The Moon? A Very Good Friend. Very Supportive And Lovely. Always Ready To Listen To Me,, Thank U Moon

why am i the way that i am and why is this the only perspective i’ll ever fully see through and why is every day a struggle and why is grief forever and why is everything getting more and more expensive and why is there no version of the future that feels right

Me, not talking: Ah fuck, I am being weird

Me, talking: Ah fuck, I am being weird

library date?? coffee shop date??? museum date?? art gallery date?? stargazing date?? napping date?? picnic date??? yes

Nico canonically being the least dense and the most sensible when it comes to relationships and romance among the big three kids lives rent free in my mind

So I made a Hozier reading list...

This is what I have so far.

For some books I'm still missing sources, and I know it's not complete or ✨️Aesthetic✨️. But if there is anything that you think should be on there, let me know.

GOD I HATE MYSELF

i can’t cry when i need to, but random things can trigger me so fucking bad and i start to cry in random places and i just look ridiculous

And i did it in front of my parents today, and since the day before yesterday i wanted to cry, and today while i was just fucking eating i started to cry and god, i wanted to cry so bad but i couldn’t cry *there* and now i’ll just have my parents scold me all the way home, for being so fucking ridiculous

And i just got to think of dumb excuses because i can’t tell them i’m just so fucking tired of everything

💫✨ Anonymously tell me where you are, what time it is there and what you're thinking about ✨💫

Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

i really really really need to stop planning my birthday, everything goes wrong and i get this overwhelming feeling and i feel so angry at literally everyone and its awful and even tho i try to enjoy it i cant

Nico's love is so raw and heavy and powerful

His love raises the dead, tears open the earth, brings people back to life, goes through literal hell, destroys courtyards, grants invincibility.

Nico is so defined by loving and acting out of love and his love is so strong it changes the narrative