I Miss Him

I miss him

He has someone else now.

He is no longer staring at me in class.

I miss him.

I miss the way he would look at me when someone said something dumb.

I miss the way he would tell me goodnight at nearly midnight because we were sharing our favorite music.

I miss playing 20 questions and talking about random things.

I miss how I would call him dork and he would call me nerd.

I miss the way he would screenshot my snaps because he thought I was beautiful.

He is happy now.

He has someone else.

She makes him happier than I ever would have.

I wish things had worked out different.

Until I can move on, I will just remember our first date (my first ever date) and holding hand on the bus.  I will remember laying my head on his shoulders while we slept on our way to the museum.  I will remember the way he looked when I was excited about something.  I will remember the way he cared for me.  And the way he would ruin his sleep schedule to make sure I was okay.  And the way he would still come to me when he was feeling down even after we parted ways.  I will remember him, and feel happy that he is happy.  That he is content with his current relationship.

I miss him, but I am grateful that he is happy and healthy and still the man I remember him to be.

I loved him, but that is in the past.  He was my first love.  And for a while, my last.  But I a happy that my path crossed with his and that I was able to have the experiences that I did.  

I miss him, and I’m sure he missed me. But now he has her, and he is happy.

More Posts from Hemogoblin-s and Others

8 years ago

Please

Concept: a movie theater that only shows Harry Potter films. The movies will be in 4D. The temperature will drop when dementors are present. Fans will blow on you during quidditch scenes. Enticing smells will be pumped in during feast scenes but don’t worry about feeling hungry because the theater will serve Bertie Botts, treacle tart, drumsticks, butterbeer, chocolate frogs and those tiny little pies that Mrs. Weasley makes. Instead of loyalty cups, you get discounts if you wear a Weasley sweater.

7 years ago

I am not a straight people.

Reblog if you are also not a straight people.

7 years ago

please ask

Unusual Asks

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? 

is your room messy or clean?

what color are your eyes?

do you like your name? why?

what is your relationship status? 

describe your personality in 3 words or less

what color hair do you have?

what kind of car do you drive? color?

where do you shop?

how would you describe your style?

favorite social media account

what size bed do you have? 

any siblings?

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?

favorite snapchat filter? 

favorite makeup brand(s)

how many times a week do you shower?

favorite tv show?

shoe size?

how tall are you?

sandals or sneakers? 

do you go to the gym? 

describe your dream date

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?

what color socks are you wearing? 

how many pillows do you sleep with?

do you have a job? what do you do? 

how many friends do you have? 

whats the worst thing you have ever done? 

whats your favorite candle scent? 

3 favorite boy names

3 favorite girl names

favorite actor? 

favorite actress? 

who is your celebrity crush?

favorite movie? 

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? 

money or brains? 

do you have a nickname? what is it? 

how many times have you been to the hospital?

top 10 favorite songs

do you take any medications daily? 

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)

what is your biggest fear? 

how many kids do you want? 

whats your go to hair style?

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) 

who is your role model? 

what was the last compliment you received?

what was the last text you sent?

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

what is your dream car? 

opinion on smoking?

do you go to college? 

what is your dream job? 

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? 

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? 

do you have freckles? 

do you smile for pictures?

how many pictures do you have on your phone? 

have you ever peed in the woods? 

do you still watch cartoons? 

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?

Favorite dipping sauce? 

what do you wear to bed? 

have you ever won a spelling bee?

 what are your hobbies?

can you draw? 

do you play an instrument?

what was the last concert you saw? 

tea or coffee?

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?

do you want to get married?

what is your crush’s first and last initial?

are you going to change your last name when you get married? 

what color looks best on you? 

do you miss anyone right now? 

do you sleep with your door open or closed?

do you believe in ghosts?

what is your biggest pet peeve? 

last person you called`

favorite ice cream flavor? 

regular oreos or golden oreos? 

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? 

what shirt are you wearing? 

what is your phone background?

are you outgoing or shy?

do you like it when people play with your hair?

do you like your neighbors? 

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?

have you ever been high? 

have you ever been drunk? 

last thing you ate? 

favorite lyrics right now

summer or winter? 

day or night? 

dark, milk, or white chocolate? 

favorite month? 

what is your zodiac sign

 who was the last person you cried in front of? 

7 years ago
This Is Lesbian Money Lincoln. Reblog To Enhance Your Chance To Find A Lesbian Or $$. Or A $$$ Lesbian.

This is Lesbian Money Lincoln. Reblog to enhance your chance to find a lesbian or $$. Or a $$$ lesbian. Also good for protecting your favorite girlfriend jeans from tears or shrinkage.

7 years ago

Reblog if you're bored and you want anons.

4 years ago

when you see a dog across the street but you know that your therapist would be mad if you acted on impulse so you just stare at it wishing to touch it

What’s The Story Behind This Screencap? Reblog With Your #screencaptions And We’ll Be Sharing Them

What’s the story behind this screencap? Reblog with your #screencaptions and we’ll be sharing them as we venture through the Fold to the Shadow & Bone premiere day on April 23rd. 

7 years ago

Help?

Hey guys, most of you don’t like my posts and that’s fine because there are thirteen of you, but I need some advice.  How do you make friends?  I am about to move to a new school and the idea of making friends, who have probably been with each other since kindergarten, terrifies me.  I will be in 11th grade, (junior in high school) and a loner.  plz help and feel free to message me

7 years ago

3. you know your only gonna wake up with no bones in the mornin

1. don’t pick up the phone. you know he’s only trying to buy your bones

6 years ago

Luther: Dad, there’s a monster under my bed.

Reginald: That’s silly, Number 1. There’s no such thing as mo- OH GOD ITS TEARING MY ARM! Just kidding, he only eats monkey boys, goodnight.

8 years ago

Is nobody going to acknowledge the fact that Draco Fucking Malfoy was the first student in The Philosopher’s / Sorcerers Stone to properly curse

“If the lump had given this (the Remembral) a squeeze, he would have remembered to fall on his fat ARSE” 

The kid’s a legend


Tags
Loading...
End of content
No more pages to load

i’m just here. i guess.

254 posts

Explore Tumblr Blog
Search Through Tumblr Tags