Cause Of My Insomnia Number One:

Satosugu | Delete Ya (they have rotted my brain fr)

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hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god

i wanna start re-reading qjj so bad but i have so much school related stuff to do this is TORTURE

together, we do the same thing again //

hoping insomnia doesn't embrace me tonight as well! <3

it ruins me that there is a growing trend for people to talk about brocedes like it is nico who moved on and lewis who stayed. like one grew up, and the other didn't. the truth is they are both still in it, both undone by it, just in ways that are opposite.

one of them is loud about it. gets a job where he knows the other one will be. haunts the commentary box. doesn't pay attention to any other driver but the one who matters. the other is quiet about it. he slips through their history, eyes lowered, not pretending, not denying; just quietly living with it, in the ghost of it, rarely speaking its name.

neither of them moved on. they just learned different ways to stay.

fine I'll read qjj again 🫠

official qiang jin jiu (ballad of sword and wine) book illustrations

i fear this is me

Do y'all ever read a fic so good that it makes you want to elevate your own craft and also befriend the writer? It's almost like, "Hi! You write so well that you've inspired me to embark on a creative training arc. Also, can I yell about the character in your dms because you get it?"

where even are you, my little muse?

the edges of my mind are starting to forget what it felt like to have you.