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I just had the most intense ed nightmare.
I was in the living room just practicing some sort of gymnastic exercise - idk why I don't do gymnastics - and my parents had friends over and they just kept talking about how much weight they were losing and how much better they felt now that they're skinny. I got angrier and sadder and at some point I kinda snapped and yelled, "You guys know I'm still here as well?" and they kind of laughed and my Mom just have me really pitiful look and then told the entire group that she hoped that I would have at least one summer during which I'll feel skinny and confident. Like. What. And then she called me fat and insecure and I just scrambled to the bathroom crying trying to find my blades.
It took me a hot minute after waking up to realize that didn't actually happen.
Wtf honestly
“You finished all of it?”
It was the only thing I ate today
I wish I didn’t eat it at all
I had my first strawberries these time of year. They were fucking huge and juicy and so, so red and they reminded me of that huge ass banana I had the other day.
Fruit are so fucking good they're like my candy
(I don't even like that packaged junk anymore, but now when I crave it's oats and yoghurt and honey and - thankfully - fruit, which is still super easy to binge on, even if it's healthier)
I feel so bad turning down the food my parents or friends got me just to make me happy
Because despite the fact that my mom and I watch shows or movies almost every day together, it's kind of rare that my dad joins in as well and recently we're watching through some old classics and it's kind of special
And I was really excited to watch another movie with them today and I told them and they extra bought chips and said they were for me and 🥲
It's so sweet but chips are like my fear food number one
parents tryna get me to wear a dress like noooo don't they fucking get the hints?
War is over y'all
(I successfully changed my bedsheets in less than an hour)
- You support recovery.
- You support those in recovery.
- You support seeking help.
- You want people to seek help.
- You think everyone is beautiful, regardless of their weight.
- Even if you yourself, aren’t seeking help or are in recovery, want others too.
It's a dangerous game always asking my parents to buy me protein bars and coke zero, but that way they'll pay for it, which is good because I really need to save atm
So the only safe food I'm buying for myself are energy drinks because my parents don't allow them
I just fucking binged and I hate myself
I stopped counting at some point but I must have definitely gone over 2000 calories and honestly, my day is ruined
I got a day off school today and it started off fine, I made plans and all and wouldn't have gone over my limit had I just stuck to them
But I had a weigh in and lost over 2 kg, and at some point I lost motivation to study and started eating and procrastinating...
Does that happen to anyone else?
I feel like such a fat stupid loser
How tf can I avoid binging on the weekends guys?? Pls send tips