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inside you are two wolves. one is diet coke heart-shaped sunglasses vintage diners red nail polish lollipops soft ice-cream knee-high socks lipstick stains girl blogger. the other is black coffee rainy weather turtlenecks secret history notes app poetry hand-held vhs camera autumn cable-knit sweaters tote bag thrift stores chunky rings.

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love yourself despite it all. love yourself even when you said the wrong thing. when you messed up in class. when you got a grade you didn’t like. when you haven’t been outside in a week. accept yourself in spite of it all. accept yourself even if you didn’t get into the university you wanted. when you broke up with someone you thought you would stay with forever. when the guilt is eating you alive. when you feel like you can’t take it anymore. you are already whole, you are enough.

write that book. publish that blog. apply for that job. dye your hair. cut your bangs. pick up that hobby that you’ve always wanted to try. wear that outfit that you loved but were too afraid to put on in public. life is way too short. be whoever you want to be, and do whatever you want. stop waiting for the right moment, because there will never be one. sometimes you just gotta say fuck it, and do it! live your life the way you want, and don’t ask for anyone’s approval.

good things to pay attention to more often

the color of trees

clouds and how they look different throughout the day

the different colors the mornings can have. sometimes it's an orange hue and sometimes pink and sometimes it's too misty to tell

pretty color schemes in random places (the trees and your neighbors wooden patio and the color of their car)

the states of the vehicles passing you by, dents and scratches and the different trinkets suspended from their rearview mirrors

the sound of silence

the shadows the lights cast in your home, like how sunset looks different than sunrise, and the shadows the sun casts look different than those of your lamps and candles

pretty details in buildings and houses like certain types of windows or doorknobs or archways

the movement of things in the wind. flags, leaves, flowers, people's hair and coats

maybe mediocrity isn’t wrong. maybe you don’t need to be the best at everything you do. maybe you don’t need to be the best at anything you do. it’s ok to simply do things because you enjoy doing them. its ok to not want to advance in your job. nothing has to be a competition. you don’t need to be better than anyone. you can do things just because they’re fun. you don’t need to read up on the history, and know everything about it. its ok to just exist. its ok.

this genre

ann rizuna the woman that you are

not them comparing arisu and usagi to ann and kuina.

my favorite kdramas are the ones that remind me to hate the world yet appreciate life at the same time

han sohee pics are simply her posing like she wants to attract women and it’s more than obvious that she never once failed in doing it

It doesn’t have to be canon it’s all about the VIBES

Everyone loved these so I decided to make part 2 and add a couple popular ships I left out last time :)

something about that scene where dr. owens is like “we’ll find this max mayfield and tell him-“ then el says “her” felt so lgbt

natalia dyer going out of her way to talk about ronance whenever she can. joseph quinn king of steddie shippers. bret gelman taking to twitter to spread his byler manifesto. where are we what timeline is this

Robin and Vickie are similar

BUT

Robin and Nancy complete each other

balance each other, support each other, help each other grow, help each other face and fight their fears, bring a new perspective to each other lives, appreciate each other’s differences, they are perfect for each other,

they are soul mates.

So your gonna try and tell me

That we get one scene where Vickie says she broke up with her boyfriend, and then there’s a few smiles exchanged and Vickie is rambling and that’s means they’re gonna get together (despite the fact that Robin stopped rambling around Vickie which that itself shows she doesn’t have a crush on Vickie anymore since it’s quite litterally canon that Robin talks non stop when nervous or more specifically when around a crush.)

But we get numerous scenes of Robin rambling around Nancy, Nancy reassuring Robin, Robin repeatedly clarifying her and Steve are complete platonic and Nancy talks about boyfriend troubles, give each other adorable smiles even when the other isn’t looking or when talking about them with someone else AND HOLD HANDS

And yet you say Vickie and Robin is what’s gonna happen?? That shit don’t add up.

