Okay Hi First Post I’m So Crossed Rn Ngl……. First Time Being Crossed Yay !!!! I Don’t Know If

another random thing

did any other trans guy just get REALLY attracted to men once they realized they were trans ??? like, i’m not talking about once you start t because i’m not on t yet but like

i thought i was a lesbian for a while, but i’m not even THAT into women anymore ?? i’m bi with a heavy male preference, idk if this happened to anyone else or what?

i just had the FREAKIEST dream about my friend at a sleepover and woke up with my head on their chest and their arm on my back refusing to let me get up… it is NOT casual anymore

this is a very specific and weird ask, but does anyone know that one meme of a dog holding up a paw and in the old 2000’s meme font it says “raise your paw if you’re a fucking faggot” ???? i’ve been trying to find it to show my friend but i can’t. sorry if this sounds insane

first time packing in public! honestly, i thought i’d feel weird or gross, but it feels good? like not in a physical way, but like a “yeah that’s supposed to be there” sense. 10/10 recommend.

I HAD ANOTHER WEIRD DREAM ABOUT THEM. in the first dream they murdered me. in the second they also murdered me ngl

dream one- they kidnapped me and kept like… taunting me before they eventually stabbed me in the face while being flirty. i did watch hannibal edits before bed so makes sense.

dream two- a ton of weird stuff happened but at the end, i found out they murdered people and tried to make a video of myself explaining that they did it. but they grabbed me and said “if you wanna keep breathing i’d shut the fuck up” and started choking me

is this a thing ??? they keep teasing me about me wanting them to kill me/attack me… don’t call me out bro 💔💔💔

i just had the FREAKIEST dream about my friend at a sleepover and woke up with my head on their chest and their arm on my back refusing to let me get up… it is NOT casual anymore

i was too !! if it helps, maybe start with more baggy pants. it’ll be less noticeable, but it could help you with the feeling. that’s what i do at least. rolled up socks are an easy start if you don’t have a packer, or any similarly shaped object

first time packing in public! honestly, i thought i’d feel weird or gross, but it feels good? like not in a physical way, but like a “yeah that’s supposed to be there” sense. 10/10 recommend.

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okay so i just need to rant and kinda need advice

there’s this girl i’m friends with, and i need to start this by adding i’m not wanting to attack her or anything, i’m just trying to understand what’s happening

so, i’m a trans guy. she’s known me when i was in the closet— but it was literally glass, her + all of my other friends admitted that they weren’t surprised when i came out. she was super cool about it. she’s queer and a total ally to trans people, esp considering there’s other non cis people in our group

but like… she keeps saying stuff that makes me feel like she doesn’t see me like a man ??? even tho she’s super cool with like anyone else being trans ??? she’s not malicious at all with it or being remotely transphobic openly, but it’s a few little things that are making me really confused

for example, we were at the mall and all trying on dresses for shits and giggles. she convinced me to try on one and i absolutely HATED it. i felt so weird and uncomfortable and i was standing in the dressing room all stiff and gross.

my other friend noticed and was like “yeah no i can tell you’re crazy dysphoric rn go put your pants on”

but she comes up, and she asks what i’m trying on next. i say i’m not trying anything on and she gets visibly upset and keeps trying to get me to try them on. i was gonna just do it to make her happy but my friend stepped in and said i was obviously really dysphoric and uncomfortable and i wasn’t gonna. she got really weird about it and just walked off.

she also gets kinda weird whenever i mention being a man or transitioning and stuff ?

but it’s this one thing that gets men really annoyed. my best friend is gender-fluid, but they mostly present feminine and uses female terms mostly. the friend i’m talking about keeps making jokes about me and my best friend being a gay couple. i snapped once and told her we’re not fucking dating and even if we were, we wouldn’t be a lesbian couple like i felt like she was implying

but she keeps making couple jokes ??? specially gay couple jokes, but i feel like she’s implying we’re lesbians

i’m just frustrated. i don’t think she’s transphobic, she’s openly an ally to literally everyone else about not being cis, but specifically me i think she just thinks i’m a confused butch lesbian. or maybe this is just a mistake because i only came out mid last year?? idk

i don’t know if i should talk to her about this or if i should just keep moving on and hope she gets better with it. she’s a genuinely good friend and i don’t wanna lose her over this, but also every time she implies me and my friend are lesbians i wanna rip my hair out

so we’re way past 100…. so, comment / reblog with any ideas and i will do my absolute best to listen to them <3

i do better under pressure sooooo i’ll also do the whole notes = i actually get off my ass and work towards my transition thing. this probably won’t work but it’s kinda fun to write out what i want to do

10 notes - i actually correct people on my pronouns socially

20 notes - i throw out any old girl clothes (old leggings, just in case girly dresses, etc)

30 notes - i work on voice training for a deeper voice

40 notes - i stop shaving any facial hair

50 notes - i start packing (i usually don’t because i’m convinced people will clock it as fake, but also who gaf ??)

maybe i’ll reblog with more later, idk

parents be like "my daughter turned out completely fine!!" your son whines like a dog when he jerks off