~*~π~*~π~*~π~*~βοΈ~*~π~*~π~*~π~*~~*~πΈοΈ~*~~ Willow ~ ~ 21 ~ She/Her/They/Them ~ ~*~πΈοΈ~*~~ | Stats | ~ ~ Height: 160cm ~ HW: 99kg π ~ LW: 58kg ~~ SW: 72kg ~ CW: 66kgπ€’ ~~ GW1: 54kg ~ GW2: 44kg ~~ UGW: TBD ~~*~πΈοΈ ~*~ πΈοΈ~*~ πΈοΈ~*~ πΈοΈ~*~ πΈοΈ~*~Iβve been in a cal deficit for a while but now Iβm really locking in because ewwww!!! I have enough problems and more self hatred is not what I need lol So, this is where Iβll be holding myself accountable and keeping track of my progress :)~*~πΈοΈ~*~~*~πΈοΈ~*~Just block me if you donβt like what I post/repost. Thanks :3~*~πΈοΈ~*~~*~πΈοΈ~*~β¨Donβt forget to stay hydratedβ¨ ~*~πΈοΈ~*~~*~πΈοΈ~*~~*~π~*~πͺ°~*~π~*~π¦~*~π~*~π·οΈ~*~π~*~
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All I want is for the
scale to go down
& my mind to stop
screaming
~Wieiad~
9β’30β’24
Breakfast:
2 Iron gummies - 10c
2 Zinc gummies - 20c
2 Vitamin D gummies - 15c
2 Vitamin 3 gummies - 20c
2 Biotin gummies - 10c
2 Omega-3 gummies - 25c
T: 100c
Lunch:
6g seaweed w/ sea salt - 30c
High key sandwich cookie - 25c
?g peppercorn ranch chip - 13c
Pure Protein chocolate mint bar - 180c
T: 248c
Dinner:
50g egg whites - 27c
FF shredded mozzarella - 10c
T: 37c
Snack:
324g Cucumber with peel - 49c
159g Carrots - 65c
T: 114c
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I hung out with a friend today and I brought all of the snacks I have atm in hopes that sheβd eat some, I havenβt binged while Iβve had them but Iβm worried I will and I want them gone asap * . * and she did eat some but I ate a little too so she wouldnβt suspect anything..she gave me half of one of her chips to try as well and usually 1 chip is around 10c-15c but I counted it as 13c to be safe. But Iβm going to bed soon and Iβm definitely not eating again tonight so Im just glad I didnβt go over my cal limit and can sleep peacefullyπβ¦kind of lol
my autumn vibe be like
Foggy Morning at the MausoleumΒ by the-o
letβs have a skinny Monday and remember to not let the binge monster catch you!
May my hair grow longer and my waist get thinner
~Wieiad~
9β’29β’24
2 Iron gummies - 10c
2 Zinc gummies - 20c
2 Vitamin D gummies - 15c
2 Vitamin 3 gummies - 20c
2 Biotin gummies - 10c
2 Omega-3 gummies - 25c
T: 100c
125g Chicken breasts - 134c
43g Sweet potato hash brown - 65c
T: 199c
85g Oikos TZ Vanilla Greek yogurt - 50c
8g Highkey choc mini cookies - 37c
8g Highkey double choc brownie mini cookies - 40c
3 Highkey sandwich cookies - 70c (I forgot to weigh them T . T)
T: 197c
Carbs - 63g
Protein - 40g
Fat - 18g
Fiber - 13g
Sodium - 1,008mg
Calcium - 143mg
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I lightly seasoned the chicken and put pepper on the hash brown, and I weighed the seasoning but my scale stayed at 0 so I canβt track it as easily. Iβm just gonna add it as a few calories and consider my total intake to be 500β¦Not too bad of a day tho. Sodium is high but thereβs days when itβs really low so Iβm not too concerned; I drank a couple diet cokes and thatβs what pushed it so high.
im slowly losing it
Ν Ν Ν Ν Ν ΝΝπΊ π ππππ πΎ πΌπππ π½ ππΊπ πΌππΊπΌππΎπ½ ππππ ππππ π ππππ ππΎπΊππ π πππΎ
Ν Ν Ν Ν Ν Ν Ν Νπ»πΎπΊπ½π ππΏ πΊππΎπππππ ππππ π πππ πΏππ ππΎπΊππ ππΊππΎ πππ
π»πΎπΎπ πππππΎπ½ πππΎ πΌππΊπΌππ ππΊππΎ πΏππ π πΎπ½ ππππ π½πππ &
Ν Ν Ν ΝΝπππ π½ ππππ πππΏπ πππ ππΎπΊππ ππΊπ πππππΎπ½ πΌππ π½ .
Tw: Π΅d
Fuck having a flat stomach I want mine to concave :3
β ππππ ππ ππππππ ππππ π’πππ πππππ πππππππ πππππππ π’πππ ππππ ππ ππππ πππππππ ππππ π π’ππ πππππ πππ πππ ππππ ππ πππππ!
β‘οΈ collarbones β‘οΈ
Just saw these on tt and ommggg theyβre so cute!!!!
Canβt wait till Iβm thin enough to look skinny in oversized shirts
~ Vent ~
Something I keep thinking about is that my childhood friend told me ~4 months ago that she couldnβt imagine me skinny after she saw how different the pantry was at my parents house. Which is valid for her life experience with me, and great motivation, but wtfβ¦. Iβm kind of scared to meet up with her again after I lose more weight. I donβt want her to say anything else about my body.. and sheβs one of the luckiest people on earth because she grew up SKINNY, and literally just because of genetics. Her whole family is thin.. lucky mfs lol -but we used to hang out frequently and weβd both eat a lot growing up, and she still does. The last time I hung out with her, she got a honey bun from a convenience store after she ate a sausage the length of a paper plate, and a slice of chocolate cake like 30mins-1 hour beforeβ¦ Itβs possible she has some mental stuff going on as well because of struggling to gain weight, but to make such a comment about another person isnβt very mindful. My brain is kind of taking it as βI canβt imagine you being a healthy weightβ. - not that I wanna be lol - but sis basically said that without actually saying it.. She knows I grew up FAT AF, a damn boulder, so Iβm just struggling to understand how she could say that. In most cases, a persons health is the most important thing, and what she said really makes me feels like she wants me to stay big subconsciously. But, she picked the word skinny and not healthy, so maybe Iβm just thinking too much into it lol.. Either way though, itβs still motivating me to do better so ultimately it doesnβt matter, but it does make me anxious about my relationship with her; and the pantry is so different now too compared to what it was the last time she saw it. So actually, I am very scared of her coming over lol.. and I donβt like that I feel that way, I love her a lot. Iβm just not as comfortable around her now :c
I need a hug but Iβm too disgusting to touch
You beautiful, capable, dehydrated BITCH
ur boards are the best ive seen omfg could u prtty pls do a gothic lolita or scene emo inspo one? πβ€οΈ
gothic lolita+scene emo(a little bit) inspo board
meal ideas: (seaweed looks dark, low cal and taste so good)
I WANT TO BE TINY AND DELICATE. I AM NEVER TH1N ENOUGH. I WANT TO BE FRAGILE AND PETITE :<<<
me after any tiny inconvenience in my life: "it's because i'm f4t isn't it"
let me spoil you bbg
how it feels being on here after/while you've eaten