uh I dont tink I will finish this but I like idea + Idk how active I'll be next 2 month, so dont lose me :"D
nerdtoru au
Satosugu | Delete Ya (they have rotted my brain fr)
Watch on TikTok or YouTube
青春真っ只中!! はじける最強な笑顔!!
in the midst of their youth!! the bursting smiles of the strongest!!
it ruins me that there is a growing trend for people to talk about brocedes like it is nico who moved on and lewis who stayed. like one grew up, and the other didn't. the truth is they are both still in it, both undone by it, just in ways that are opposite.
one of them is loud about it. gets a job where he knows the other one will be. haunts the commentary box. doesn't pay attention to any other driver but the one who matters. the other is quiet about it. he slips through their history, eyes lowered, not pretending, not denying; just quietly living with it, in the ghost of it, rarely speaking its name.
neither of them moved on. they just learned different ways to stay.
Cause of my insomnia number one:
:( been trying to write a fanfic that's longer than my usual works and I've been struggling so much with it gn
idk if this has been done but
why am i treating tumblr like it's my twitter account
together, we do the same thing again //
that versainz hug
(from @its-a-jolly-world's compilation x)
i fear this is me
Do y'all ever read a fic so good that it makes you want to elevate your own craft and also befriend the writer? It's almost like, "Hi! You write so well that you've inspired me to embark on a creative training arc. Also, can I yell about the character in your dms because you get it?"