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I feel cheated. no one on Reddit told me that tumblr is a serotonin factory. Keep liking and reblogging my posts please thanks

I’m God’s weakest twink

sooo,, wednesday

characters who are so inauthentic. characters who only show what they want other people to see of them. characters who simply must have control over every part of themselves. do you even get it

I'm gay and my glasses are dirty

reblog if you’re gay and your glasses are dirty

why in the name of all things unholy did the universe make kids the most insufferable lil shits to exist. i would never let a kid know how much i hate them but god do i hate them

gods, last time i touched tumblr was when i was a raging army/ahgasae. damn. /neutral

“when your feet don’t touch the ground. when your own heart underestimates you… when your dreams devour you..when you feel you are not yourself.” — namjoon, wild flower (2022)

“flower field, that’s where i’m at.” ⤷ wild flower (with youjeen) - rm

after taking this month to process my trauma, i now have explanations for why i'm so broken lmao

I’m at the Pizza Hut

I’m at the Taco Bell

I’m at the combination Pizza Hut and Taco Bell

I JUST WANNA LIVE IN A REMOTE LIGHTHOUSE ON THE NORTHERN COAST OF SCOTLAND AND SLOWLY FORGET MY OWN NAME AS I'M ENVELOPED BY SEAWEED AND BECOME FRIENDS WITH THE SELKIE

i looked up to you, i wanted to be like you. now i never want to see your face again.

hating that i wasted so many tears over a scumbag. cried about him daily while he was doing that terrible stuff to fans. rot.

highschool stories bc i'm bored !!!

we have a broken pregnancy dummy in the prop room

i've walked into the bathroom while kids are vaping multiple times,, the vapor really stings my eyes

because we are open campus, kids will drive home so smoke weed so they don't get caught on campus

we finally installed cameras last year. don't know why they waited 10 years but ok

we have a d&d class that doubles as english credits because the teacher has us read lotr for the whole semester

more than half of the students are lgbtq+ and i'm p sure all the teachers are accepting

a lot of students apply because they supply computers for them but then transfer when they realize they're in nerd school

it's perfectly normal to see people in inflatable dinosaur costumes

or those rubber unicorn heads

my school used to be a middle school, so we only have four hallways (which is nice bc i would def get lost in the two main schools)

the disabled kid got asked to prom by his crush :[[ he looked so happy

i dislocated my knee in the hallway and people just kinda,, stared as i crumpled to the ground

which i don't blame them for bc it was completely out of the blue but it made me feel bad for screaming lmao

someone carried an undertale blank file on a flashdrive so others could copy it to their laptops, along with minecraft and slime rancher

in my freshman year there was a bomb threat for like a week, and i know some parents forced their kids to still go to school (i was given the choice to stay home if i didn't feel safe)

there was a senior who kept flicking a lit lighter in peoples faces and he actually singed some of my hair off. i told the principal (only bc she was near by, i would've gone to the counselor otherwise) and that friend group hated me for the rest of the year simply because i didn't want any of them to get burned

my friends somehow convinced the dj at a dance to play a bts song so that was awesome

the zoology teacher brought cats onto campus and got them adopted in like 30 minutes (we named them cookies and cream)

there's one kid who will more often than not show up in soldier getups from all different eras, mainly wwii

if you hear megalovania playing that usually means that the auditorium is open for off the clock rehearsal

hwang hyunjin brownish icons

like or reblog if you save please!!

my name is def.

jaebeom gives us the ponytail we’ve been asking for ©

clingy

offline #6

barefaced bangtan: look how GORGEOUS barefaced namjoon is (ㅅ´ ˘ `) for @jjoon, happy birthday ♡

all hands on deck 🤚🏼

if my mom thinks reminding me how bad i am at something is "helpful" then i don't wanna know how helpful she can be

not knowing what your sense of humor is and yet finding it hilarious

y e s 

living without knowing if you have a mental illness or not is really frustrating. going about your day feeling the things that are described when you look up your symptoms, but not knowing if you actually should seek professional help or if you are acting upon what others are saying. feeling empty and anxious and like your walking in a dream, but wondering if this is conditioned behavior or your real emotions, and not being able to talk to a professional because you are constantly told "you are fine there is nothing wrong with you" so you end up just drifting by not knowing what to do.

darn friggen black abyss

friggen won't let me pet my cat down there

i will pet the cat

whether you like it or not

k so you know how typically women are pretty nervous around men who are yelling/threatening violence? some more so than others?

in the twilight zone reboot there's an episode where a bunch of weird meteorites fall from the heavens and infect the water stream, making it go a reddish orange and smell like butt. if you drink that stuff? you'd get real hecking sick for one, and then if you are genetically male (not sure about trans men and women yet but they aren't represented in the show sadly so idk) there is a 99% chance that it'll mess with your prefrontal cortex and you will go psycho and start going on a killing spree.

aNd as if i'm not alREaDy anxious around people, now i'm scared out of my pants to go to school or even have a civil conversation with my dad. and it doesn't help that i used to have nightmares of the men in my life (and women too but less often) slipping into a murderous rage and now i want to cry.

i really hate people.

and not in the "iM nOt LiKe OtHeR gIrLs" type of way.

i hate adults because they raised us to stand up for what we believe in, to do the right thing no matter what, to be ourselves. then the moment you try to express yourself you are told that's wrong because how dare you be your own person.

i hate teenage boys because sure they seem cool until you find them with their grouo of friends telling rape jokes and saying racial/homophobic/sexist slurs every five seconds.

i hate teenage girls because they just talk and gossip and spread rumers and they don't shut up and they're obsessed with having the perfect supermodel body and i swear one of the main things they care about is if their hair looks okay.

so no. i don't like people.

i despise them with every ounce of my being.

i'm in

desperate

need of a back massage.

i saw a really pretty person at the store today.

they had what seemed to be a male body, but they looked really feminine. their makeup was stunning their nails were painted white and red, they wore really pretty earrings they said were from hottopic, and had the most gorgeous head of hair i've ever seen, five colors and curly in a "bi bob."

i didn't catch their name, but i hope they are living their best life.

number one tip for life - don't judge a book by it's cover

i know, cheesy. but now i'm friends (acquaintances?) with a girl who i thought was pretentious/trying to win people over just because she could sing really well.

and y'know what? the other day i moved over a bit so she could join our little group discussion and completely turned her day around and i found out that she is one of the sweetest people i've met.

so yeah. get to know people.