Jay.. Im So Tired…

INS AND OUTS FOR 2024 ‧₊˚ ⋅🍸

Ins ‧₊˚ ⋅

• Running

• More studying

• Have regular morning/night routine

• fixing my posture

• think before talking

• consuming green tea, matcha, coffee

• Take Photo digital camera (create a photo journal)

• Saying no

• Having BEDTIME !

• 2014 tumblr girl

• Reapplying lipgloss every 10 mins

• Rewatching early 2000’s teen shows

• READING

• Goodbye kisses

• Letting it go (no revenge)

• More culture g

Outs ‧₊˚ ⋅

• Compulsive shopping

• Procrastination

• Overthinking

• Being influenced by micro trend

• afraid of posting on instagram

• stop wasting money on food

• thinking about the past

• waiting on something good to happen

• Situationship

• Ghosting everyone when things get bad

• Minimising yourself to make others feel more comfortable

• Caring what people think

mhhmmmmm this may be an unpopular opinion but I'm not sure if I want to tell myself I'm the creator of my 3d. i mean, yes, the 3d is a projection of me. but telling myself I'm the creator of the 3d puts me in a position where I try to control the 3d because I see the 3d as something I should control as the creator

but if i add a lil tweak and say 'i'm the creator of my imagination', then I can only focus on what I'm imagining. I'm the creator of my outer❌inner✅ world. when I create something new in my inner world, the depth of my own being, my imagination makes it happen in the 3d. so in some sense I'm in control of how my 3d looks, but I'm not responsible for making it happen. because I'm not responsible for my outer world which is why neville said 'your responsibility to make it so is completely off your shoulder'. I'm only responsible for my inner world. I'm the cause, the creator of my imagination.

i think this view that has a little shift may help some people

THIS IS EXCELLENT

i think izuku starts to sniffle and gets teary-eyed a little bit when you overstimulate him or cockwarm him for too long.

and it’s kind of funny because he’s this big and immensely strong hero who is able to manhandle you however he wants — he certainly has more than enough power to do so, obviously — but at the same time, he’s also… somewhat pretty and delicate?

like, every muscle in his body is straining as you continue to sit on his lap, unmoving despite the fact that his fat cock is nestled deep inside your pussy, making him appear so, so male, but then you glance at his face and his lashes are long and thick as they repeatedly flutter to try and blink the tears away, and he looks at you with what you swear are hearts in his eyes.

his skin is flushed, rising in temperature with the prettiest shade of pink and is mostly smooth to the touch despite the battle scars that adorn his body. his cheeks are round, his hands are warm and his hair is fluffy even as a bead of sweat dribbles down his temple when you give him one slow, painfully deliberate — and just as teasing — roll of your hips.

he’s kind of like a bunny. a bunny on steroids, if you will.

AWEEEEEE

★ — i’ve never known someone like you. (glue song 🤭)

★ — synopsis: random things that include dating them!!

★ ft. izu, denki, sho, sero, shinsou, jirou, ochako, toga

izuku — patching him up after training/ a fight, study dates, cooking with him, holding hands in the halls, smiling all the time, him blushing over the littlest things, matching pajamas, #1 hype man, glancing at each other in class, good morning and good night texts.

denki — his head in your lap as you play with his hair, painting his nails, drawing hearts on his hands, listening to music in the kitchen, facetiming all night, matching onsies, doing his eyeliner, going to n arcade and beating him at every game, whispering and giggling in class.

shoto — telling each other all your problems, admiring how pretty you are in class, best friends to lovers, stargazing, flustered at any physical affection you give him, painting with him, moving your hair out of your face for you, cheek kisses.

sero — teaching you to skateboard, getting fast food at 1am, having his arm slung over your shoulder, movie dates, laying on the roof together, giving you his jacket when your cold, hugging you from behind, doing facemasks together.

shinsou — gossiping at 5am, annoying you to get your attention, being protective over you, sneaking over to his dorm, sarcastic nicknames, cooking for you, playing video games all night, messing with his hair.

jirou — listening to music, holding hands, teasing each other, her doing your makeup, being flustered around you, teaching you guitar, painting her nails, late night phone calls, wearing her band shirts, concert dates, dragging her out of bed, cuddling.

ochako — watching studio ghilbi movies, small pecks on the lips n cheek, giving her gifts, always checking up on you, being taller than her, study dates, best friends to lovers fr, her being flustered over everything, walking around the city at night.

toga — her doing your hair so you can match, deep n long talks on the roof, going to the convince store at 3am, gushing over how cute and pretty you are, being gentle around you, hugging you 24/7, patching her up after a fight, constantly reminding you how much she loves you.

