😭👍🏻✨✨ anek bhalo!! Fhatiye diyechish... Just write blogs... All your uneasiness will go away... 😚💗✨
I installed Tumblr because of @amar-hiyar-majhe
She is an active blogger in Tumblr and since we're very close to each other, she wanted me to write blogs too and then to reblog each other's posts. I did install it a few days back but couldn't actually get the time to sit and think about any desired topic. And everyday she was like "Punam, when are you gonna write blogs???" And each time I said, "I've no idea what to write."
I'm an introvert, a loner and an overthinker. So I guess everyone can understand what I do when I'm alone. I think a lot. I think about everything deeply. But it's not a rare thing. Most of the people (mainly girls) nowadays have the tendency to overthink stuffs.
But usually I don't have the habit of jotting down my feelings. I do write a few paragraphs in my "Keep Notes" app when I feel extreme, which is usually once or twice a month. But I like to keep those private. Moreover, nowadays I'm not even getting the time to feel overwhelmed. It's not like I'm very busy. It's just that I don't allow myself anymore to think too much and get hurt about something which will make no good in my life and like to keep myself busy most of the time. Those used to physically hurt my brain and heart which was absolutely unhealthy so I decided to just stop. Nowadays I have an attitude like "Jo hoga dekha jayega".
Today all of a sudden I remembered someone close to me saying that I should keep a hobby for myself. Something I'll like to do when I'm free which will refresh my brain. I had one before which is singing but due to some reasons it's no more a hobby of mine. After that I didn't consider anything as my hobby. Although I love to read books and sometimes write about stuffs but that's not regular. On a regular basis I usually watch YouTube videos and movies but again it's not so productive. Basically these things don't take much time and we don't require to give much attention and concentration. And for these reasons they're not productive.
I thought I should start being productive now. And writing blogs is one among them. So yeah, from now I'll start writing blogs, not on a daily basis, but whenever it'll be relevant for me.
And that's it! I blabbered too much about myself which was not necessary I guess. Thank you to the few people who'll read it till the end.
We all should start discovering ourselves more.
~Punam
“So when you don’t get what you want, how do you convince yourself that it’s okay when it’s not?”
“Simple. I say to myself that I’m not ready yet.”
“Ready for what?”
“Ready for all the wonderful things I’m dreaming about. Yes, it’d have been lovely to have everything my dear heart wishes for. But there is a time for everything. So until that time comes, I might as well make myself more worthy.”
“Maybe, it’s good in a way. Not everyone gets that time for themselves.”
©Jaser Rambles
Raima Sen and Prosenjit in Noukadubi (Bengali, 2011)
by mistake I deleted the blog! 🙂🙂🙂 okay now I got it..
okay! bangaliss ar ekbar jege utho! Esobh ar mene newa jacchena. MIO AMORE te prem piriti khabar dabar bikri hocche. For example - BAKED HEART, LOVE LETTER, etc.. Ebar ki tahole "valentines silpo" shuru hobebaki??
Areh oi din sarawati pujo keu non veg khabena(kheleo khete pare kicchu bolar nei ar)... Ebar amra bangalira maanhanir ekta jordar mamla korbo! Ebhabe single feel koranota kintu "LOVERIA CRIME" section er under e pore...
