There Are Just A Few Things I Want To Say Right Now Because A Lot Has Changed And I Want To Express That

EDWARD ART ON BECOMING THE VERSION OF HIMSELF HE DESIRES TO BE:

How exactly have I been implementing this? Whenever I have an unlovely thought or I am experiencing something I do not wish, I reassure myself that there is a Version of me that is thinking a lovelier thought and is experiencing a lovelier experience. Then I simply assume that I am that Version of myself. I have to be because I am Aware and it is ME. There is no other. I do not have to ask anyone’s permission because it is MINE. Then I receive a sense of peace. All that is truly necessary for me to do is to become AWARE of Being that Version. Of course there has to be more testing done but I have already experienced success with this. These successes will eventually pile on and I will have a strong conviction that this works (I already know it works, but speaking from this specific understanding) and I will not have to doubt myself anymore. I assume I AM, essentially myself, just a different Version and I do not interfere with How it will come about. I let it be physically and I become comfortable however it comes about. This, personally, even though I understand Neville’s work, is a new journey for me. There is much more to write on this but I think this is enough for now. I hope this gave you more understanding and less confusion.

LISTEN UPPP. And listen up good.

all the questions in my asks are the same worded differently. so i'll make a long post answering multiple points

The idea that there is a world outside of yourself is just your thought that there is a world. Body dies, alright? It dies. And with no one, no senses to perceive a world, the world goes as well. Both poof, both disappear.

YOU still exist. Can you imagine not existing????

Even when body, which is matter, goes, who you think you are (the personality) still stays. Here's how I know, not just from my documentation:

Before I discovered manifesting, back in 2019, I had a very poor sleep schedule, it was like 9-10 in the morning, I haven't slept all night, mentally I was wide awake but my body was so exhausted it felt so heavy on me. Mentally I was completely fine, so I had a hard time falling asleep. But I did. Or so I thought. Because as soon as I did I found 'myself' above my body, looking down at it. Reminder, I had no experience with spirituality, I watched a series about astral projecting in the past (Through her eyes on Netflix) but I won't say I believed it, or even contemplated that I could do it. Obviously when this happened none of my thoughts went to astral projection. I panicked so hard, if I had a body I would have been having 10 panic attacks a second and hyperventilating. I thought I was dead. That was my first thought. I was dead. I went from my bedroom to my parents, desperately calling for my mom, but no one was home, it was 10AM, weekday in the summer, and both my parents were at work. I was afraid to leave my parents room and go outside the house, because 1) my screaming was inaudible, even though I WAS screaming "MOM save me" with everything I had 😆 2) nobody could see me, i couldn't even see me, i was not even a cloud, i was nothing, how could anybody interact with me? 3) i was scared that if i went much farther away from my body, outside, then I would be abandoning it & really make it disappear since I was nowhere around it. What I did was go back to my bedroom, scream my name in my face telling myself to wake up. It didn't work, 'I' didn't hear me either. So my next action plan was to give myself CPR. I had no body, but what other choice did I have except attempt at resurrecting myself? I went full in, wanting to push whatever weight I had (none) onto my chest, and I... plunged. I was in the body again, wide awake now, shaking like a leaf and ready to cry. I was so panicked, I had a hard time believing I was actually alive. I was looking at my arms still unsure if I was dreaming or awake. I texted the only friend I knew I'd find up at that hour to confirm that they were getting my texts and I was real. I did start crying when I started explaining to them of how I "dreamed" I was dead. I had no other way to explain it to myself, let alone another person. That was the scariest experience of my life. I was afraid to go back to sleep. I kept my friend up with me for longer than an hour just talking to me so I could come back to my senses. I was legitimately afraid that if I close my eyes and fall asleep, I'll lose my body again. That I would die for real now. Then I settled to this being "another chance" (lol now) and I swore I'll fix my sleeping habits (because they lead me to death LOL again)

If you want more technical info on my experience with astral projecting: I could see but not as clear as I see with my eyes. The images were blurry but not blurry enough to not know where I was or what I was seeing, but blurry enough to not be able to tell if the body was breathing, hence the extra panic. (I've read that the more you do it, the better it gets and you end up seeing normally/clearly) You can check out Bob Monroe's journey with astral projection if it's something you're interested in. I can only explain it as floating in the air, I could go down or go up, change the perspective of my sight in whichever way I wanted. Body is on the ground so you know, perspective is quite limited from it. My angle was from above but I had a wider range of perspectives.

