So My Father Just Forbid Me To Eat Cake On Easter Sunday Because It Has Too Many Calories

3 months

It takes 3 months to make a drastic change to your appearance. By September you can be at your goal weight. By October you can dress in that Halloween costume you were waiting to wear until you lost the weight. By November you can wear big sweaters and cute socks and look ADORABLE. By December you can actually enjoy the holidays and not be concerned about that extra fat you used to carry around. By January, you can cross out “lose weight” from your New Year’s resolution because you were disciplined enough to get to your goal weight a long time ago. Just imagine where you could be if you just stick to your plans for the next 3 months.

My motivation?

I’ve never experienced being less than 100 lbs.

I’ve never had someone gasp at my small thighs or jutting rib cage

I’ve never had noticeable cheekbones.

I’ve never looked thin in a large sweater, just added pounds to my body.

I’ve never felt comfortable wearing tight shirts.

I’ve never experienced being “thin”, only “normal”.

And I want to change all that.

80kg - 45kg

Jul 2017 - Nov 2018

I have an anorexic friend.

She was in a clinic and is now forced to go to therapy and to at least maintain her weight yet she loses again, slowly but surely

Atm, her BMI is 17-17.5

She eats 1500 cals a day and exercises for at least 60min

On the contrary, i am not diagnosed. I binge. I dont workout daily. Yet im still struggling, having food rules, taking laxatives, trying to lose weight, obsessing over food, hating my body

She is convinced that my 'problems' arent real, that Im perfectly fine, healthy, and have nothing to complain about

This really REALLY fucks me up

Soooo I was convinced that march would be my month. BUT MY DUMBASS FUCKED UP AND BINGED TODAY

Fml

~That girl~ fitness inspo

Anybody out here who has a fitbit and would like to make some step contests there? :)

I just went to the doctor because i need some blood tests to be done

They were struggeling to get blood out of my arm, they had to try various different needles

I had to bite my tongue because i just wanted to suggest to slit my wrists open to get my blood flowing

Wtf is wrong with me

Anyone else out here who has an ed but is obsessed with the 'that girl trend?

If there is someone, message me if you want to be friends and motivate each other to work out, eat small & cute portions and work out :)

That girl aesthetic:)