Please I Feel Called Out Don't Do That That's Not Nice

Please I feel called out don't do that that's not nice

That “child with emotionally neglective parents” feel when you grew up having teachers, artists and just grown ups in general tell you you’re mature for your age, intelligent, gifted, talented, that they wish they were more like you; but all you’d ever hear at home is that you’re lazy, selfish, heartless, retarted etc. and growing up hearing such extremely different opinions about you - extremely positive opinions from strangers in contrast to harsh criticism from your parents - has severely impacted your sense of self esteem and you feel extremely ambiguous about yourself.

One minute, feeling like if so many different people have given you the same compliments then maybe you really are a smart, talented and good person, maybe it’s all true and you are actually going to have a good, comfortable, happy life; and the next, feeling hopeless, furious and disgusted at yourself and believing everything is gonna go wrong and you’re going to end up feeling miserable your whole life for absolutely no reason other than you just feel there’s something wrong with you even though you can’t tell what it is

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3 years ago
To All Yumikuri Shipper: Do You Think That This Is Correct? I Was Bored I Made This, But I Don't Know

To all Yumikuri shipper: Do you think that this is correct? I was bored I made this, but I don't know if that would be really correct. I think it is, but I wanna see your ideas or your thoughts lol.

have a good day :D


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4 years ago

Image Jungkook with Dark blue Hair, Tae with Sky blue hair, Jimin with orange hair, Yoongi with Mint hair, Hobi with red hair, Namjoon with pink hair and Jin with blonde hair at the same time. We all would be dead....

Image Jungkook With Dark Blue Hair, Tae With Sky Blue Hair, Jimin With Orange Hair, Yoongi With Mint
Image Jungkook With Dark Blue Hair, Tae With Sky Blue Hair, Jimin With Orange Hair, Yoongi With Mint
Image Jungkook With Dark Blue Hair, Tae With Sky Blue Hair, Jimin With Orange Hair, Yoongi With Mint
Image Jungkook With Dark Blue Hair, Tae With Sky Blue Hair, Jimin With Orange Hair, Yoongi With Mint
Image Jungkook With Dark Blue Hair, Tae With Sky Blue Hair, Jimin With Orange Hair, Yoongi With Mint
Image Jungkook With Dark Blue Hair, Tae With Sky Blue Hair, Jimin With Orange Hair, Yoongi With Mint
Image Jungkook With Dark Blue Hair, Tae With Sky Blue Hair, Jimin With Orange Hair, Yoongi With Mint


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3 years ago

do yall ever receive texts and low-key wanna say 'cool but I don't care rn'. Like. Not in the mean way. you're just so tired of life and just don't wanna respond to them, but you feel like you have to and saying that you don't wanna respond feels like a crime? like you don't wanna make them feel bad but you're just. Too tired. Of everything.


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3 years ago

TW! SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, BULLYING

So, I have to write that. Y'all know Wattpad, right? And maybe yall know these books 'Types of people I hate'. And then there are a few types of people. So, I read one of these and I wanna punch the person who wrote that in the face. Really. Please hear me out.

1. That one chapter was like 'People who make a club against bullying online'. Okay, some people like it and find it helpful, you don't like it. Okay. But then that person wrote something like 'If someone bullys you, they have a reason. Just like they bully you because they don't like your hairstyle. And then you go home, say to your mom that you want a new hairstyle and you get it. Then you go to school and they don't bully you'. Okay, dude. First of all, No bully don't have a reason to bully you. And to bully someone for a new hairstyle isn't a reason. Second of all, why do you have to get a new hairstyle? It's your hair, why would you only get a new one bc of these idiots? And they won't stop bully you maybe? No. Just no.

2. Another chapter, called 'People who only cut the self because they ""just"" themself' Then that dude wrote 'There I think, do you really have nothing to do? I mean, there are people (not me *cough cough*) who have ten times more worse problems and don't cut them. Who cuts themself is just a coward and too scared to murder themself. So. (I'm a little bit sociopath now...) Sorry to the people who cut themself. But. Think about it. What is false with your life? Think about it' After I read that, I really wanted to punch that person. Really. Like, just because they ""just"" (why the fuck would you write it like that dude?) they hate them, their problems aren't valid? Okay, you have it worser, but every problem is valid. Every. Problem. If you cut yourself, you need help. And not because youre weird, but because you have a problem or problems. If anyone who reads that has a problem, may it be small, my dms are open. You are valid. And the sentence with the coward and too scared to murder themself... Dude, they are not a coward and too scared. They are fucking strong to life on earth with fucking people like you. I'm so angry now.