(sobh choritro kalponik ar motamot ottonto bektigoto arrest korbenna please)
Tuuk kore bangali der tag kore di
@enigma-the-mysterious @hashi-thatta @intellectual6666 @punamc @zindagi-se-darte-ho @janaknandini-singh999 @jukti-torko-golpo
~Me doing Iman's Part..~
যেভাবে নিঃশব্দে ফেলেছে পা
(The way you step being soundless)
রূপকের সাহায্যে আরও দূরে চলে গেলে
(Going even further with metaphors)
আমার অলস জোছনাতে তুমি লেগেছিলে
(You were caught in my idle chatter)
আমার অলস জোছনাতে তুমি লেগেছিলে
(You were caught in my idle chatter)
শীতের শুকনো পাতা মাড়িয়ে গেলে চলে
(The dry leaves of winter are trampled on)
কাঁচা রঙের প্রলেপ আপনি ওঠে জ্বলে
(The raw color coating glow on its own)
আমার নির্ভরতা, দুঃখ-সুখের মানে
(My dependence means happiness and sorrow)
গলায় আটকে থাকা মুক্তো দানা জানে
(The pearl stuck in my neck is the one who knows)
তোমার মর্মস্থলে আমাকে হাত রাখতে দাও
(Please let me touch that which receives most pain)
যেভাবে নিঃশব্দে ফেলেছে পা
(The way you step being soundless)
রূপকের সাহায্যে আরও দূরে চলে গেলে
(Going even further with metaphors)
যেভাবে নিঃশব্দে ফেলেছে পা
(The way you step being soundless)
রূপকের সাহায্যে আরও দূরে চলে গেলে
(Going even further with metaphors)
আমার অলস জোছনাতে তুমি লেগে ছিলে
(You were caught in my idle chatter)
আমার অলস জোছনাতে তুমি লেগে ছিলে
(You were caught in my idle chatter)
-Je Kawta Din (Reprise). Singer- Anupam Roy and Iman Chakraborty.
যে কটা দিন তুমি ছিলে পাশে,
(𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦,)
কেটেছিলো নৌকার পালে ঠোঁট রেখে ।
(𝘐 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘢𝘵)
আমার চোখে, ঠোঁটৈ, গালে তুমি লেগে ছিলে,
(𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦, 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴, 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘬,)
আমার চোখে, ঠোঁটৈ, গালে তুমি লেগে ছিলে ।
(𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴, 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘬.)
যেটুকু রোদ ছিল লুকোনো মেঘ,
(𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘥𝘴,)
বুনেছিলাম তোমার শালে ভালোবাসা ।
(𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘸𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯.)
আমার আঙুল, হাতে, কাঁধে তুমি লেগে ছিলে,
(𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦, 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬, 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘱𝘴,)
আমার আঙুল, হাতে, কাঁধে তুমি লেগে ছিলে ।
(𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬, 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘱𝘴.)
-Je Kawta Din (Reprise) by Anupam Roy, Iman Chakroborty.
Tomar jeta iccha tumi niyo.. Khub bhalo likhecho.. Chap nei amio esobh couple der dekhechi bhor bela mathe haath dhore ghure beracche!
Even amaro prem prem ekta bhab hoyeche cause jaigata emon je hobei!! 😭😭😭 (jodio life kono dino ami prem korini kintu delulu hote somoshha nei)
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Gift from Shantiniketan tomar jonyo✨🌸
Awwwwwwww , Thankuuuuu😭🥺❤️
আমি এর মধ্যে দুটো জিনিস নেব
1. ওই shakalaka boom boom পেন্সিল ( যেটা দিয়ে একটা গডজিলা এঁকে সেটাকে পুষবো , বাড়ির পিছনের বাগানটায় 😀, বাড়িতে কেউ marks জিজ্ঞেস করতে এলে ছেড়ে দেব গায়ে )
2. ওই lighter গুলোর একটা ( লোকজনকে gaslighting করতে 🥰)