It-Girling 101 :

you are a goddess, act like it

you have to be confident

you are beautiful, smart, talented and so much more. there’s nothing wrong with acknowledging that and being proud of that. if you don’t hype yourself up, who will? take those selfies, say your self love affirmations in the mirror, wear your cutest clothes that make you feel prettiest! you are the sh!t , don’t let anyone make you feel less than, ever

be proud of everything you do, even the “small things” because everything you achieve is an accomplishment, nothing goes unnoticed

speak up for yourself! if you don’t like something or how something is going then let it be known! don’t let anyone take your voice from you

stand strong on your beliefs and don’t let anyone sway you

you have to respect yourself

learn how to say ‘no’ to things that don’t feel right to you, even if it may hurt someone else’s feelings

prioritize your needs and wants! you deserve to be happy, comfortable and have the things you desire

set healthy boundaries and stick to them! have a mindset of, people will respect me and my limits or they won’t be in my life at all, period!

don’t just date or be friends with anyone. surround yourself with people who treat you right, who don’t call you out of your name, who are kind to you, who are gentle with you, who care about your hopes and dreams, who won’t put their hands on you, ever! people who don’t make you feel bad about yourself, people who love you unconditionally, someone who will never treat you like garbage, someone who won’t belittle you

treat your body like a temple and only be with someone romantically because you really want to and have feelings for them and not because you feel pressured to or you think you deserve less than

you have to treat yourself like a prize because you are a prize! don’t forget, the way you treat yourself is how other people will treat you. so walk with pride and make sure your standards are high always 💓

the law of assumption equation.

desire = “i want this” -> decision = “i have it”

standing firm = keep firm trust and confidence in

decision (persist in that faith)

decision + standing firm = belief / assumption

belief / assumption = 3d reality

new belief / assumption = instant shift in 3d reality

i want this -> i decide that i have it and accept that -> i stand firm in the fact that it’s mine -> i start believing / accepting that i have it & 3d reflects instantly.

i accept that i have it -> i believe / assume that i have it.

(“wow, it’s really that easy!” yeah, cause it is. now stop asking and start applying.)

birthday in 2 weeks..not ready to be 20

girl exorcism⋆.ೃ࿔*:･🎀

i've been seeing this popping up all over my feed and i wanted to make my own and add some things in my own girl exorcism. all credits to @flowerflowerflo ✨

PHYSICAL ;

take an everything shower so that u can feel like a completely new person

do a face mask for lustrous skin

do the more meticulous beauty regimens such as getting ur lashes done, teeth cleaned, or a professional facial/dermatologist appointment.

follow along with a pilates youtube video or go for a run

schedule a massage appointment

floss and use teeth whitening strips (oil pulling too)

sleep for 8+ hours a day

MENTAL ;

start saying ur affirmations again everyday if u fell out of it

write in ur journal/healing journal religiously (weekly)

do some daily meditation for soundness of mind

rewatch videos from the wizard liz’s youtube channel to give urself a wake up call if u feel u need it

let urself cry if u need to (release)

analyze the positive and negative aspects of ur behavior and reevaluate ur mindset to keep urself sharp

PERSONAL ;

do a deep cleaning of ur space because a clean space = a clear mind

clean beneath ur bed

clean things that u use daily but forget to clean (ur electronic devices, door knobs, water bottles and things of that sort)

DIGITAL ;

delete apps that u no longer use and are taking up unnecessary space

change the theme of ur phone

clean out and go through your emails

organize ur pinterest boards

create and delete playlists

why check for results in the 3d when you know imagination is the only true reality? you mean to tell me that imagination is unlimited, you can imagine whatever you want, where ever and whenever, yet you look towards the 3d for validation when its limited and you can only be aware of what your five senses allow you to be aware of?!

imagination is the source!

WHATEVER YOU ACCEPT AS TRUE IN IMAGINATION -> THE 3D WILL COPY

why stress and worry about the copy instead of the original? have fun with whatever you desire in imagination first!

1. have a desire

2. imagine it / accept it as true / decide its already done = you’re in the state of the wish fulfilled so your desire is already yours

3. now that you are in the state, have fun and play with it in imagination / affirm for fun / script for fun whenever you want!!!

4. understand that youre not trying to get anything in the 3d bc manifestation always starts from within, imagination. fulfill yourself with the fact that its yours & its done. theres nothing else to do but remind yourself that its done whenever you think of it and have fun experiencing it in imagination/affirm/etc. ofc the 3d will copy exactly that but why focus on the results of the copy machine (3d materialization) instead of whats on the paper you’re putting in the copy machine (state of having the desire or state of not having it)?

things to remember:

☆ you cannot see the 3d reflect something before fulfilling it in imagination first

☆ creation is finished! theres nothing to do but know its yours = be in the fulfilled state

☆ its not how long youve been in the state that makes it materialize, its how natural it is. how do i know its natural? the state that you constantly go to / your dwelling state is the one thats natural to you.

☆ are you searching for evidence? are you worrying about circumstances? are you accepting those circumstances as true? if you answered no, then you are in the state. if you start focusing on the opposite, remind yourself: its already yours & nothing can change who you are in imagination!

@etherealkissed