-”

“No, no excuses, Fuck you” Mello pointed his gun at Snyder’s head, clicking the safety off.

No one... and I mean NO ONE killed Mello’s S/O and lived to tell the tale.

He then shot Snyder in the forehead, killing the bastard. 

Then his attention turned to you. 

You were already dead, but still, he softly kissed your lips one last time before standing up. 

His rage boiled and soon overflowed as he snapped and shot the rest of his gang.

The only thing that could calm him down now was some chocolate of the very darkest, most bitter variety.

Matt

Matt thought he’d done everything he could to protect you... 

But turns out.. Kira had gotten to you regardless.

It happened in the car while he was driving.

Cigarette hanging out of his mouth, one hand on the steering wheel the other resting atop your hand. 

When suddenly you spasmed in pain.

“Shit...shit.. shit.. SHIT” Matt screamed out.

He immediately pulled over. 

Matt knew what was happening.. But he didn’t want to believe it.

“Y/N! Y/N! Hey stay with me.” He desperately attempted to bring you back to your senses... Hoping, praying that this was something different, something you could recover from..

But soon, as you stopped breathing, and his attempts at CPR proved futile...

The reality that Kira had truly killed you hit him like a ton of bricks. 

He cried for you... He’d never lost someone this close to him before.. 

He was sure this would stay with him for the rest of his life...

Near

Near had seen this coming... 

But no matter what he did, he couldn’t find a reasonable way to prevent this.

You had been killed by Kira right in front of him. 

As much as his heart hurt for you, he refused to show it. 

Anyone who looked at him would barely be able to tell that anything was wrong.. 

But still he was hurting. 

However, he knew that now wasn’t the time for mourning.

He knew he’d get Kira in the near future. 

He’d avenge your death.

All of your HCs are ❤️❤️❤️ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aw Thank you Anon! I’m really glad you’re enjoying my HCs!!! <3

yo! it’s currently 3am where i’m at but i just wanted to ask if you could do an rfa + minor trio (or just vandy idrc) with an mc who has tourettes? i’ve never seen anyone do it :( thx !

Thank you for requesting, Anon!! I don’t really know how I feel about this since I don’t know much about tourettes… I don’t want to offend anyone by writing something wrong or anything… but I’ll do it anyway..  I also had to do a bit of reading to get a general idea of what happens…. I really hope this isn’t offensive to anyone!!!

Yoosung

-The first time you had a tic in front of him, you swore.

-He was shocked.

-You hadn’t ever sworn before

-”MC, Is something wrong?” he asked, timidly.

-You shook your head.

-”I have tourettes, I can’t control it.” 

-He didn’t know what that meant, so you explained it to him

-After your explanation, he understood. 

-He never ever judged you for it!!

Zen

-The first time you had a tic in front of him, you slapped your thigh a few times

-He didn’t know what was going on

-”Mc, Don’t do that, you’ll hurt yourself” He said, assuming you were trying to hurt yourself. 

-Once you had regained control you explained.

-”I have tourettes, I can’t control it” 

-He understood immediately

-He didn’t judge you for it.

Jumin

-The first time you had a tic in front of him, you made a vulgar gesture.

-What was worse, was, you were at dinner with Jumin’s father.

-”MC, Don’t do that in front of my father!” Jumin scolded, not realizing that you couldn’t do anything about it. 

-”I’m sorry, I have tourettes” you said, looking away, embarrassed

-Jumin’s eyes widened.

-”I didn’t realize, I’m so sorry for scolding you, MC.” He said.

-If anyone ever made a mean comment about your tourettes, he’d be the first one to defend you.

Jaehee

-The first time you had a tic in front of her, you made a loud “Uh” sound.

-This caught her off guard. 

-She was working when you had done that. 

-She understood what it was caused by though. 

-She knew some of the signs and kind of knew beforehand.

-She picked up her scattered papers and pretended like nothing happened.

-She would never judge you for anything you couldn’t control!

Seven

-The first time you had a tic in front of him, you were having a conversation, when you suddenly yelled.

-He didn’t understand why until you told him.

-He did research about it too!!

-And of course he would try to joke around with you about it to lighten the mood! 

-If you didn’t like it, he’d stop, 

-He didn’t judge you even a little bit for it.

Saeran

-The first time you had a tic in front of him, you swore.

-He wasn’t bothered by the swear 

-But he was bothered that you did it in front of Savior.

-”HOW DARE YOU SPEAK TO SAVIOR THAT WAY!!”

-He wouldn’t listen to you no matter what you said...

-He judged you for it... 

(I’m so sorry if you like Saeran or were offended by that)

V

-The first time you had a tic in front of him, you suddenly started jumping.

-He was confused.

-”MC, Why are you jumping?” He asked calmly.

-You regained control then replied.

-”It’s a tic, sorry.. I have touretttes” 

-He understood completely and was honestly kind of interested in what happened.

-it didn’t change his love for you though!!

Vanderwood

-The first time you had a tic in front of him, you were having a normal conversation, when you repeated yourself a few times.

-”MC, You don’t have to repeat yourself, I heard you” He snapped.

-You looked down, embarrassed. 

-”I have tourette syndrome, I can’t control it, sorry” 

-He felt guilty. that he snapped at you and gave you a hug.

-”It’s okay, MC, I understand.” He said.

-If anyone were to say anything demeaning about your tics, he would probably kill them…He would defend you whenever you needed it!

