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Ok but why tho?

Cropped Jumpers made from Upcycled Ski Masks by Lasher Felix

Soooo I finally got around to watching After School With Hanako-Kun

I am months late to this.... but ummm can we talk about mokke Tsuchigomori?

LOOK AT HIM

IT EVEN HAS GLASSES

like shut UPPP I need a giant plushie of this like yesterday!!

also pocket Yako??

and his silly little "Poor me, I'm sick" getup 😭😭😭💕💕💕💕

BUT POCKET YAKO

Mark my words I am going to plunge headfirst back into this series! I love it so much (Zaddy long legs here made me obsessed with it... help)

HC’s for how Vanderwood acts towards his kids?

Thanks for requesting, Anon!!

-He never wanted children… 

-He thought they were annoying and messy..

-But when he actually had children it was different.

-At first, he hated it.

-He hated the fact he couldn’t get any sleep at night

-He hated the fact that the kids didn’t listen. 

-He hated the fact that they were so messy. 

-He hated the fact that he was putting them in danger by being involved with them

-But then… he grew to love them..

-He grew to look past the ugly side of parenting

-He loved his children

-He’d spend as much time with them as he could… because he never got that when he was a child. 

-He would protect them, no matter what the cost. 

Vandy reacting to his sad MC asking for a hug?

Thank you for requesting, Anon! This one’s short and sweet lol.

-You felt lonely. 

-You hadn’t talked to Vanderwood much all day. 

-You cried, you just wanted to be near him

-He didn’t realize that you felt sad or anything.

-Not until he walked into the living room and saw you crying.

-”Baby girl, is everything okay?” He asked before sitting down next to you. 

-”I… I just want a hug” You said. 

-He wrapped his arms around you. 

-You both hugged until you finally calmed down.

!!!! Can I request cuddling headcanons for Jumin? The ones you wrote for Vandy are so cute!!!!

Yes, I totally can! Thanks for requesting anon!! 

-The most common place for you to cuddle is in bed. 

-Usually when cuddling he’ll wrap just one arm around you and use the other to run his fingers through your hair..

Other ways you’ll cuddle include: 

-You sitting on his lap with his arms around your waist. 

-He likes spooning… and he’s always the big spoon. 

-When he doesn’t want to fully cuddle, he’ll intertwine one of his legs with yours so he can still feel you there.

-He doesn’t care who’s watching, he’ll cuddle with you whenever he wants, be it at one of the RFA parties, in front of his father, in front of the press. 

-Jumin likes cuddling, he likes to get as close to you as possible.

-And of course, you know Elizabeth will probably join in on the cuddling too! 

And that went..... terribly

He broke up with me on boxing day because he "realized he wasn't ready for commitment"..

I was asking him for comfort because my mom was hospitalized and I was terrified, I wanted someone to be with me... and he did this instead... he told me it would be best for me if he broke it off because he "couldn't keep pretending everything was fine" (he hadn't been able to get out and see me... because he's like the biggest coward on earth about snow and ice and his parents arr equally as bad and he would not even try to fight his parents on any of it)

Literally this boy's mom told him to break up with me, that it wasn't worth coming out to help me through that night.....

Like seriously? Did he even stop to consider how this might affect me? Clearly not, or maybe he didn't give a shit.

Really pisses me off, I was nearly hospitalized myself that night because I took two massive, traumatic emotional blows and I was nearly going to end my life. Had it not been for my father talking to him (he agreed to remain friends.... we'll see how long that lasts 🙄) and talking me down, I don't think I'd be here

yea.. after this I'm fucking done with men and their stupid commitment issues and their mama's boy mentality.. hope I meet a woman... or a man who is motherless and more dedicated to the relationship.

And I was so dumb for letting myself plan a future with him... he didn't deserve me, he never did, I should have seen the signs so much earlier...

Anyway, I lost all sense of self and purpose... so Idk what to really do...

I'm trying to do art and the things I love but like everything I do reminds me of him... no matter what it is and it reduces me to a crying heap..

So.... um in honor of this truly nightmarish situation, I'm taking requests... for art, not fanfiction..

H!

I'm back from the dead!

And I have things to talk about 🤭

Last month into this month has been fucking wild for me!

I was connected to a girl my age through my therapist, her name is Sam. We've really hit it off and I now consider her a friend.

