I Wish It Was.,

As time goes by the more i lose control over myself the less i feel.

If i could take all ur pain away i would, all i ever want is to save u from everything that is hurting u.

Ya you did it sucks that i couldn't grieve over it...

How do I tell u that i love u beyond your imagination, it just scares me that u will leave me too.

Is it going to end like last time, seems like it aaha it hurts.

I wanted to disappear i wanted to be gone without any trace.

Ah this feeling in my chest drowns me i feel like i am getting swallowed by my own self.

In a place where there is nothing to feel like home

I would rather sleep forever than live like i have never slept

Would u like to run away..?

Someone sang your name today and a stranger saw me crumble. Haul my broken heart and shell away, begging: "bury me beside you".

The devil popped around today, selling promises and potions that could take a memory away; help forget I'd ever met you.

Tell me, can't you please kindly take away the misery? Give me a baker's dozen please. Wrap me up to go away.

But I want you. I need to. Forget you, don't want to, but I need to let you go.

The devil bent my ear today, about his magical elixir that would make the sorrow go away; help me forget I'd ever met you.

Give me a baker's dozen please. Wrap me up to go away.

I want you. I need to. Forget you, don't want to, but I need to let you go.

How do u beg someone to stay in your life, you can't just need to deal with the loss somehow.

I wanna go home and fall asleep knowing i wouldn't have to wake up the next morning or the next or ever.