How Do U Beg Someone To Stay In Your Life, You Can't Just Need To Deal With The Loss Somehow.

In a place where there is nothing to feel like home

I would rather sleep forever than live like i have never slept

I wish i could sleep and not wake up again in a world i barely exist.

I wish it was.,

How can we be allowed to feel so much for people who don't feel anything for us?

Ya you did it sucks that i couldn't grieve over it...

How do I tell u that i love u beyond your imagination, it just scares me that u will leave me too.

Would u like to run away..?

Someone sang your name today and a stranger saw me crumble. Haul my broken heart and shell away, begging: "bury me beside you".

The devil popped around today, selling promises and potions that could take a memory away; help forget I'd ever met you.

Tell me, can't you please kindly take away the misery? Give me a baker's dozen please. Wrap me up to go away.

But I want you. I need to. Forget you, don't want to, but I need to let you go.

The devil bent my ear today, about his magical elixir that would make the sorrow go away; help me forget I'd ever met you.

Give me a baker's dozen please. Wrap me up to go away.

I want you. I need to. Forget you, don't want to, but I need to let you go.

I wanted to disappear i wanted to be gone without any trace.

The thought of losing contact with u is terrifying.

Is it going to end like last time, seems like it aaha it hurts.

It hurts but i am used to it.

I think it's getting worse and no one knows that.