I Want People To Worry About Me, But I Also Want To Get So Bad While Nobody Notices And Just Slowly Rot

Some quick selfies of today

wire wrapped rings by peechmart

This is probably completely wrong but I did a lil digging and for the two workouts I’m doing this is how many calories they burn

waist workout

50 jumping jacks - 20 cal.

30 crunches - 5 cal.

50 Russian twists 10 cal.

30 push ups - 6 cal.

40 mountain climbers - 7 cal.

20 toe touches - 3 cal.

50 bridges - 8 cal.

30 bicycle crunches - 5 cal.

50 jumping jacks - 20 cal.

1 minute plank - 4 cal.

Total: 93 cal.

thigh gap workout

1 min wall sit - 16 cal.

60 jumping jack - 23 cal.

60 toe touches - 9 cal.

40 lunges 12 cal.

30 squats - 9.6 cal.

20 jumping jack - 4 cal.

10 toes touches - 1.5 cal.

1 min wall sit - 16 cal.

Total: 91.1 cal.

Grand Total: 184 cal.

doesn’t seem like a lot :/ then again I’m not willing to go on runs XD fuck that and i working on specific parts of myself idk lul

I genuinely don’t think that I was made to exist in this world. I’m too sensitive and everything about the world is too harsh, too hurtful. I can’t function like other people can, every minute feels like a fight to survive. This can’t be called a life.

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 (𝟐𝟎𝟎𝟑) 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐥

wear cross necklaces

buy a necklace personalized w ur name on it

doodle on your converse

diy old clothing by cutting it and stitching it together with safety pins

get a navel or tongue piercing. but go to a professional and listen to advice on how to care for it. tracy’s navel piercing has probably rejected

fill a section of your bedroom wall full of posters, artwork, and other stuff u love until it looks like a giant collage

draw stuff!! tracy loved to draw

put a poster of christina ricci on your wall and kiss it

doing shiny, glittery silver eyeshadow, or a smokey all black look

match outfits with your best friend

wear a faux fur coat or fuzzy cardigan

go downtown or to the busiest city near u with a friend or group and browse all the stores/restaurants, or a mall

write morbid, expressive poetry

🖤 dead in the scene 🩸🔪

female manipulator checklist lol

- still listens to old lana del rey music

- has a tumblr account in 2021

- jennifer check, the ultimate girlboss

- wanted to be effy stonem at 12

- blair waldorf <3

- evie zamora core

- girl interrupted

- nicotine dependancy

- the virgin suicides soundtrack

- follows lily rose depp

- literally stuck in 2014

- crystal bitch

Who wants to be the Evie/Jeniffer to my Tracy/Needy?? 🚬🖤💸