Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted
i hate myself.
i’m ashamed of my body.
~Tw 3d Question~
How effective is purging when you make yourself vomit? And what should I do for after care?
All I want is for the
scale to go down
& my mind to stop
screaming
look at other's cvts > get irrationally jealous > feel guilt > contemplate relapse > repeat
I wish my body enjoyed eating human fat as much as jeffery dahmer
me after any tiny inconvenience in my life: "it's because i'm f4t isn't it"
im slowly losing it
~Wieiad~
9•26•24
Breakfast: Blueberry protein bar - 180c
Lunch: N/A
Dinner: 191g Plums - 88c
109g Kiwi with skin - 66c
140g Red Delicious apple with skin - 83c
87g Oranges - 41c
~Macros~
Carbs: 92g
Protein: 15g
Fat: 7g
Fiber: 17g
Sodium: 331mg
Calcium: 141mg
Total cals: 458
Water intake: 68 fl oz
Not too bad ig…. Just glad it’s not above 500 lol
~*~🌕~*~🌖~*~🌗~*~⭐️~*~🌗~*~🌘~*~🌑~*~~*~🕸️~*~~ Willow ~ ~ 21 ~ She/Her/They/Them ~ ~*~🕸️~*~~ | Stats | ~ ~ Height: 160cm ~ HW: 99kg 🐖 ~ LW: 58kg ~~ SW: 72kg ~ CW: 66kg🤢 ~~ GW1: 54kg ~ GW2: 44kg ~~ UGW: TBD ~~*~🕸️ ~*~ 🕸️~*~ 🕸️~*~ 🕸️~*~ 🕸️~*~I’ve been in a cal deficit for a while but now I’m really locking in because ewwww!!! I have enough problems and more self hatred is not what I need lol So, this is where I’ll be holding myself accountable and keeping track of my progress :)~*~🕸️~*~~*~🕸️~*~Just block me if you don’t like what I post/repost. Thanks :3~*~🕸️~*~~*~🕸️~*~✨Don’t forget to stay hydrated✨ ~*~🕸️~*~~*~🕸️~*~~*~🐁~*~🪰~*~🌜~*~🦇~*~🌛~*~🕷️~*~🐀~*~
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