OH SO TODAY IS IDES OF MARCH CAN SOMEONE PEAES EXPLAIN IDES OF MARCH I FEEL SO LOST IM SO SORRY I FWEL

omg rhythm tengoku mentioned

pfp reveal

big shoutout to the handful of blogs who follow me for one specific organism and every time it appears they go hog wild

he wished he could be a gif

i voted yes .... acyually i would get swept all across the room by audhd derealization me BUT carnival mask and older and cool asf

can we stop romantizing misandry

maya fey and lucy baker i doodled at school…

People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

realest

Being super focused on doing something very insignificant, like finding a specific episode of a cartoon you watched and didn't even like but you just have to find that episode just to see, and them getting distracted by something and having to remember what you were doing just now, is so damn embarrassing. Like wait a minute what was I doing... or right spiraling. Back to that