let me spoil you bbg
!TH!NSPØ!
Another th!nspø for y'all
Exactly.
You're not ⭐ing yourself your paying back a loan of c@lories you borrowed from your future self now it's simply time to pay it back 🎀
“u can suck in ur stomach but ur arms and thighs will tell the truth”
GET OUT OF MY SKINNNNN
flat stomach thinspo
i want my ribs to show like this…
you can’t tell me this wouldn’t make all my problems go away
vampire insp0 board
for @gothicbutterfly33
meal ideas:
how it feels being on here after/while you've eaten
ok no longer suicidal i have weed
~ Vent ~
Something I keep thinking about is that my childhood friend told me ~4 months ago that she couldn’t imagine me skinny after she saw how different the pantry was at my parents house. Which is valid for her life experience with me, and great motivation, but wtf…. I’m kind of scared to meet up with her again after I lose more weight. I don’t want her to say anything else about my body.. and she’s one of the luckiest people on earth because she grew up SKINNY, and literally just because of genetics. Her whole family is thin.. lucky mfs lol -but we used to hang out frequently and we’d both eat a lot growing up, and she still does. The last time I hung out with her, she got a honey bun from a convenience store after she ate a sausage the length of a paper plate, and a slice of chocolate cake like 30mins-1 hour before… It’s possible she has some mental stuff going on as well because of struggling to gain weight, but to make such a comment about another person isn’t very mindful. My brain is kind of taking it as “I can’t imagine you being a healthy weight”. - not that I wanna be lol - but sis basically said that without actually saying it.. She knows I grew up FAT AF, a damn boulder, so I’m just struggling to understand how she could say that. In most cases, a persons health is the most important thing, and what she said really makes me feels like she wants me to stay big subconsciously. But, she picked the word skinny and not healthy, so maybe I’m just thinking too much into it lol.. Either way though, it’s still motivating me to do better so ultimately it doesn’t matter, but it does make me anxious about my relationship with her; and the pantry is so different now too compared to what it was the last time she saw it. So actually, I am very scared of her coming over lol.. and I don’t like that I feel that way, I love her a lot. I’m just not as comfortable around her now :c
~*~🌕~*~🌖~*~🌗~*~⭐️~*~🌗~*~🌘~*~🌑~*~~*~🕸️~*~~ Willow ~ ~ 21 ~ She/Her/They/Them ~ ~*~🕸️~*~~ | Stats | ~ ~ Height: 160cm ~ HW: 99kg 🐖 ~ LW: 58kg ~~ SW: 72kg ~ CW: 66kg🤢 ~~ GW1: 54kg ~ GW2: 44kg ~~ UGW: TBD ~~*~🕸️ ~*~ 🕸️~*~ 🕸️~*~ 🕸️~*~ 🕸️~*~I’ve been in a cal deficit for a while but now I’m really locking in because ewwww!!! I have enough problems and more self hatred is not what I need lol So, this is where I’ll be holding myself accountable and keeping track of my progress :)~*~🕸️~*~~*~🕸️~*~Just block me if you don’t like what I post/repost. Thanks :3~*~🕸️~*~~*~🕸️~*~✨Don’t forget to stay hydrated✨ ~*~🕸️~*~~*~🕸️~*~~*~🐁~*~🪰~*~🌜~*~🦇~*~🌛~*~🕷️~*~🐀~*~
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