“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”
“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”
“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”
“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”
“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”
“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”
“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”
“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”
“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”
“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”
“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”
“i fucked up, why do you not care?”
“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”
“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”
“i have no idea how to do cpr.”
“whose blood is that?”
“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”
“don’t you dare fucking let go!”
“what the hell happened to you?”
“are they dead? did you kill them?”
“do you know what you’ve done?”
“you’re either with me or against me.”
“who the hell did this to you?”
“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…”
“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?”
“when was the last time you ate?”
“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!”
“i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.”
“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“
“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.”
“are you… throwing up in there?”
“why aren’t you eating?”
“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.”
“i can’t breathe, i can’t –”
“i woke up, & you were gone.”
“just tell me something, was it really worth it?”
“it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”
At the end of the day —— REMEMBER why you’re here to roleplay. There may be people on the site you don’t get along with, or a duplicate that scares you, or you may feel like you’re not the ‘ go-to ‘ muse . . . but you need to remember WHY you’re here, & that NOTHING & NOBODY can tear the love, passion, & devotion you have for your muse // blog // hobby! Roleplaying is just a hobby after all, & people can love more than just one interpenetration of a muse, for everyone brings a certain uniqueness to their own. That includes you! At the end of the day, you’ll always have your love & devotion, & no one can ever take that from you.
sagittarius ♐ the archer.
SHE IS SCRAPED KNEES AND CALLOUSES, A SCUFFED UP TEACUP WITH BLOODY KNUCKLES AND A TROUBLE FLAVORED GRIN. / written by ren. originally established on april 14th, 2014. / SHE IS FRECKLES AND SUNLIGHT. SHE IS APRICITY AND NEW LIFE.
i am so so so so so sorry for going AWOL, it’s just that i’m focusing on a few projects, one of which i want to see through before anything else. so, mostly, @despairmade, with a couple parts “for funsies visual novel project” and “i am more than likely going to reboot one muse and combine them with another for a trio-muse blog”.
sorry for the lack of responses! it might be a while before I’m back active on this blog, it’s just that I want to finish despairmade while I’m putting myself to the grinding, you know?
ETA: oh i’m gonna drop my discord while i’m thinking about it. zetsubou. 🐻#4473
Horoscope: Sagittarius, Pt. 1 - day
ijounakame. ind. priv. highly sel. au. 2k12 donatello.brought to his knees by decay.
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