So yes that’s true but none of them fit and that’s the issue at hand. I know who I am but I fear judgement from my own community enough to not be myself
I love (fucking hate) being transgender because yes I am trans. Yes queer. Tis I the tranny. I use she they pronouns yet I am still 100% no gender. I’m not boy not girl not anything I simply am. I’m the bit. I am the devil incarnate. I’m a dog and I’m messy running eyeliner in a bar bathroom with coke still on the counter. My gender is explained in aestheticized images of the idealized version of myself and my trauma. I wanna call myself two spirit but I’m not native enough for that. So I’m just lost :(
I ain’t never met someone who does bjj who’s mentally well. Theyre always like “im punishing myself by not tapping” or whatever. Cringe. I just let men manhandle me because yeah. Never actually executed a fucking move on anyone bc nobody’s my size or weight class. Incredibly sad tbh
No that’s so real!! But also I can never remember anything…
I really need to make an updated list of my hyperfixations- that shit lONG
This is a vent/rant so if you don’t wanna see that ignore it lol
I take back everything I said abt my gf this bitch is too goddamn close to being gone. Sigh. Uncertainty abt the future of our relationship she says. I could die in a car crash today. But doesn’t mean I don’t have plans to go to the fuckin beach this weekend. Don’t date guys. Never date. Spend your days alone.
Cuz wdym like your mindset isn’t the thing fucking up this. Like???? Get over yourself??? I *cannot* be the only one fighting for a relationship. Anyways uhm breakup advice needed? Maybe? Hopefully not but it seems that’s where she’s going??
Bluey adults scare me I’m gonna be so real. They never fuck with Daniel tiger. That’s not okay.
tumblr archetypes
beautiful, intelligent, compassionate transexual whom the government is actively trying to kill
racist bluey adult
No because I love this. When someone asks me anything abt asl or pse or Deaf culture I get so excited because it’s my culture!! It’s my language!! I get so happy!!
nothing more flattering than someone saying "oh don't get her going" in reference to you when a topic you're passionate about is brought up
TW Species Dysphoria vent :(
Time for my nightly bitch about my retainers and rubber bands. I hate them. This is an internal muzzle and I can’t breathe and I can’t feel anything and it hurts and I’m a dog and dogs don’t feel like this and dogs don’t have these problems. Where is my muzzle and where are my paws and where is my tail and my ears
Awesome!! :D
Hmmm.. good question! I luv my black cargo pants because somehow they make me feel very dog. I also have a collar I stole from my cat (she grew out of it) that I wear as a bracelet sometimes! Might need to look at luneprint..
What’s your favorite clothes item/ accessory because canine?
ohhhh that’s a difficult question!
Well, I like the leather jacket I recently acquired! Oddly enough it’s kinda the same shade of black my fur is? (Hopefully that makes sense) I also really like necklaces though! I have the one I bought from Luneprint, it kinda reminds me of a collar so I really like it.
Other than that I’m working on slowly expanding my wardrobe to more of my aesthetic, so I don’t have that much.
Wbu? :D
Congress
if 2024 sam wilson met 2014 sam wilson i fear it would be one of the funniest things ever
2024 sam: “so yeah, we help save the world and overcome many challenges as well as become captain america and go on to inspire millions despite the odds. also steve is lowkey dead and nat sacrificed herself”
2014 sam:
2014 sam: and the guy who ripped out the steering wheel on the highway?
2024 sam: congress
I’m a jack of all trades so imma say yes :3
Do you think the Jack of all trades and the master of one explored each others bodies
Media starved daredevil fan, Shane and Ryan enthusiast, otherkin, and occasional ff writer! I also sometimes talk abt racism and American culture being weird :3
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