So, I Know I Don’t Feel Sexual Attraction Or Romantic Attraction. But I Get This Weird Feeling Sometimes.
So, I know I don’t feel sexual attraction or romantic attraction. But I get this weird feeling sometimes. I thought it was gender envy because I only felt it towards guys but then I felt it toward Dixie who want a guy the other day.
It’s like I feel like I want to complement the person but I don’t because I don’t want them to think I want to fuck them.
It’s definitely not aesthetic attraction because I know what that feels like.
But like, can I think someone is attractive “romantically” but not have romantic feelings.
My allo friends always talks about thinking people are pretty or cute or good looking but then when I ask they say they aren’t into them in any way.
So is this just like extrem aesthetic attraction or is it something else?
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I have officially tried so many new foods. Here’s my list:
- tomatoes
-kimchi
-bulgogie
-random desert square
This but instead of hands it’s hand and instead of my body it’s my board and instead of tweaking it’s crying because he used a negate on my 10 CMC card and now I’m tapped out
sometimes i’ll be relaxing and then i’ll remember what his hands felt like on my body and start tweaking again
I hate:
How often I need to go to therapy
How my mom treats my mental health
How my mom reacts to my choice to set boundaries
How my mom reacts to my plan in the future
The fact that my mom doesn’t like me having in person friends because she needs to drive me
The fact that even my best friends mom sees my moms flaws
The fact that I can’t do what I’m supposed to for my age but my mom refuses to get me diagnosed with ASD so I don’t have any conformation
The fact that the only person who treats me like I’m enough is my best friend
My English teacher
That one bitch in all my classes
All the stupid things my mom yells at me for
The fact that my mom said “I worry about you but I worry about how much you’re missing school for this” in response to me explain that my therapist wants me to go back next week
In conclusion: I am burnt out and can’t distinguish emotions except being angry and missing my best friend. Everything else feels muted and hopeless
I forgot my headphones at house 1 and I’m at house 2 with no headphones!!!!!!
How shall I be mysterious without them (I don’t want to be perceived at all)?!?!?! How shall I make all the library goers fall in love with me and without them (I’m aro ace)?!?!?!? How shall I block out noise (I am currently sensory seeking and want loud noises)?!?!?! How shall I listen to the front bottoms (this one applies)?!?!?!?
(My parents aren’t divorced I just live with my aunt right now)
Being neurodivergent and being crafty means making sure your sensory needs are met in style.
Current problem : it’s winter and I hate having more than one layer on my ears and hate tuques over my ears.
Solution : im crocheting a tuque with slits down the side so I can put my headphones on and have on my head phones touch my ears. It will also be extra long so that I can fold it over my headphones when I have my headphones on so no air gets in and so I can fold it over when I’m not wearing headphones.
I literally have to see in the ends on my ponblansweatket (poncho, blanket, sweater mix) and make a hood and I have like NOOOO motivation
Why is my brain like this
I just want to block it and be done but I have zero motivation.
I also have to block my vest, crochet a small stuffy for my sister and a costume for my cousins turtle.
I also want to make an outfit for my stuffy.
Why is there so much crochet and so little motivation
I need to clean my room and organize and cleane my bathroom tonight. Every time I get a note on this post I will do one of the following
Pick up, and fold 15 pieces of clothes
Organize a cubby/drawer/shelf
Make bed
Traditional cleaning (sweep, mop, scrub walls and windows, etc)
Pick up 20 items off floor
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