Back to the point, body dies. Personality is left. You are left with 'yourself'. But what is 'yourself' is only an idea you made up about yourself. An idea that you were born, had this body, developed this personality, and that is you. What're you gonna do now when there's no world and no body to interact with? Why stay like this when there's no one to know what you were before? You stay like this because you're attached to this personality. But being like this in nothing will get boring, eventually, so boring that you will be willing to lose this you have now to be something/someone else because it's the only entertainment you have. So you become another person, and another, and another... so many you are attached to none any more and they're just experiences YOU want to have. WELL WHO IS YOU IF YOU CAN ADD ANOTHER PERSONALITY ONTO IT?

Free will and "real" life

The free will of the character is so limited it's none. The extent of Ada's free will in making decisions goes "Yeah, I'll break up with Joe and get with Rowan. Rowan is a better fit for me because my personality is this and his is that and we go well together yada yada" Who's to say Harry wouldn't have been an even better fit, but she had no choice because she only knew Joe and Rowan. TRANSLATION: character only makes do with what it has. It's all it can do. Making choices in a play you're a part of doesn't change the overall destiny (Have you ever played any of those 'choose your story' games? They give you the illusion that the choice you make alters the character's life, when in reality most is decided already and you're making no dent in the plot). And yes, it's true that I can change the beliefs Ada has, therefore alter the plot (what manifesting mostly is), but it's a very hard process, conditioning an already extremely limited and conditioned thing. I can change her destiny only if I manage to change her beliefs (which are usually very strong and egos are very stubborn). Past is remembered all the time so whenever I try to make a change in her thinking the reasoning part of her brain goes "But HOW can I suddenly be lucky when all my life I've had bad luck? It's just very hard to believe." And it is, and she is right. And then you think you're weak minded for not being able to do it.

Listen. Your brain is a very limited thing. It stores memories and habits of this body and that's all it knows.

Mind (is synonymous with consciousness!) contains all, every conception, but identifies itself with one in particular for the duration of the play. The brain is the mind of that character, and all the character knows.

BLIND FAITH IS STUPID.

If Vanessa isn't naive or easily trusting, that girl is never gonna take some stranger's word for it that she can change her life by thinking she's gorgeous and powerful all of a sudden. She will try and try (to recondition herself and do what she's been told that works) but she doesn't really believe because she doesn't see it so nothing comes of it. Changes are small, mindset might be better (she may be overall happier depending on the amount of reconditioning of her brain she managed to do, or she goes insane and her mental health is even worse because she's always finding things to change with herself, trying and trying and trying in this never ending cycle of being better, doing more). Basically, Vanessa is doomed either way and she has limited power even when she thinks she's the shit. "Trust in God, I AM, your higher self!", "Have faith and it will work!" Well, I, as Ada, can't. I am very stubborn you see. I can't believe in waiting bringing me stuff about. Who's this higher self anyway, why is it making me wait and have faith? What's this law with its blind faith, except remastered religion?

Enough. What you are, you see. You are Vanessa or Lara, okay, you are because you believe you are. And you're right! It's true, you are, your eyes are working fine and your life might be hell 😍 what do you have to lose if YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND and think "What if I wasn't?" Streams and floods of better ideas of what you could've been/could be come through, don't they? "That's so nice if it were true🥺" Alrightie then! That must be the solution, no? Not be Vanessa? Well how do I stop being Vanessa? How (the big HOW!!) do you know you are Vanessa except by your belief that you are Vanessa? 🤷‍♀️ To know a different thing you must stop thinking this one is true first? "Got it, it's not!", "But even if it's not me I am seeing her life and her 'reality'?", "I am unaffected by the events now, but how do I stop seeing them?" Are you, though? You sure it has nothing to do with you anymore? Fine I'll take your word for it ☺️ Now start thinking you're a different thing. BUT THE SAME EVENTS OF HER LIFE HAPPEN?! Really, how so? World has no standing except for your thought of it, be honest with yourselves, not me. I'll reenact what you're doing.

"Ada, your depression is not real. Your house is not real. Your parents are not real." "Yes, they are, I see them!", "Don't invalidate my experience, I have TRAUMA😠" that's how the convo goes. Then you get disinterested in the convo, "Alright I'm tired of your problems, not me". And you feel lighter, you feel better. You soothed your mind for the time being, there's no big feelings now that you don't identify yourself with her...

For a while, because then something happens and you still believe it's there and it's real and you have to somehow deal with it. You're back confusing the 'you' with Vanessa. "I'm seeing the parents and the world again, that must mean I did it wrong?" I need to ask, seek more. Where do I go from this? WOULD YOU CARE WHAT HAPPENED NEXT, SEEING THE SAME WORLD TOMORROW, IF YOU REALLY DISBELIEVED VANESSA IS YOU OR YOUR BUSINESS? WOULD YOU CARE, I ask you.

