Sleeeeeeeeeeep

He had the power to reside in heart of every soul he ever met.

He was divine and serene like Himalayan waters.

His body was ephemeral but his soul was immortal .

Life is too short to keep grudges...take everything as a part of your journey. 😊❤️

OH God , I am back .

no not really

i just wanted to say something to myself and Tumblr has always been that place to me. so I m here at my old space.

I would have become a distant dusted memory to some but tumblr gave me good friends as well and some were way too toxic, we will focus on good.

so hears a note to myself…..(finally right)

You are much more than you think

Much much more than they treated you

They don’t deserve the gem you are

we are done crying girl,

it’s time to glow up

and show them what you are really capable to do.

work the hardest , we have to climb the biggest mountain and it’s not impossible my love.

let’s work to go north in our life .

to leave all the heartbreaks n lost ones behind,

to show you are different from everybody

because YOU ARE YOU ! ANSHITA

trust yourself like everyone trusts you.

it’s the time to MANIFEST.

good luck 👍🏻

thank you.

I don’t know what I wrote n if anyone will ever read it but yeah I let myself out here.

goodluck my beautiful friends ….. see ya all someday in future near or far .

take care ✨

Heyy !!

So the sauce can be of your choice (white or red). I prefer to have that creamy texture so I make both and then mix them.

First, boil your pasta by adding one tbsp of Olive Oil and some salt. Make sure you keep an eye on how it's holding up otherwise it might get soggy and start breaking.

Now to make white sauce:

1) add one tbsp of butter on a hot pan and then add one tbsp of maida and mix them until it is combined well. Now, add milk (one cup) and mix vigorously. Make sure you don't have any lumps. If you have, just try to mix them. The consistency of the sauce should be thick but not too thick. (This can be adjusted by adding more milk).

2) Now add some salt and black pepper and keep the sauce aside once you think it has reached your desired consistency

--> Add Italian Seasoning and Salt as per your taste and at this point your white sauce is ready. Just add some grated cheese and mix your pasta in it if you prefer White sauce pasta.

To make red sauce :

1) Add one tbsp of olive oil on a pan and once it is hot add one tbsp of ginger+garlic paste.

2) wait till it is golden brown add tomato puree (1 1/2 tomatoes are more than enough for two people)

3) Add your veggies ( I prefer spinach, capsicum & corn). Add your Italian seasoning, some black pepper and some salt. Cook them until the oil is separated.

Now, on a low heat mix your white and red sauce. Check for salt and if it's fine just add your boiled pasta to it.

Now start plating, click a picture and upload on Tumblr 🙃

Let me know if you have any more questions :)

Thank you so much , you are so sweet 🥺 ..... I will try soon and let you know ... Thank you once again ✨✨✨✨✨.

After every fight,

I fell deeper

And loved you little more .

Why?

Today.

I hate being in that mood where nothing’s really wrong but nothing feels right either

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

I hurt them more than they love me.

Scrolled through your blog and saw some, umm, not so happy posts. Hope you are doing good!

Yeah I am fine .....

Hope you are doing good ✨

Thanks for asking. ⭐

you know what? sometimes you are wrong. sometimes you are the toxic one. sometimes you are the bad guy in a story. but that does not make you a bad person. we all at many points in our life, no matter how healthy and good we are, have moments where we are wrong. don’t beat yourself up for this. reflect on the situation, identify what you did wrong and how you can avoiding making the same mistake, and move on. you’re human. you make mistakes. all you can do is learn and move on.