It Ruins Me That There Is A Growing Trend For People To Talk About Brocedes Like It Is Nico Who Moved

it ruins me that there is a growing trend for people to talk about brocedes like it is nico who moved on and lewis who stayed. like one grew up, and the other didn't. the truth is they are both still in it, both undone by it, just in ways that are opposite.

one of them is loud about it. gets a job where he knows the other one will be. haunts the commentary box. doesn't pay attention to any other driver but the one who matters. the other is quiet about it. he slips through their history, eyes lowered, not pretending, not denying; just quietly living with it, in the ghost of it, rarely speaking its name.

neither of them moved on. they just learned different ways to stay.