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Cross and Error giggled to each other. They were collecting flowers. Nightmare was inside. Cross and Error had started dating a year ago, and all was going fine until they realised Nightmare was jealous of them. Not just of Cross or Error, but both of them.

He was jealous because they cared about each other so much. Jealous because he had a crush on Cross. Jealous because he always liked Error. He couldn't believe he was in love with two people who were dating.

Error and Cross had found out while Nightmare was on the phone with Dream. Error and Cross had talked about it. Cross had mentioned how he also liked Nightmare, but he loved Error as well.

"I love you and Nightmare as well. I just thought that.. I could only have one." Error had said. Cross thought about all those fanfictions Dream madehimread- I mean showed him. "What about we all date? Poly relationship I think it's called. If we all love each other it should work out." Cross said.

That was a week ago. As I said they were picking flowers. They had planned to ask Nightmare out. They hoped he said yes.

Once they finished they headed inside. Nightmare looked over at them. "I hope Killer isn't around. With that pollen he might die." Nightmare said, looking back to his book. Cross giggled and came over to Nightmare, Error slowly coming slowly behind him.

"What do you two need?" Nightmare asked

"Will you go out with us?!" Cross and Error asked excitedly, handing the flowers out to him. Nightmare blushed a cyan, a tentacle grabbing the flowers. "Excuse me? Aren't you two... dating?" He asked nervously. Cross beamed at him, smiling. "Yes but we want to date you as well! We love you and each other, Nighty!"

'God Cross was too cute for his own good.' Nightmare thought. He swallowed.

"Oh stars yes now get these flowers out of here before we all sneeze to death-"

Can people stop saying neurotypicals shouldn’t use stim/fidget toys??????

-people might not be diagnosed or realize they have adhd/autism/whatever and by telling them they cant use the thing you are restricting their access to something they might not even know they need but could help them immensely - esp if they are undiagnosed adhd its so hard to not have anything to fidget with when unmedicated imo

-saying only nd people can use them could make ppl feel they have to reveal diagnoses theyd rather keep private to avoid being looked down on for using them

-fidgeting can help nt people too

-the more people want them, nt and nd, the more available they will become for nd people as well as nt people and that availability can only benefit nds who fidget/stim

-it just generally doesn’t feel right to restrict access to things that benefit everyone (to me at least)

edit since apparently i didnt word this right: this does NOT APPLY to treating them like toys and not for their intended person, eg throwing them. But if nt people wanna fidget with a spinner and arent misusing them dont tell them they cant use it bc theyre nt mmkay

edit 2: I am, in fact, ADHD, if you didn’t pick up on that, and very well understand the importance of fidget toys to those who stim. Please don’t treat me like a neurotypical trying to steal resources from neurodivergent people.

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I wont lie, reading your blog as helped me love tonight. I was having a bad meltdown and reading your blog really helped me get droacted and calm down. You deserve more than what you get.

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Hi! Character belongs to @ask-the-dhmis-candy-crew

Decided to draw their Paige!

I tried hard on this one and I know my art style changes alot lol.

When I die, I'm gonna be a bitch and take everyone down with me.

I’ve changed how I want the dream smp to restart for the update.

Karl.

I want Karl to call everyone, and I mean everyone like even Alyssa everyone, to a building.

I want him to tell him all that he’s a time traveler and how he tried to set the world right and fix things but by doing so he only doomed the world (the egg.)

I want to say that they have only one shot at living and how he’s sorry.

I want him to light an end portal (but no one knows what it is) and slowly one by one everyone drops into it.

I then want everyone to appear on a brand new dream smp with no memory or the past one or what happened on the last one.

Everyone has slight memories of each other and the relationships they had but no solid ones.

Only Karl knows.

I want to see Tommy and Ranboo on edge around Dream but have no idea why.

I want Tubbo to freak out at the first firework he sees but have no idea why.

I want people to be scared of sapnap near their pets.

I want Funny accidentally calling Wilbur dad.

I want wilbur lightly humming the anthem while building his house.

I want to see the sbi building houses next to each other’s and Techno complaining that they are too close to his house.

I want Eret making a comment about how nice a castle would look in a place.

I want captain puffy handing out flowers and making sure Nikki always had a new one.

I want Phil on edge whenever Wilbur is near a button.

I want Tommy to build a bench and Tubbo just sits down like he always has. I want Tubbo to offer to play a disc he found.

I want Sam subconsciously placing himself between Tommy and Dream.

I want Dream following Puffy around randomly before pausing and walking away.

I want Connor to avoid Techno and Tommy when they are near any form of water.

I want Quackity to always move to stand next to either Sap or Karl.