"I don't care... but what do I do next, I'm lost🥺"

"Of course I care!!! I want a better life!!!" Who's you?, you go back to the beginning of the post again, you especially read it five times more actually.

To answer the first:

Think what you want.

Past doesn't come up anymore, memories don't come up anymore after you've ignored - detached yourself enough. They just don't. You can think freely now about being something different. If you can't, don't get mad, don't blame, only know that the one that's doubting isn't you, so the doubts are totally fine to be. They'll be for a while and then they dissolve too, because by ignoring, not getting involved - you forget. And by forgetting not only do you free up so much mental space, but possibilities of what can be become unnumbered.

All you are doing is becoming lucid. Becoming able to control the dream. You won't be able to, unless you step out of it. That is, stop thinking this story you tell yourself is true. You won't be able to get mad, sad, or even frustrated at whatever is playing in front of you, because to be involved to this extent you have to think you're it, it's an actual thing "you" are going through. That's not to say you'll become an emotionless robot (the only thing unlimited abt you guys rn is your worries, so much that i have to address them in advance), but that you will feel your emotion in the present and not remain mentally scarred by it forever. You will be able to say "alright, no more" when you've had your fill of crying, being angry, throwing a fit. Emotions won't be able to rule you anymore, right now, they fully do. You are their prisoner. Your ego dominates you so completely.

When Vanessa is no longer all you are, you'll be able to 'change reality' the way you change the film in a video projector. You'll be able to have as much fun in the play as you want to, change it when you no longer want this one specifically. The emotions of the character are fun and welcomed, because they no longer imprison you, there's the background of love to it all - that once you gain, it can't be lost, it's ever present.

That being said, please stop asking me questions about fulfilling or persisting, they're from another planet in this state.

i think izuku starts to sniffle and gets teary-eyed a little bit when you overstimulate him or cockwarm him for too long.

and it’s kind of funny because he’s this big and immensely strong hero who is able to manhandle you however he wants — he certainly has more than enough power to do so, obviously — but at the same time, he’s also… somewhat pretty and delicate?

like, every muscle in his body is straining as you continue to sit on his lap, unmoving despite the fact that his fat cock is nestled deep inside your pussy, making him appear so, so male, but then you glance at his face and his lashes are long and thick as they repeatedly flutter to try and blink the tears away, and he looks at you with what you swear are hearts in his eyes.

his skin is flushed, rising in temperature with the prettiest shade of pink and is mostly smooth to the touch despite the battle scars that adorn his body. his cheeks are round, his hands are warm and his hair is fluffy even as a bead of sweat dribbles down his temple when you give him one slow, painfully deliberate — and just as teasing — roll of your hips.

he’s kind of like a bunny. a bunny on steroids, if you will.

your guide to manifesting your desires in 2024.

i have manifested getting into my dream college, straight As every semester, visiting NYC, and a HUGE glow up (nourished hair, clearer skin, beautiful body, pretty face, emotional intelligence, baddie mindset, and supportive friends + family) in 2022. here's all the things i did that worked for me! i understand everything does not work the same for everyone, for example i find visualization fun and easy to do while affirming, even though natural to me, seems like work to me so i use it as an aid to fuel my visualization. i have had bad mental health days but i persisted in my desires regardless because i know i always get everything i want. 

1. understanding yourself and your thought processes:

this is not necessary for you to manifest what you want but it helps in creating self-awareness in the long term. i used to overthink a lot (manifested it away) so i affirmed and visualized during any free time i had, and eventually my doubts faded away. even if they pop up sometimes, i'm just like meh that's not true and brush them aside. for me, processing all my complicated emotions is essential to me because i get to know my patterns and start working on changing them. it does not matter what triggered them, you've to live with them for the rest of your life if you don't feel them and let them go.

2. discovering new things:

you should get out of your comfort zone. there are thousands of things in the world you haven't experienced. desires can change and you aren't obligated to stick to this one dream when something else lights up the fire inside you in the present. i had the dream of living in NYC for a long term but I became more open to DC, LA, Philadelphia, and other cities after visiting them. i have explored new hobbies too and they've become an important part of me now. being adaptable is important!

3. never settle:

a dream might be small for someone while the same dream might be unattainable for someone else. it's all about persisting in your desires and making them seem attainable to your subconscious. you don't have to lift a finger to manifest, so why aren't you being stubborn about what you want? why are you settling for less when you deserve to have so much more? don't settle for bread crumbs when you can have a WHOLE DAMN LUXURIOUS MEAL.

