drip Her symptoms accumulate drip into a small puddle of worry drip that trembles with every drip that hits drip Light shatters on the bro- drip ken surface drip Darkness growing below it drip I don't cry drip That's a lie drip My tears only drip down to deepen the pool drip
drip Every day the drip of rain drip Nobody knows drip the pain she's in drip She swims drip light headed drip hardly sleeping drip hasn't eaten in days drip Blood count goes up drip and down drip A scan of an enlarged drip spleen drip She's finding it hard drip to breathe drip
drip The doctor is dissmisive drip The doctor is rude drip The doctor is drip unavailable drip We're googling symptoms drip we hope we're wrong drip The water is rising drip I hope she's strong drip She waits drip and I hope drip I hope drip I hope drip
drip She vomits drip she bleeds drip she cries drip and it's just another drip in the end- drip less freezing drip expanse of drip sea
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I feel like more people should see this.
Burn away my cache of lies to make room for your butterlies Flora grows, fruit will bloom in what I had built to be a tomb
Spin me left, dip me right. Dance with me into the night.
and when we stop to rest our eyes, your heartbeat will be my lulaby
At evening when I arrived - nowhere a thousand imaginations rose up in me like an enchantment I gave my hands hopelessly into it saw dusk graze itself blindly across the winter hills, blue as its heart and pitched myself into its apple where no arms may hold me but the echous ribbons of a long-lost past
There is a hidden softness to the winter, though, like the underbelly of an old matted cat.
Fragile Animals, Genevieve Jagger
Do you ever stumble upon a thing that moves something in your shell? Yeah, that's it
Perfect Butterfly 🦋
Wrote a poem and finally finished drawing it oit. Check the break for the poem:
Caterpillars gorge on food 'til they become a chrysalis
Destroying their own body inside to make a new one
Turning into a butterfly
A beautiful butterfly
Caterpillars are always hungry
Biting off more than they can chew
Take on so many things until you can't take it anymore
Hide away
Destroy what you hate about yourself
And come out anew
And then do it again
And again
And again
So when will this caterpillar
Become a beautiful perfect
Butterfly?
I’m trying to be what I’ve never been please don’t wipe these droplets away I’m crying for someone other than me can we just let them fall where they may Today I’ve tears enough for the world help me remember that love is to share I’ve been cold and numb for far too long and fear I may have forgotten to care God If you hear me, make me a phoenix I’ve been selfish these many long years I will cry a river, or an ocean if need be if You’ll place healing love in my tears
you can pry starting sentences with 'and' or 'but' out of my cold, dead hands
ON THE BRINK
Standing on the brink
A humble grail in hand
Contemplating that clink
According to thy command
Boisterous play, or high jinks
As the mist begins to clear
I await in the morning chill
The Passover of my fear
Oh! Silently, in the still
Whether far or near
©Johnny J P Lee
19 September 2024
A Gogyoshiren Poem (10)
Photos Credit J. P. Lee
(Man on a cliff, unknown source)
My father’s laughter
Was so loud,
I could never tell if it was joy or pain.
What a terrible thing it is,
To watch your father’s pride
Fade away
I’m sorry you had to carry a weight
You never asked for.
I miss you.