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I hate having gender dysphoria.

I am a chatty person, I love talking. I am basically hyper verbal. But as soon as I get dysphoric I can’t talk. I hate the way my voice sounds so much. I don’t know how to fix that before going on t and I can’t stand it.

TW: Violent Imagery

I am telling you now. If one person says anything along the lines of “ your passing good today” or “you look good for a trans man” I will gouge out my left eye ball and deliver it to them personally to their doorstep.

Same goes for if anyone says I dress feminine for a trans guy

Do any other neurodivergent people get VERY attached to how peples names are in their phone.

For example I had my bestie, @grey-loves-dragons name in my phone as aer name then in brackets the word work, because I met them at work. I recently changed it to bestie with some emojis and now I can't ajust and look through all my contacts trying to find their contact and then I get upset when I remeber I changed it and that now its different.

I need to clean my room and organize and cleane my bathroom tonight. Every time I get a note on this post I will do one of the following

Pick up, and fold 15 pieces of clothes

Organize a cubby/drawer/shelf

Make bed

Traditional cleaning (sweep, mop, scrub walls and windows, etc)

Pick up 20 items off floor

When a change goes from making you anxious to just making you pissed at the person who caused it

The difference between the “right” person and the right person

My ex bought me roses (I only like blue roses) after I begged them for a year and a half and they were basically dead (the fact that they were dead isn’t the problem, I very clearly said I wanted flowers)

My QPP pressed me a leaf from aers moms plant that I love because they knew I liked it

The right relationship isn’t always the romantic one

I miss bestie and I saw the 3 hours ago :(

I am actually so annoyed with the use of AI in scholastic settings and in Artists settings.

Someone once tried to defend the use of AI by saying;

“Without AI I wouldn’t pass this class” -someone who has always pulled top marks in the subject

“AI isn’t embarrassing to use as long as you are just using it to avoid research” -someone who wasn’t using it to avoid reaserch

“AI isn’t even a true AI because it’s made by a human so it’s basically research” -someone who doesn’t even use AI and pulls too grades in my grade

“I take what Chat GPT says and reword it when i translate it” -MANY people in French classes in my school

“If it isn’t caught by *inset website for detecting AI* then it doesn’t really matter because I put enough effort in” -someone online who wasn’t using AI for an essay

“Well, *insert famous person* uses it to create * insert art*” -post on instagram

“I only use it to write emails for work” -my uncle about his job where he is a supervisor

Do these people genuinely not understand how stupid these arguments sound. How none of these are valid arguments to justify using AI especially for “creating” art. Most of these were said to me when I shared my opinion on AI

I’ve also heard people refer to using generative AI to create pictures and calling themselves AI artists. They do not understand that what they are doing is typing into a machine that then takes the work of many real people and artist and puts them together.

Do I think AI is Inherently evil? No.

But I do believe that it should not be used in a scholastic setting at any point and that when it is used it should be advertised that it is AI.

For example:

I saw an improve performance where the first half of the performance was written by 2020 Chat GPT then the actors improved from there. I personally think this is ok because it was the gimmick of the show

A family member of mine enjoys using AI to create pictures and exploring the limits of what it can create. (At this point in time) he uses it as something to do and does not believe that he is an artist or is creating this “art”

Using AI to help you manage tasks (goblin tools is what I’m thinking off but I imagine there are other instances where this applies)

Summarizing medical documents and research paper in order to decipher the language that makes it harder for “regular people” to understand

I don’t understand how anyone who creates their own art or writes their own papers or does their own research can be ok with the use of AI