When I Hear The Voice Of Echoing Rain Drops Embracing My Ear, It Reminds Me Of Something I Would Never

I want to write a poem for you

so I did this thing awhile back and it’s been a hot minute, so I’m restarting it

Reblog this post and I will stalk your tumblr and write a poem based on your aesthetic

I want to stop it

I want to control it

Just want it to end

Maybe I can do that… maybe not

Whatever it is something will eventually end

Either of us.

I am not feeling anything.... nothing at all.

No anger , love , hatred, care , guilt, sadness , happy ,pain and whatever feelings there exists.

I feel nothing.

I wanna be vulnerable again , wanna cry it all out , wanna laugh being happy .

I want to feel it!

Want that serotonin, dopamine, gaba to hit my dormant receptors and produce feelings , normal feelings which everyone deserves , ME TOO!.

Sleeeeeeeeeeep

I can’t , my mind wont stop running.

I hurt someone n yet I don't feel bad.

Why?

Maybe I m learning to let the toxic things go.

Don't stop if it hurts.

Hope I will feel alive one more day.🤞

Scrolled through your blog and saw some, umm, not so happy posts. Hope you are doing good!

Yeah I am fine .....

Hope you are doing good ✨

Thanks for asking. ⭐

The joy he gives won’t last forever because he is ephemeral.

Yesterday, it was a beautiful day na!

what happened to today?

why am I back in sweet hell ?

I want no one , go away everyone , just go away.

I wish I needed no body in life.

what am I even saying?

Please Tell this mind to STOP!