The Thought Of Losing Contact With U Is Terrifying.

As time goes by the more i lose control over myself the less i feel.

I think it's getting worse and no one knows that.

People leave, people fall for someone else, people find someone better and u are left behind always.

How do I tell u that i love u beyond your imagination, it just scares me that u will leave me too.

If i could take all ur pain away i would, all i ever want is to save u from everything that is hurting u.

Is it going to end like last time, seems like it aaha it hurts.

Ya you did it sucks that i couldn't grieve over it...

How do I tell u that i love u beyond your imagination, it just scares me that u will leave me too.

I wish it was.,

How can we be allowed to feel so much for people who don't feel anything for us?

In a place where there is nothing to feel like home

I would rather sleep forever than live like i have never slept

I am living it too...

The thought of losing contact with u is terrifying.