I want George to build a cottage while making Dream collect all the materials for it, maybe jokingly calling him his knight.

I want Tubbo showing Schlatt his house and schlatt being impressed and insulting anyone else in the call with them.

I want Jack to adore Tubbo but avoid Tommy when he can.

I want Bad and Skeppy to build a house together and Ant being their next door neighbor.

I want Nikki to open a bakery and Karl’s fear that they’ll remember.

I want to taunted with the past and only Karl knows (and us of course)



Okay I need to make sanscest shipchildren so give ma a ship.

Preferably rare pairs or uncommon ships/ships with not alot of shipkids

Okay so because of this

I HAVE to post this

'On Monday we met and you took me home.

You gave me a family of friends you see, and I loved you all equally.

Well that isn't true actually. I liked one more than the rest. And it was you. You were so charming. So funny. So smart. So strong and so cool. And you cared about me. You cared about others too.

People say you have bad heart and that you're cruel amd vain. But they don't know the real you.

On Tuesday you grabbed my arm and pulled me aside. I had dropped a glass on the floor shattered. I was scared for a bit. But you gave me a Dustpan and told be to hold still. You took a broom and sweeper it up. You didn't yell or hit. You were... nice.

You told be to be more careful, that I could have hurt myself. And you cared.

On Wednesday, I felt weak. I felt like falling over. The whole left side of me felt weak and tired. You picked me up and you carried me to my bedroom, which took a while because we lived in a castle. He tucked me to sleep, and stayed a bit. You got a book out. I had reached out for your hand and you smiled. You took my hand and held it as a fell asleep.

Apparently Killer walked in when I was asleep. He would always tease me about this. I found it funny. You didn't. That made it better.

On Thursday, Error confided in me about his crush. I remember taking his hands and pulling him close. You walked in on us. We swore it was nothing and that it wasnt what it looked like. You weren't so sure though. You seemed... jealous? In fact you didn't put us in any missions after that.

On Friday you were sick. You caught a cold from Dust. I made you some soup and you thanked me. I liked it. The way you smiled at me. It was lovely. You looked a little different because you were sick. Well really different actually but... I still liked you the same. You were the same person no matter what you looked like.

You said you like how brave and courageous I was. I blushed and shook it off. Telling you I wasnt brave or courageous. You smiled and rolled your eyes. Before you fell asleep you said you loved me. What did you mean by that?

On Saturday you were better and I was glad. We watched a movie. A horror movie. Lust and Killer were scared shitless. Killer and Lust were clutching onto each other. And I was scared too. But I wanted you to think I was brave. But you pulled me closer and said it was okay to be scared. Right. I was stupid. You could feel emotions.

You liked the darkness. It was always dark. We all fell asleep after the fourth movie. Well expect for me amd you. I was on your shoulder and you were on your phone. We laughed at something we saw. You turned your phone off and the only thing I could see was your cyan eyelight. You pressed our mouths together.

On Sunday I was nervous. I was so scared for you. You were in a bad fight with your brother. You said you loved me with all your heart before you went unconscious.

A month later I slept in your bed, praying you would come home okay. We were the same. Error would lead us and we even made a truce with your brother.

In fact him and Killer are together. Did you know that? I'm sure you did.

Half a year later the doctors said it would be a miracle if you woke up. Thing was I was too emotional. I was sick a lot. Then I went to the doctor and it turns out i was pregnant. You're the only one I let into my life. I knew it was yours. I prayed amd prayed. You deserved to meet your kid.

A year later we got news. We were visiting you. All of us. Even your son. I called him Incubux. I think you'd like him. The doctor thought you would wake up. Our son was a few months old.

A few months old. He looked a lot like you. I was excited. Finially you would meet your son.

But you never woke up. You took your last breathe when our son was seven. We were by your sighed and you turned to dust. I never got to tell you I loved you back. But you knew. Incubux is fifteen now. I'm over it now. I still love you. But I dont cry tears of sadness when I remember you. But tears of joy.

Our son has a boyfriend. Error's kid. Oh. Error and Ink got married. So did Killer and Dream actually. Most of us did. Dust and Blueberry, Horror and Lust, SwapLust and Swapfell, but not me. Maybe in another life we can get married.

I'm writing this letter to you, Nightmare. I know how much you liked to read, so I tried to make it worth it. When ever I look at our son I see you. And I know you're watching us.

I'll join you soon. You see, I'm dying. Our son still young. I've made a will. Dream gets our son. I know you would want that. I have a few months left to live. And I'm going to spend each thinking about you. I've made several letters, and I'll give them all to you.

All my love, Cross.'

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This made ME tear up a bit.

Crossmare angst bro. @nightmarexcross