Then... for some reason I felt confident enough to make a dating profile.... and

AGAINST ALL ODDS I MET SOMEONE.

Like I live in a town over an hour away from any cities.. but he only lives a half hour out of town... so not a super long drive.

Anyway, we've seen eachother in person twice but I fell so deeply in love with the guy.. and I can tell he feels the same about me... the way he looks at me.... How he talks... He is also a total romantic.. much like myself, so it's been going really good! I'm hoping we'll get to see eachother again next week.

But I never thought I'd ever get into a romantic relationship... if I'm being honest

Don't read on if you're easily triggered by mental health issues and/or sexual themes.

I never intended to be around this long... I was literally planning on ending it all shortly after my 18th birthday... But for some reason... I kept going.. and I'm super happy that I did, otherwise, I wouldn't have ever met my friend and boyfriend.

Seriously...

Things are finally going right for me after so many goddamned years of being alone, isolated unable to find any real connection and incredibly miserable because of it...

I have finally realized I am not unlikeable, I'm not worthless and I can find friends. And for the rest of 2022 and into 2023, I will work as hard as I can to not let my anxiety control me anymore

My next big leap comes in November. I will be looking for my first job!

And here comes the part where I gush about my boyfriend

I now have this dream now where I'm settling down with my boyfriend.... we move into a little apartment in one of the cities nearby (in fact that dream could very well come true... because we both want to go to the same city for college) and we settle into a peaceful domestic life together.... hopefully with cats!

Ok... but like honestly this guy is literally the one I've been dreaming of. He's very attractive and emotionally available, and he doesn't judge me for who I am! I neglected to mention here, but I have discovered that I am agender and my pronouns are they/them... I live in probably one of the most conservative provinces in Canada and to make it worse, I'm in a small town with like 4 churches of the same exact brand of extremely homophobic and transphobic Christianity... I fully expected him to lose interest in me. But no, It hasn't affected how he thinks of me. and he is very careful to respect my pronouns...

He's also very funny (which I really love in people... I can't be around someone who is super serious all the time) I mean... when I last saw him on Monday, we were at my place, playing around (in an adult sort of way) and he discovered my toys

One of them had a suction cup at the base, so he goes and sticks it on the wall a few times... then he sticks it on his forehead looks at me and says "I'm dildo man" we laugh about it together.... and he goes to pull it off his face only to discover it has suctioned pretty hard to his face, so I help him by wedging my finger under the suction cup and lifting it off...

and HE HAS A BIG ASS BRUISE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS FOREHEAD... We're still laughing our asses off... me almost pissing myself with laughter as we frantically search for way to get rid of bruises and hickeys online... we try the fork method, icing it... everything we can do, nothing works.. so we decide to just take a bath to clean up before my parents get home from a trip they were on (at this point my parents don't know we've had sex... and I wasn't exactly ready to tell them) While we're in the bath, my parents get home and my dad calls out to me... I fucking panic and we get out and dress at breakneck speed.

My parents brought home some takeout and my boyfriend stayed for dinner... he met my mom for the first time... but damn... coming downstairs after that was... super awkward... but thankfully my parents aren't the type to be bothered by that kind of thing, all they needed to know was that we used protection (which we did ofc)

It's funny though, he really gets along well with my dad.. Maybe it's their sense of humour. Or maybe the fact they are both quite talkative..

But damn.....

This guy is special.. and I hope we last for years, decades... life even...

And done.. Sorry about all that.. just had to write this all down somewhere.. It's really hard to contain my happiness right now.

Vanderwood with an MC who’s mumbling about how much she loves him in her sleep?

Thanks for requesting, Anon!

-Vanderwood couldn’t sleep…

-He was staring at you trying to calm his mind. 

-He knew you talked in your sleep from time to time.. 

-Usually you’d mumble about things you’d experience in day today life..

-So this was kind of expected. 

-You started inaudibly mumbling…

-Then it got louder and more intelligible

-”I love you Vandy” 

-He smiled at that. 

-”love you too princess” He whispered

-”I wanna be by your side forever” 

-His heart MELTED

-How adorable. 

-The fact that you thought about him even when you were asleep made him love you even more If that’s even possible

-You said one last thing before going silent for the night. 

-”I love you more than anything” 

-He smiled before hugging you closer and finally drifting off to sleep. 

I don’t want Disney to win. I just need Ron DeSantis to lose.