I've been spending a lot of time in bed lately
I love you but you don't understand me
Felt
say hi to my fav girlies !!
teen idle † .
thirteen 2003 <3
🖤 dead in the scene 🩸🔪
Vivienne Westwood safety pin earrings
Aphex Twin PSP Concept
(Logo Designed By Paul Nicholson 1991)
wire wrapped rings by peechmart
painting: skull of a skeleton with burning cigarette by vincent van gogh
I really need an Evie to my Tracy, will you be Evie? 🎬★
𝓘𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓲𝓭𝓭𝓵𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝓸𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓹𝓲𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀 𝓛𝓸𝓸𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓪 𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓰𝓱𝓸𝓼𝓽
☆゚.*・。゚
𝓢𝓸𝓷𝓰: 𝓢𝓵𝓮𝓮𝓹 // 𝓖𝓪𝓻𝓫𝓪𝓰𝓮 (1995)
I want people to worry about me, but I also want to get so bad while nobody notices and just slowly rot away
Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.
It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.
Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.
It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.
This sort of behavior is classified as “para-suicidal” It’s putting yourself in a situation of danger or destruction with the intention of risking your safety rather than a direct attempt on your life. Kind of, leaving it all to chance? Also doing things to harm yourself or your self worth because you feel you deserve to feel the outcome of those actions.
Who wants to be the Evie to my Tracy?
wear cross necklaces
buy a necklace personalized w ur name on it
doodle on your converse
diy old clothing by cutting it and stitching it together with safety pins
get a navel or tongue piercing. but go to a professional and listen to advice on how to care for it. tracy’s navel piercing has probably rejected
fill a section of your bedroom wall full of posters, artwork, and other stuff u love until it looks like a giant collage
draw stuff!! tracy loved to draw
put a poster of christina ricci on your wall and kiss it
doing shiny, glittery silver eyeshadow, or a smokey all black look
match outfits with your best friend
wear a faux fur coat or fuzzy cardigan
go downtown or to the busiest city near u with a friend or group and browse all the stores/restaurants, or a mall
write morbid, expressive poetry
teen idle † .
Thirteen
The colouring in this movie > everything
- still listens to old lana del rey music
- has a tumblr account in 2021
- jennifer check, the ultimate girlboss
- wanted to be effy stonem at 12
- blair waldorf <3
- evie zamora core
- girl interrupted
- nicotine dependancy
- the virgin suicides soundtrack
- follows lily rose depp
- literally stuck in 2014
- crystal bitch