This Is Gonna Be An Incoherent Rant But I’m Actually So Sick Of Stuff Rn

this is gonna be an incoherent rant but i’m actually so sick of stuff rn

so, for context, i’m a trans guy. i’m out to my mom, not my dad. he used to be such a genuinely kind human being before trump got elected, and suddenly it feels like i lost him. he’s a totally different person and i genuinely feel like i can’t come out to him

i’m going on t the second i can but i know when i do i might lose him forever. i feel like i’m already mourning our relationship and he knows, he can sense me pulling away and doesn’t know why

i don’t wanna hurt him. i wanna go back in the closet so fucking bad and have his love forever but the idea of pretending to be a girl any longer makes me literally wanna claw my skin off. i don’t know what to do and i don’t know what’s worth it.

before anyone worries, he’s not violent at all and he won’t kick me out, i just know that our relationship might not be the same. i used to be a daddy’s girl, going to see every new marvel movie with him. now i can’t be around him without him going on a fox news rant and it makes me sick

i just want to be his son and i don’t know if that will ever happen

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sadly i can’t donate, but i hope this spreads this to people who can. lots of love <3

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chopped my hair, got a new binder, and my facial hair is starting to be significantly more present/clearly masculine, this fucking rocks. any other suggestions to get present/feel more masculine?


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6 months ago

I HAD ANOTHER WEIRD DREAM ABOUT THEM. in the first dream they murdered me. in the second they also murdered me ngl

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dream two- a ton of weird stuff happened but at the end, i found out they murdered people and tried to make a video of myself explaining that they did it. but they grabbed me and said “if you wanna keep breathing i’d shut the fuck up” and started choking me

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2 months ago

ngl the forcemasc got to me before i even realized what it was 😭 thank you forcemasc tumblr for being a part of my trans awakening

i fully thought i was a cis girl until i saw fucking reuploaded forcemasc content on pinterest and it clicked. that shit works crazy style.


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