People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.
I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.
I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.
There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me
sometimes i really don't have the motivation to do something. but then i think to myself "would hershel layton do that. would hershel layton want me to do that." and build up the motivation for it
umnot please dont count them ok. please. liek trrealtlly. they stopped being your oc slike 5 months ago.please get srious help vro.
i do not know if to count the memoapontadas 1/deadbeat rhythm "au" guys as my ocs. theyre practuacally rhtyhm heaven characters but. human and in a weird artstyle and in a killing game and they die. like. akmost all of them. except donpan 4, paddler, stepswitcher. and presumably tall tapper and yuka. out of like 15characters
THIS WAS FOR THR 19TH ANNIVERSARY LOL i'm just too lazy to post everything immediately i love this game very much please play it ↓below is a version without the stuffs its just a bit choppy cuz i deleted the canvas and had to cut it out manually lols
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OH MY GOD. I AM NOT INSANE ??? YAY
Ya'll... Listen listen
Ernest, looks like Cilan...
why does tumblr rlly love to showcase my reblogs. its almost as if i was incapable of thinking a post by myself
flow winning animated feature is the kind of story that's going to be taught like the boogeyman to every big animation studio's intake class for decades
THIS. PLEASE. PRETTY PLEASE DO US A FAVOR PLSPLSPKSPLS CRIES
Sorry I flinched when you raised your voice, that wasn't very cool and mysterious of me
hi! im kon, but you can call me "please stop talking about your interests", as most of my friends do :D (or not kon. because thats not my actual name!)AuDHD!interests (currently, might change later (why i made the intro thing !)drawing, music, professor layton, rhythm heaven, rhythm thief , and more !strawpage: https://konslittlecorner.straw.page
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