Cop Car, Mitski // Shameless (3x09) // Stigmata : Escaping Texts, Hélène Cixous // Shameless (11x06)

dudes who are normal will be like im joker insane but women who have not felt real since they were seven will be like im average normal

They said your pain isn’t real until they see blood, but I’m not being cut or torn apart; i am being crushed, you’ll come until i explode? Until all my blood is in the walls? That’s when you’ll come to my help? When i can’t be saved, when my cries are only echoes?

behind the scenes of monster (2023)

im on my third day strike of binging.

I want to hurt myself

i love it when a new month begins and the tumblr girlies start posting poem excerpts about current month

the moon? a very good friend. very supportive and lovely. always ready to listen to me,, thank u moon

the worst thing ever is when people know your weaknesses

Like i don’t want to you to pity me

i honestly don’t know how this happened but somewhere between my childhood and formative years i forgot how to exist like a normal person and started to either overthink everything or make disastrous choices without any proper thinking at all. no middle ground whatsoever

So, my mom hates my dad’s side of the family, and my dad hates my mom’s side of the family. And now my grandma (which is really mean to my mom and my siblings and me) is going to be staying with us for a while and im gonna be living in hell.

Why can’t my dad put a limit and choose my mom? And god i hate this.

Marguerite Duras, from The Lover

Text ID: I think I'm beginning to see my life. I think I can already say, I have a vague desire to die. From now on I treat that word and my life inseparable.