4. self-concept:

the qualities i find most attractive in a person are communication, efforts, dedication, honesty, and loyalty. so i start affirming for those qualities in myself! i embody them by telling myself, "i am dedicated, honest, and loyal", "i am irreplaceable and unforgettable just because i exist", "i communicate and put in efforts for the people who have the greatest in mind for me." we love people who are secure in themselves and so, we naturally gravitate towards them. i don't care if someone has a pretty body or a pretty face. if they have the drive to succeed in what they're doing and they're giving me princess treatment, i'd immediately fold. it's the inner qualities that stay in the longer term (though you can forever be ageless and youthful, but to complement that you need a beautiful mind and heart - those make you more attractive). 

random things to manifest.. bcz you can

every time you take out gum everyone doesn’t start swarming over you literally asking for gum every 2 seconds

special talent of being able to tell people’s (and yourself) undertones

always finding clothes in your size

meeting your soulmate

lucky girl syndrome

hair never gets greasy

nails never break..

being good at every single game you play (even when it’s your first time)

fast reflexes

finding money out on the street every single day

lips never get crusty (and i stand by this)

always being right at everything

a pretty voice huhu

being able to sleep fast (need)

always entering the void state

period cramps don’t hurt like hell

every book you read has your desired ending

being able to read real fast

photographic memory

chores take a blink of an eye to do (for you)

amazing at everything

YOU DON’T SWEAT.

you never smell

always think before you speak (needdd)

subliminals work instantly

and overall manifest instantly

Jay.. im so tired…

I’ve been officially in LOA tumblr for 2 years now.. I was a sophomore in college when I first found out about law of assumption and now I am a senior, for the past two years i’ve literally been through it ALL.. I’m talking divineangelbee in late 2021, the very first post on the vo*id.. her getting exposed.. self concept era.. void concept era.. 3 days challenges era.. a&p vs states era.. outbreak of nondualism era.. I should be appointed as the historian of LOA tumblr community at this point tbh..

I am just so.. tired. Especially with my graduation approaching and me being filled with so much anxiety and fear because when I was a sophomore, I had more time to “fail” y’know? I had more time to learn and fail and pick myself up again.. no problem. But now?.. not so much. I don’t have that much hope or excitement for LOA anymore. What made things even more worse for me is that my GPA started plummeting gradually since last year because I don’t have any motivation or drive to do something I don’t love. I don’t desire to be at college or to be studying but I don’t know what to do anymore.

I want my dream life, I decide I have it, I fulfill myself and then, poof! Everything is gone as soon as I have to deal with my 3d responsibilities. I don’t know how to maintain the fulfillment of my desires when I am forced to study for hours about subjects I absolutely hate and stressing about stupid exams when I am fulfilling myself to have an absolutely different life. I can’t push myself anymore, I’m literally tearing up writing this. 

I’m so sorry if this comes across as venting.. but I literally need your advice so bad. I trust you immensely. I gave you a summary of my last two years to help understand when I’m at emotionally and mentally so that you tailor your advice accordingly if you (hopefully) decided to answer this.

you're being double minded.

you're seeing the 3d as something separate from you + something that's out of your control. that's why you're tired. that's why you think you're going to fail. that's why you're waiting for it to change instead of accepting the change being done in imagination.

i sympathize with you with how many years you've been in this community + the college thing, because i'm currently a sophomore (in the 3d, anyway). however, deep down, i've already accepted the fact that i am who i want to be already in imagaintion.

the 3d literally doesn't even matter to me anymore. it's just me. so if i change within, of course it's going to change on the outside. i'd be lying if i said i didn't get bored or impatient or annoyed at the 3d, but somehow, i always naturally reminded myself that my desired state is who i really am, so i feel fulfilled. obviously, we all want the materialization, however it shouldn't be our main focus. fulfillment is.

internalize this: you will never change the 3d if you don't change your identity.

you're not creating anything. not in the 3d, or in imagination. creation is finished. your only obligation is to persist in your new state. that's all. and if you want to experience your desire, imagine it until you feel fulfilled and move on. time literally doesn't matter, because anything can (and will!) change in an instant. plus, speaking from experience, you're having too much fun in imagination to begin with to even notice how much time has passed ( i was so sucked into my imagination thought it was a wednesday when it was a monday.... )

of course, we're human, our conditioned brains causes us to wonder and dwell on the how and when, when those are irrelevant. all that matters is who we're conscious of being right now.