3. It's worse, but definitely not so worse like 2 and 1. It was a long text so I won't write it all, but basically that person wrote a chapter called 'Bitches'. Yeah, I also don't like bitches who think they are better than everyone and are Karen's. But. The examples that dude wrote are.... Yeah... 'They have Instagram but not Wattpad', 'They have beautiful eyes', 'washing every day their hair', 'Are scared of balls', 'They are perfect', 'Wear make-up', 'They don't read books'. Buddy, no. Just no. If they don't like reading (I personally love reading, but I know enough people who just don't like it), why would they have Wattpad? If someone has beautiful eyes they're also not a bitch, but yeah. I wash my hair every day because I simply forget to don't wash them, and I don't really see a problem to wash yourself. Wear make up.... Guess what, your favourite movie character also wears make up in the movie, and half of your favourite female actors (and male actors) also. I understand what the person wants to say, that some people are bitchig and just act better then everyone. But the examples are... Kinda stupid. How I said before, this isn't as bad as 1 or 2, which are completely dumb chapters.

But, the person has also good chapters in that book. The person spoke about how homophobic people and racists are assholes, which is good. These chapters are problematic and I really wanna hear your opinion about it. I didn't read the whole book, but maybe I'll do it later.

I wanna say, that you are important. Your problems are valid. A bully is stupid and they often don't have a reason to bully you. And if, you are enough and shouldn't change for these idiots. You are beautiful. Wear make up, a boy, a girl, a Non-binary, every humans looks with and without make up beautiful. Read books if you want, don't if you don't. You are enough. You are loved. Don't forget it. Please. Even if some idiots like that person above says something different. I love you all.

End note: The book was German and my English is not the best, so some things are roughly translated. Sorry for that.


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2 years ago

at this point I don't even need byler, I need will to murder absolutely everybody on this fucking show.

2 years ago

Stranger things 4 (vol2) ?

It broke me. And I was crying while watching it but now I'm just really mad and confused.

(1.) Like WHY did they do that to Will? He deserved better. Will was sobbing like not even a metre away from Mike but he didn't care? Also, we know that he painted that for will and not because eleven wanted him to (like she said something how she thinks its for a girl) and then Will tells Mike it's about Mike and Eleven? Really? Anyways stan Jonathan he's a real one. But seriously, the duffer brothers did Will and especially Mike so dirty, he didn't have a character development, he did that backwards. Also to Jonathan, he also deserves none of this. Let Will be happy for once tho.

(2.) Why are the duffer brothers pushing Nancy and Steve again?? Let the two rest for goddamn, Steve didn't try to forget her for like season 2-4 just for them to come back. If they would have kissed I would have been more pissed. Nancy's and Jonathans relationship is literally over, neither of them trust each other I think. Jonathan with that college thing and Nancy with Steve.

(3.) also, what's that with Robin, Nancy and Vickie? No wonder that Maya loves Ronance more than anything. I kind of thought Vickie would be a good character but she's like a copy of Robin? I mean sure, some people act the same but why couldn't they write Vickie a little more.... like an own character? I kinda like her tho, but it's a little weird to me idk. That whole queerbait thing with Robin and Nancy makes me sick. Anyway.

(4.) Eddie. I love you. They did him SO dirty. At first I didn't really get the hype but now I understand everything, he is the moment. They really filled Eddie, a new character in, just for him being killed off so no mayor character can die. No one besides Dustin was sad over his death. No one. Like he was just some random guy and not their friend. Eddie died just for him being seen as a villain to the town. Fuck off.

At least Hopper and Joyce are fine.

So all in all, fuck this season. Max deserves better. And the queerbaiting ugh. I really expected better tbh. It was great, but so many things that make me mad.


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3 years ago

So uhm remember how non-game phones don't work in Borderland?

But Chishiya is listening to music in his first shot.

You know what that means?

He has a mp3-player, those boys don't get sold that much since 2008 which probably means he has a pretty old one.

So I now have decided that Chishiya only listens to pre-2008 music like "Hips don't lie" and "Bringing sexy back" and I wont take critisism

2 years ago

natalia dyer going out of her way to talk about ronance whenever she can. joseph quinn king of steddie shippers. bret gelman taking to twitter to spread his byler manifesto. where are we what timeline is this

4 years ago

this ever happened to anyone else? ..

- a song comes on the radio that reminds me of nygmobblepot and i start smiling

- my mom: “why you smiling? thinking of your crush?”

no mom i’m literally thinking of my otp i don’t have a crush, i rarely think about anyone but fictional characters..

3 years ago
I Like You, Your Eyes Are Full Of Language.
I Like You, Your Eyes Are Full Of Language.
I Like You, Your Eyes Are Full Of Language.
I Like You, Your Eyes Are Full Of Language.

I like you, your eyes are full of language.

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