Sorry I haven’t posted much art in a while… I’ve kinda gotten wrapped around it and I’m trying to improve by a certain margin before posting again…
For some reason i have a habit of setting arbitrary limits on myself before i do something… such as reaching a certain skill level in drawing before sharing it or 100% a game before i move on to play something else… But more than that… with art in particular, i feel a deep yearning to improve… to reach some kind of gold standard… I know it’s not healthy but… sometimes i feel like i can only value myself by my skills and accomplishments rather than anything inherent to myself… it feels like i have to EARN any respect from myself or others because it’s not free… and right now I haven’t earned it yet cause nothing I’ve made is good enough yet…
“At first I thought it was a design flaw… the builders adding a 0 by mistake and extending the floor 10 times its intended length… but as I walked towards the toilet I found that it seemed to be getting further and further away… I started walking faster… feet turn to miles but I don’t seem to be getting closer… I’m running now and the end of the bathroom is getting farther and farther out of sight, I’m sprinting at full speed, the dull need to use the restroom is now a burning pain throughout my entire body, it’s so far. How long have I been running? Every step I take sends a wave of fire through my core. It HURTS!!!! The agony continues and builds with each passing step, what was once a simple task has evolved from a bathroom break to begging permission to lay down and die. I’m progressing solely because to stop now would invalidate all the pain I’ve felt since not just entering the hallway but through my entire life…
And suddenly everything peaks and for a fraction of a second the world is still… And then the toilet reappears on the horizon… It’s getting closer again, the pain is starting to numb… my pace is slowing and the deep agony within me is transforming into neutral complacency… Running turns to walking, Miles back to Feet… And then I’m there… the end of the hallway…
I open the toilet lid and unzip my fly…
I don’t feel like peeing…
I'm always shitting in locations like this
Commission I got from @iholli absolutely amazing! Please send them tons of love! They even threw in a colored variation unprompted. Super Crispy!!!
Sometimes I think about the age old question when it comes to mind readers.
“If two mind readers read each others minds, who’s minds are they reading?”
And looking back, it doesn’t make sense, wouldn’t they just react to each others thoughts as they’re reading? Y’know like there’s the thoughts that you’re reading and then your reaction to those thoughts…
I guess that’s how telepathic communication works.
Finished Beacon Pines today!
A short and sweet game, I really got into the characters and the twists were generally surprising and fun!
I know some other people who played this game weren’t a huge fan of the ending but honestly I didn’t mind.
10/10
He totally did this didn’t he :)
this is what happened right
Did some doodles in the clouds today~
They may not be accurate but they’re fun to do!
You… were chosen… for a calling you may not understand yet….
You are…
The Pikmaniac!
Crazy to think how a copy of pikmin 3 deluxe randomly just showed up in my basement.
Nobody in the house knows how it got there, so now I just have a copy of pikmin 3 in my room with an unknown origin.