Cuddles!! (Vanderwood HC)

-usually you two lay on your shared bed while cuddling

-you'll lay on his chest with your arms around him.

-he'll lay on his back with one arm around you.

Other ways you'll cuddle include:

-Laying on your sides with your arms wrapped around eachother

-Spooning... Sometimes he likes to be the little spoon... but He'll never admit that lol

-sitting on a chair or couch with one of his arms resting on your shoulder

-He really likes when you two cuddle, it's his favorite thing after a long day at seven's or at the agency.  

First Date

-Vanderwood was never the romantic type, so he was clueless.

-He contemplated asking Seven for advice....

-Then he actually thought about it and decided against it...

-His plan was something like this..

 1. Get you to come with him for a drive

 2. Bring you to a place to stargaze while eating something he'd cooked for the both of you

 3. Give you flowers, chocolate and a teddy bear... (No, it wasn't Valentine's day...)

-He called you to explain that he wanted to drive around because he was bored and wanted you to join.

-You noticed he was heading out of the city, soon you were surrounded by trees.

-Not long after, you got to a little clearing.

-He stopped the car, grabbed a bag and told you to follow him.

-You were kind of getting nervous.... Was he going to kill you or something?

-You two stopped on top of a hill.

-Vanderwood dug around in his bag and pulled out a blanket, then placed it down on the grass.

-He then took out a few containers and handed you one.

-you noticed that the container was warm.... it was... soup?

-He smiled

-"I made this for you.... I hope you like it"

-holyshitohmygodhowadorable

-You smiled back and tasted the soup...

-And DAAAAYM this guy made some bomb ass soup.

-"Wow, that's possibly the best thing I've ever had, thanks Vanderwood"

-He smiled even wider

-"I'm glad you like it, MC"

-Vanderwood stared up at the stars, appreciating their beauty... of course, the stars weren't as beautiful as you were to him.

-He then started pointing out constellations and telling you some of the myths and legends behind them..

-While you were distracted, looking at the sky, he got the chocolates, flowers and the teddy bear out of his bag and placed them on your lap.

-You instinctively looked down...

-You squealed and gave him a suffocating hug!

First date: Success!

Helios ☀️

(Astarion Fanart)

More info under the cut if you enjoy insane rambles lol

I posted the sketch yesterday, I finished in the same day, took me like 4 hours.. which is about average for my art...

And well.. it didn't turn out exactly the way I wanted and there are some things I wish I did differently (namely the eyes being just a bit too harsh.. wish I did them in brown and not the dark purple..) but overall, I like how it turned out..

I tried a new painting technique the wet on wet method.. well in the beginning.. and I quite like it. I used both gouache and watercolors...I will 100% be doing rim lighting again.. it gives an ethereal quality and I looove that tbh..

And ofc being an overexcited dumbass forgot to tape down my piece initially so it warped.. but I taped it down shortly after and it's less um.. crazy looking now..

And idk why... but painting his ass was the funnest part lol.... I used many different colours in his skintone.. mainly purples, oranges, browns, yellows and hints of blue.. And it really stands out on that one cheek closest to the viewer.. I may have accidentally made it the focal point... unintentional, I swear,😅

Admittedly my shading is still absolutely shit.. making a note to practice that.. the light source and shadow placement doesn't make a whole lot of sense.. but it still looks alright I think..

Anyway..if you read this stupid ramble, I'm deeply sorry. Have a wonderful day or night ✨

Sup... I'm still alive.. just gonna drop this here lol I worked all day on it...

ApReCIAtE mE!

Kidding.. but I'm happy with it, I even used gold paint on his hair... Because he's a golden boi Ok, ok I'll stop

Sketch and WIP under the cut!

Update!

Here’s what I’m planning on doing:

Firstly, I want to use this as another platform for head canons and short fanfics since wattpad isn’t doing too hot lol I plan to start off by reposting my already existing Wattpad headcanons from my Vanderwood X MC HC fanfic. 

I also want to start doing requests... I’m gonna mainly focus on Mystic Messenger... I’ll do RFA+Minor trio, RFA+Minor duo, RFA, or specific MM characters.

I will also limit my shitposts... I might make another tumblr strictly for shitposting then delete everything except this post and my masterlist. 

Vandy reacting to his MC always having cold hands and sticking them up his shirt to warm them up? Esp at night when he’s trying to sleep?

Thank you for requesting, Anon! Lol this one sound like fun to write!! I get cold hands all the time, I wish I had a Vandy to warm them up!!!!!

-Your bedroom was constantly cold. 

-Vanderwood liked it cold. 

-You, however, didn’t like it very much. 

-You had tried to turn up the thermostat or close the windows, but he’d always turn the thermostat down and open the windows up again. 

-The coldest part of your body was your hands. 

-One night, you were laying in bed next to Vanderwood.

-He was sleeping, you were wide awake and your hands were like icicles 

-You had been trying to warm them up with the blanket and your own body.

-But of course, you weren’t warm enough.

-Then you had an idea. 

-CUDDLE WITH VANDERWOOD

-You noticed he was pretty damn warm. 

-You shoved your hands in his shirt waking him up.

-”AH HOLY SHIT YOUR HANDS ARE LIKE ICICLES, MC! DON’T DO THAT!!!!” 

-”You’re so warm, I couldn’t resist.” 

-He grunted before trying to go back to sleep.

-He made a mental note to buy you mittens in the morning.