শান্তিনিকেতন বেশ ভালো জায়গা , পচুউউর বুদ্ধিজীবি সংস্কৃতিবান লোকজন সকালবেলা হাত ধরাধরি করে শাড়ি পাঞ্জাবী পরে ইনি বিনি টাপাটিনি নাচে , রাতে কাগজফুল দিয়ে সাজানো aesthetic নামওয়ালা বাড়িগুলোতে গিয়ে মদ গিলে বালাপোশ টেনে ঘুমিয়ে পরে । ( এই so called elite গুলোই দেশে কোনো দুর্নীতি বা কিছু হলে গিটার বাজিয়ে তিনটে গান , চারটে ছবি , সাতটা কবিতা লিখে ফেসবুক ভরিয়ে দেয় , বইমেলার season এলে "অমুক স্টলে সতেরো তারিখ সন্ধে ছ'টা থেকে আমায় পাবেন" লিখে status দেয় , এদের করা শ্রেষ্ঠ প্রতিবাদের ভাষা হল "তীব্র ধিক্কার জানাই😠")
Jokes apart মজা করো খুব , আরো ছবি তোলো ভালো ভালো ❤️
Ami Ekhane pray notun , tobu jader post dekhte khub vallage tader tag করলাম🙂
@numpypandas @intellectual6666 @arjokonna @kaalbela @shinatafrin @m0onlove @moonhymnss @lorelaisgf @aahanna @aahanna-backup @jukti-torko-golpo @masumaaziz
Shubha Bibaha (1959) | dir. Sombhu Mitra & Amit Mitra
আমি তোমাকে চেয়েছি বলেই,
যে আমাকে খুব করে চেয়েছিল, সে আমাকে পায় নি।
আমি তোমার হতে চেয়েছি বলেই,
কারো এক আকাশ ভালোবাসা দেখেও,
আমি তার হই নি।
আমি তোমার চোখে প্রেম খুঁজেছি বলেই ,
যার চোখে আমার জন্য এত মায়া ছিল, আমি তার চোখে চোখ রাখিনি।
আমি তোমার হৃদয়ে ঠাঁই চেয়েছি বলেই,
যার হৃদয় আমার জন্য অগাধ ভালবাসা ছিল, তার হৃদয় ভেঙেছি।
দিনশেষে কোথাও গিয়ে সে মানুষটা আর আমার মধ্যে, বড্ড মিল রয়ে গেছে।
আমরা দুজনের কেউই আমাদের ভালোবাসার মানুষটাকে পাই নি।
ওই একটা কথা আছে না, আমরা সবসময়ই ভুল মানুষকেই ভালোবেসে ফেলি।
সত্যিই হয়তো তাই!
যারা আমাদের গুরুত্ব দিতে চায় না, তাদের থেকেই গুরুত্বের আশা করে থাকি।
🖊️ unknown.
The sort of absolutely disgusting shit that takes place in my city, in my country, an example (TW: r*pe, m*rder):
I live in Kolkata, India. Recently, a second year doctor in training was brutally r*ped, and m*rdered, then her body was defiled again, in my city in her own workplace. It happened when she was resting after a long shift. She only wanted to take a few hour's nap before she went back to taking care of her patients, and she was accosted by what seemed like one person at first, later determined as a group. Only one person has been arrested as of yet, who conveniently gave himself up. It is suspected that this man is only a scape goat, and the real criminals are doctors and interns working in the same hospital as her (R.G.Kar Medical College). It is also suspected that this happened because she was privy to a bigger set of criminal activities taking place in this institution, and this was done to silence her. We are all angry and upset. This crime echoes that which happened in Delhi years ago (in 2012) to a physiotherapy intern. The chances are slim, since the criminals may have deep political connections, but I hope the perpetrators are brought to court. Even death wouldn't be a good enough punishment. Fuck r*pers and fuck the government.
I know I have good judgment, I know I have good taste
It's funny and it's ironic that only I feel that way
I promise 'em that you're different and everyone makes mistakes
But just don't
I heard that you're an actor, so act like a stand-up guy
Whatever devil's inside you, don't let him out tonight
I tell them it's just your culture and everyone rolls their eyes
Yeah, I know
All I'm asking, baby
Please, please, please
Don't prove I'm right
And please, pleasе, please
Don't bring me to tеars when I just did my makeup so nice
Heartbreak is one thing, my ego's another
I beg you, don't embarrass me, like the others, oh
Please, please, please
🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