ST4 SPOILERS

yt stranger things fans talking abt the queerbait, please for the love of GOD speak about the poc tokenism and dogshitness they made

sassy black girl erica with her quippy one liners

stoner brown argyle (dont worry hes not emotionally relevant)

basketball lucas

oh yea the brown girl that was actually excellent south asian rep? one episode everyone hates!!!

oh and the scene of that basketbitch literally having him put down flash lights and all that??? but nono lucas says his struggle was w "being popular" THAT WHOLE SCENE WAS SO SIMILAR TO WHAT BIPOC HAVE TO FACE GOD

AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON THE RACIST POS BILLY BUT NOO YOU GUYS COULDNT CHOSE ANY OTHER MEDIOCRE YT CHARACTER THAT GETS ADDED IN SLEWS EVERY SEASON TO FAWN OVER

if you like billy, dont talk to me im dead serious.

“when you’re different sometimes you feel like a mistake” MY BABY LISTEN TO ME. YOU.ARE. NOT. A. MISTAKE. I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. DON'T YOU EVER SAY THAT!

reblog to kick the duffers in the ribs

at this point I don't even need byler, I need will to murder absolutely everybody on this fucking show.

Stranger things 4 (vol2) ?

It broke me. And I was crying while watching it but now I'm just really mad and confused.

(1.) Like WHY did they do that to Will? He deserved better. Will was sobbing like not even a metre away from Mike but he didn't care? Also, we know that he painted that for will and not because eleven wanted him to (like she said something how she thinks its for a girl) and then Will tells Mike it's about Mike and Eleven? Really? Anyways stan Jonathan he's a real one. But seriously, the duffer brothers did Will and especially Mike so dirty, he didn't have a character development, he did that backwards. Also to Jonathan, he also deserves none of this. Let Will be happy for once tho.

(2.) Why are the duffer brothers pushing Nancy and Steve again?? Let the two rest for goddamn, Steve didn't try to forget her for like season 2-4 just for them to come back. If they would have kissed I would have been more pissed. Nancy's and Jonathans relationship is literally over, neither of them trust each other I think. Jonathan with that college thing and Nancy with Steve.

(3.) also, what's that with Robin, Nancy and Vickie? No wonder that Maya loves Ronance more than anything. I kind of thought Vickie would be a good character but she's like a copy of Robin? I mean sure, some people act the same but why couldn't they write Vickie a little more.... like an own character? I kinda like her tho, but it's a little weird to me idk. That whole queerbait thing with Robin and Nancy makes me sick. Anyway.

(4.) Eddie. I love you. They did him SO dirty. At first I didn't really get the hype but now I understand everything, he is the moment. They really filled Eddie, a new character in, just for him being killed off so no mayor character can die. No one besides Dustin was sad over his death. No one. Like he was just some random guy and not their friend. Eddie died just for him being seen as a villain to the town. Fuck off.

At least Hopper and Joyce are fine.

So all in all, fuck this season. Max deserves better. And the queerbaiting ugh. I really expected better tbh. It was great, but so many things that make me mad.

rb if you were queerbaited by the duffers

HAPPY 9TH ANNIVERSARY, BTS

BTS performing Yet to Come (ft. Anderson .Paak)

bestie i hope you heal from the things you don’t share with anyone

I think we know who is the top here-

i’ve seen some posts recently about robin being a different character this season but i think it’s super important to note that she’s only a different character when she’s around nancy.

in the car, robin and steve have the same sarcastic banter that they had in season three. with eddie, she’s abrasive and snarky like always. she’s the same mean lesbian we’ve come to love.

but then she’s around nancy. and she’s awkward. and she overthinks. and she apologizes for her behavior and talks a lot and keeps telling her that she and steve are NOT a thing. she acts the way she does around her crush.

because nancy “pretty girl” wheeler is smart and brave and so determined and robin doesn’t know how she’s supposed to act around her.

tldr: robin isn’t ooc in the new season she’s just around a pretty girl and unable to function.

These 5 minutes where I thought that there would be a 6th season of she-ra were one of the best minutes of my life, rip ig

It’s okay if you count on your fingers, if you continually change how you look, if you’re passionate about something you aren’t good at, if you’re confused about your identity, if you score low on tests often. It’s okay if you have an irregular skin tone, moles, frizzy hair, unevenly clipped nails, crooked teeth, acne, eczema. You’re enough, and you’re deserving of love.

I relate to Ji-yeong the most because I too would take a bullet for Sae-byeok after only talking to her for thirty minutes