imagination is the only reality, and if you're imaging being your desired self, your manifestation is completed. the end. if you can imagine yourself being it, you already are it in imagination. you can't experience something outside of a state because you can't imagine being something you never accepted to be who you are to begin with. and it extends to the 3d as well! if you think about being a dog once, are you gonna be a dog in the 3d? NO! you're human, its obvious. of course you can't be a dog, that's not your identity. it's not your state. it's not your experience.

manifestation is basically just a practice of faith towards yourself. our human body is so limited, that we ultimately have no choice but to turn to imagination and trust who we're being in there. how do you know that molecules are reshuffling as we speak? you don't. and you don't need to. all you need to know is that you're already living in your end goal and accept it!

the 3d really doesn't matter, you can use the void state craze as an example:

if someone is lying on their bed, and they're using their 3d brain to "get into the void", despite the fact that they're not identifying with the fact that they're already there, their 3d actions are (pun not intended) void!

it's not what you're doing that "sabotages" your manifestation, it's what you're currently identifying as. this is why people can interact with their 3d and still got what they want.

there is nothing to GET. there is nothing to WAIT FOR. there is nothing to CREATE. YOU JUST NEED TO ACCEPT YOUR DESIRED STATE AS YOUR CURRENT IDENTITY AND STOP GIVING RELEVANCE TO THE 3D!

however, if you are that concerned with "time", here's a neville quote I really like.

"the bible gives it as three days; the duration is three days for response in this world. if i now assume i am what I want to be, and if i am faithful to it and walk as though i were, the very longest stretch given for its realization is three days."

by realization, he doesn't mean the time it takes for the 3d to change. he meant the literal definition of it: realizing that you already are who you desire to be as your true identity. your state becomes something obvious to you, since you already KNOW that's who you are. then, when your 3d inevitably reflects that, you're happy, but not surprised!

🎀 to summarize:

worry about what you're currently identifying as, not what you're doing in the 3d.

you want the feeling of your desire being yours, so give it to yourself by accepting that you already do.

APPLY, APPLY, APPLY!! just for these 3 days.

manifestation is based on self - trust. trust your identity and keep going back to it. not because you have to, but because you know that's who you truly are.

everything is happening BECAUSE of you, not TO you.

imagination is the only reality, and states are just identities which you experience within imagination. assume your desired state and see everything fall into place.

imagine when you feel like experiencing it.

satisfaction = acceptance.

take the 3d out of the equation. it's literally irrelevant. you know what isn't? your current identity.

the law works like this: assume it in imagination -> 3d reflects it. it's as easy as picking a new identity, accepting it as who you are, trusting it, knowing it, and then it's your reality.

and most importantly:

BE THE CHANGE.

he’s so weird. i need him to cum in me

study like elle woods

introduction:

elle woods is one of my favorite inspirations for studying. she's stylish, confident, feminine and smart all rolled into one. plus she doesn't change for anyone- when she sets her mind to a goal she's determined and pushes herself.

@ichorsuns <3

in class:

find motivation. elle had a clear goal, she wanted to go to harvard. and when she had that goal that was what she focused on and put her energy towards. to be motivated you need to know WHY you're working so hard and what you're trying to achieve.

take cute notes. not even sure if this is really an elle thin but just make note taking fun! make it look cute

dress up. ofc u don't have to dress up super fancy for class but ik that personally i enjoy wearing cute clothes and doing my hair for school. it's just fun :)

studying:

make cute flashcards. flashcards are really effective for studying, and also they're kinda fun to make.

review with a highlighter. get a pink highlighter to go over what you need to review. idk its just a cute color.

put studying into your routine. even if you have to switch locations up or study while working out, just make sure that you get time to study a little everyday.

overall mindset:

stay focused on your goals. when elle decided she wanted to go to harvard she was serious about it. she spent months studying for law school admission test!

study a little everyday. like i said earlier, spend about 15-20 minutes (whatever works for you) to review what you learned in class everyday. even if you don't have an upcoming test or quiz it's always good to do regula studying.

make meaningful conections. the best way to get information into your long term memory is connecting what your studying into your own life. i know that in the courtroom elle uses her knowledge of perm maintenance.

ignoring what people say. so many ppl thought elle was dumb and in my own life fake friends from my old school laughed & made jokes when they found out i'd gotten into ap chem at my current school. it's so easy to feed into this negativity and get caught up on other people think about you, but put your energy towards what is productive and healthy. you don't need to prove yourself to anyone because ultimately there will be people who doubt you no matter what you do.

conclusion:

overall you just need to have a goal and be determined to be like elle, while also staying true to who you are. embarrasment and failure is always on the path to success- so keep your head up and keep working hard even when things go against you. :)

but like i don’t wanna be spending all that money on the cafeteria food

no cuz why is eating something homemade on campus so embarrassing