I'm enjoying your blog, you post some lovely diverse things, but I note your likes are very sexual, and a few posts as well. How does that support the goth and emo girl or woman. Sounds like bullshit to me.
Wow, I'm not sure if you realise how aggressive that reads. Maybe you don't mean it maybe you do.
I'm authentic. My sexuality is important to me and I'm a feminist and gothic/alternative individual. I've self described at work as Other as early as it was possible and BDSM/alternative sexuality as soon as I could I'm part way through creating some products for people I identify with most, but expect that these will also be accessible to others.
Sexuality is a big part of who I am as I have had to struggle against people in my family and romantic partners in order to express it and embrace who I am fully. In my experience many people, including women and girls, in the alternative and gothic vein are adept at expressing their sexual individuality.
Bullshit? I don't think so.
I hope this answered your post and whatever the motivation was behind it.
"And you've had to put up with people pissing on you, until you pulled up your roots and walked away because you realised you could"
There's a truth to this. Those of us with the H of ADHD can easily overthink but that's very different to when we experience rejection sensitivity. Rejection Sensitivity Disorder is more prevalent in hyperactive leaning neuro divergent people, and recognising you have that tendency can be a real gift.
It's not that it's a label to shove in peoples faces but rather should be an aid to you (and maybe shared with your trusted close ones) that you can feel apparently rejection keenly.
Spot it early, don't let it spiral.... its easy for a poorly judged action or comment from others to trigger a reaction.
Try to be mindful of your inner voice, if it starts catastrophe talk, shut it down, practice some mindfulness actions and re centre
Sounds easy but for me it's been a practice that's taken ages to at least attempt to adopt ... I'm still learning and practicing from my mistakes when I dont catch it early enough
don’t tell me i’m overthinking. i’m overfeeling and it’s not the same.
Isn't this just soooo sweet.
It would be SUCH a shame if a dominant older woman spanked me… I definitely WOULDN’T enjoy myself…
Yep I've been here, and phoenix like am strong from the ashes, but gentle as the breeze from my wings from that birth. (C) corvina fae 2025 this text not the original above
“If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.”
— Nikita Gill
Omg this is so true. I could have avoided a failed marriage, divorce and an exposure to a narcissistic parter if I'd realised this earlier. I'd then also not ha e two children I dearly love though, so out of some dark traumas come wonderful things.
This is hot as hell and beautifully written
I know I’m supposed to stay still, I promised I would, but after sitting on your lap for so long, my body betrayed me. My white skirt rides up slightly, the material pooling around my hips. I can't bring myself to meet your eyes, but I can feel your gaze on the nervous little tremble in my hands where I’m gripping your shoulders. After a couple more minutes, I slowly begin to shift my hips against your thigh, the movement causes a quiet gasp to escape. My cheeks burn, knowing you can feel the wet patch on my lace panties. I should pull away, but instead, I press down experimentally, just to hear the sharp inhale it pulls from you. The sound goes straight through me, heat pooling in my belly. My hips move on their own, seeking the friction I desperately want.
“Look at me baby,” you murmur, and when I don’t, your hand wraps around my throat, not quite putting any pressure, but the position is enough to make me pause. You then use your thumb to lift my chin up to meet your gaze.
“I thought you wanted to be a good girl? Hm?”
You purr, voice deep and soothing.
“I do mommy!! I promise I do!" I whimper, tightening my grip on your cotton shirt.
"I-I didn’t mean to-" But the lie dissipates when your hand slides up into my shirt and across my spine, pressing me flush against your chest.
"You didn’t mean to?" Your other hand grips my thigh.
“Then why are you still grinding on me like you’re starved for it…. Be honest, sweetheart. You want me to ruin you.” And god, I do. My lips part, but no words come out. Just a shaky exhale as the ache between my thighs is unbearable now.
“I think you need a reminder of how to behave,” You murmur, your voice velvety. I can feel your smirk against my neck before you pull back to catch my gaze. Your touch softens for a moment, your thumb stroking gentle circles into my skin as your expression shifts, still dominant, but softer and more gentle.
“Colour?” you ask, your voice quieter now, giving me space.
"Green,” I say, my voice trembling. "So green.” You lean in to brush your lips against my forehead.
"Good girl," you murmur, the praise making me smile. Then, just like that, the gentleness sharpens back into command.
“Now, you didn’t listen to my rules sweetheart" you chide, your voice dropping with that tone that makes my stomach flip.
“And we both know you can do better than that.” In one smooth motion, you pull me across your lap so I’m laying with my stomach pressed to your thighs. My fingers scramble to grab onto the couch cushions.
"How many?” you ask, your palm resting on my back. I bite my lip before saying, "H-However many you think I deserve mommy.” You hum approvingly, as your fingers trail teasingly along the curve of my backside.
“Mmm, I think fifteen will do the trick.” The number rolls off your tongue like a promise.
“Are you ready? Remember, we can stop anytime you need my sweet.” You rub soft circles on my skin reassuringly.
“I’m ready, I promise!” Nodding at my words, you land the first spank, causing me to squeal at the painful but also pleasurable feeling that just shot through me. Your hand lingers, soothing the sting before the next one falls harder this time. I arch into your touch, my toes curling.
“Count for me," you command, your voice leaving no room for argument. I whimper, but obey.
"One, thank you mommy!" By the third, my voice is shaking. By the fifth, I'm squirming in your lap, my skin a light shade of pink, my breath, ragged little pants..
Awesome. I have the killstar coffin travel case on wheels and it always gets admiring comments and looks when I travel. Mind you it got some quizzical looks when I went into hospital with it earlier in the year!
𝕷𝖎𝖋𝖊’𝖘 𝖆 𝖘𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖞𝖔𝖚’𝖗𝖊 𝖆 𝖒𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗…
I wanted to shoot a look at this location for years! I think the monster high x killstar collab worked really well with it so happy with how the photos turned out!
Now this is the blooming flower of femininity I treasure, no drama, it cups under my hand and knows it's place. It's sweetness? I'll wait till I crush it for nutrients lol
Lots of lovely boys, and men, sooo want this. It would ungenerous if some of us didn't oblige lol
I caught you trying on lingerie, don't bother hiding just bend over let mommy drill you while you look beautiful in it.
Gothic. Creator of lifestyle aids for the gothic/emo woman or girl. I identify as strongly dominant female, active in my alternative and BDSM community in the southwest UK. 45. Bi. I have a partner but am poly, i currently have 2 others sub, one who i see in real life, one is a female sub online. If you're interested in submitting then ask away, politely, it doesn't mean you'll get an answer. See links coming soon for Amazon products ... be good ...
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