Pussy From A Girl With A Questionable Online Presence

I’m obsessed with Rachel True in Nowhere (1997). I can’t tell if I want to be her or be with her .. AAAHH fuck it I’m rewatching it tonight!!!!!

Marcy and Sarah, photography by Ricky Lee, "Driving Ms. Diesel", circa late 90's

Emo Artists with koalas pt1

Louise Glück, from “Otis”, Poems 1962 - 2012

Dream Machine (Short) | Brett Vapnek | 2001

Mary Timony

I WANNA BASH MY HEAD AGAINST A WALL

i’m kind of resenting my friends for being straight.. and not understanding how certain things affect me or how i yearn for people who are similar to me.

i see my future, and it's taking care of my butch. whether that's cooking their favourite food or giving them a massage after a long day at work. i want to shower them with gifts. i'll get them whatever they desire. i'll listen to all their troubles while i hold them and give them kisses.

diary of an aging girl #1

I grew up with this overwhelming shadow of discreetness, I stayed still in the uncomfortable seats of my school waiting for my peers to turn and acknowledge me.

In being discreet and timid, my need to feel more than a child, more than a girl hoping for a better future came to fruition. I think about it now and how desperate of a fourteen year old I was, desperate to be understood and taken care of. To talk with someone who understood my feelings more than I did, who had already surpassed the years of longing and had become their own person.

What transpired until I became an adult was something sinister and addictive. I can read back through my old journals and see this girl who knew what she wanted even in the haze of desperation, even when she knew it was wrong.

But I can remember the intricate ways in which these men who were aware of my age understood this brutal need and took my desperation as a total yes into corrupting something that should have been mine for many years to come. It had happened too fast and for too long, when my mind was trying to come to terms with an identity brewing.

I like to think I have put past those memories, especially after coming out as a lesbian. I still have this need to be wanted and it distorts with my hypersexual tendencies. It’s not a good thing and framing my younger self as desperate is not ideal since I’m sure at the time it was just a need to feel desired.

-doaag xx

they’re deffo talking to someone else and i genuinely need to stop being jealous bc it’s is a disease