I WILL ONLY SAY ONE THING AND ONE THING ONLY I LOVE PROF YANG AND SOL A’S DYNAMIC SO MUCH WHY IS NO

~True Love~

If Love is a Promise

Gliding off a forked tongue,

But too unknown and tempting to reject;

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If Love is Sacrifice:

A debt and inconvenience

Strapped around a life like a millstone;

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If Love is Provision:

The gift of necessities

Barely and begrudgingly given;

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If Love is Respect:

A trade of raised voices for silence-

Acceptance and worship of flaws;

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If Love is a Word

Spoken with false safety

Moments before ears and hearts bleed;

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If Love is Comfort:

An embrace between strikes-

The fearful blanket of soft words and terror;

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If this is Love,

If this is what is supposed to sustain Life,

We ought to welcome Death with open arms.

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~Reigh Lynne

for some hot minutes I forgot that Jonathan Sims is also the name of the actor and when i googled the actor of jonny d'ville i got fucking terrified and now im laughing on the floor

i got a C in maths then and was pissed

feel this anger, darling? preserve it. keep it. never let it go. give it a room inside your heart. make it part of your soul. bury it deep inside of yourself and never show it to anyone. it's your secret. It's what keeps you going. it's your dearest friend and your worst enemy. keep being angry. keep standing up for yourself. steal everyone's anger. it is yours now.

You call it vintage outfit

I call it edwardian era inspired outfit~

We are not the same bro✌

3/100

for some reason this day felt like 3

so i woke up and started taking astronomy notes

watched motivational clips only cause i was feeling pretty down

tried to make a to do list but i didnt manage to do much. I argued with my mom and that truly killed my mood to do anything, so i just took a nap

after the nap i went out

and when i came home i wrote a poem and submitted it for a magazine!!! I am actually pretty nervous about this one, its the first time doing anything like this

also i had some pretty neat ideas for the plot of a story im working on so i wrote them down

anyways now im just sitting in bed cause i got a sharp pain on the side. it doesnt phase me that much its just annoying at this point

i might try to read something before going to bed, it's 2 am and i doubt i can sleep

tomorrow im getting the exam results, i think ill share them and my thoughts on it :D

Free Education Resource List

Coursera - a generally good platform, from what I’ve heard. Like most other things, you can’t get actual certificates for free, but the courses *usually* are. Here’s a list of the ~1400 courses where everything but the certificate is free. This list has some pretty enticing courses, like an intro to classical music composition, Greek and Roman mythology, Russian history, astronomy, physical chemistry, and a lot more. The enrollment option you want is called Full Course, No Certificate.

YouTube - Never underestimate the power of things most people have access to. YouTube is an incredibaly powerful tool when it comes to learning things, particularly for things like science and math. My favorite educational channel is Crash Course, which might sound cliché because literally every AP World History class ever uses them, but I’ve literally spent hours watching their videos and taking notes. Just watching a bit of the biology series got me to test out of a lesson in my online bio course this year, which was super helpful.

Another good resource on YouTube is anything art. My favorite surprisingly education channel for drawing specifically is DrawingWiffWaffles, because she explains what she’s doing and why as she’s doing it.

Wikihow - another good resource people make over look because it seems obvious. Material on here I would cross reference with something else, because this can be edited by anyone (I’m pretty sure) and it can get a little shady, but I know there was a physics article that helped me understand electrons so much better.

Math Is Fun - a really solid, simple resource for math, particularly if you struggle a lot. Don’t be fooled by the simplicity of the site and their use of comic sans, there’s quite a lot of information to be found here. It helped me learn calculus, of all things.

Wikipedia - Once again, since anyone can edit this I would cross reference the information you get here with something else, but in all honesty this Wikipedia is my go to for literally everything. There’s unbridled power and pure, unabridged knowledge here, and I will milk it for everything it’s worth. I’ve used Wikipedia for everything from factoring quadratic equations (something I have a strange amount of trouble understanding) to astrobiology to linguistics to the Bohemian Reformation (which resulted in me writing an essay for my history teacher that *almost* saved my grade).

Local libraries are also usually very good centers for learning. I know the one in my town holds a lot of in-person classes (not at the moment) and provides card-holders with a free membership to Universal Class as well as some other online education platforms.

Anyone and everyone can reblog with stuff I missed!

we need dipshit people flavored chewing gum, it'd make things easier

I've never seen a cishet dark academic bitch like are yall real??? honestly??? are you hiding from us???? I promise we don't bite, we're busy chewing the homophobes and transphobes

the astrophysics students

dreaming of discoveries yet to be made

wonder at the vastness of the cosmos

long equations scrawled across graph paper

jwst images as your phone lockscreen

solving complex orbital mechanics problems

debating the nature of dark matter

studying relativity and gravitational waves

mind-bending thought experiments that change your way of thinking

stargazing on a clear night

seeing supernovas and black holes in your mind's eye

discovering new stars and planets

a drive to understand the fundamentals of our universe

related: physics, astronomy

I love my bookmarking system on ao3 because i see this kinda thing

and i go "OHHHH this one must be good"

anyways what was i saying

I've never seen a cishet dark academic bitch like are yall real??? honestly??? are you hiding from us???? I promise we don't bite, we're busy chewing the homophobes and transphobes