Oh! To Be Loved Like Zaara!

পৃথিবীতে হয়তো দেখবার যোগ্য লোক পাওয়া যায়, তাকে দেখবার যোগ্য জায়গাটি পাওয়া যায় না।

~শেষের কবিতা - রবীন্দ্রনাথ ঠাকুর

I Forget The Rules of This Game.

'one sided shesher kobita'

i gave you my copy of shesher kobita with little pencil annotates in it. i gave you a piece of literature dear to me and i expected you to give me your heart in return; an unfair trade. although i had put a piece of my heart in the pages of the book —my thoughts—, your eyes saw none of it, your heart read none of it.

plath writes in one of her earlier journal entries — "there is so much hurt in this game of searching for a companion, of testing, trying. And you realize suddenly that you forgot it was a game, and you turn away in tears."

and one day you returned the book, you never showed up again. yes, i forgot the rules of this game. and i forgot that you were good at.

I am in my art class now, my forth year written examination of art got over.. After two weeks I came to my art class.. It is my happy place... Here I do the thing which I love. I have never said no to my art classes just because it is my comfort place...

A cute little girl is sitting in front of me, scribbling in her drawing pad which made me think of me when I used to do such things.. Some other kids are shouting and talking which made me think of me as a kid who used to talk continuously and disturb my sir... Sir is nice, cool too.. Happy place I told you...

Some kids have become grown ups.. They are taking advice from me regarding art works.... Made me feel proud..

Some kids are running around and playing with their drawing.... (Sir is not in the room so critical scenario) They will get scolding for sure...

This current situation made me think of this song.. (Not relatable at all... don't blame me, blame my brain...)

VLOG - 1 (Coffee Date with Bestie)

I have started this segment to lowkey turn my tumblr into an YouTube channel.

Today, at the coffee shop me and my bestie had the most unhinged gossips, discussions, life decisions, academic downfall, academic comeback, dating and what not. Told her about my depression. While having coffee we laugh at our jokes and continuously we said "ebar free lagche"...

This year was really a tough one. Specially for us because of some highly nonsense reasons. Anyways but genuinely had fun...

Love you Tamu! You deserve the world!! 🎀💗

oi building ta te jodi ekbar jete pari, tahole mone korbo, I am living a srijit mukherjee film...

একলা মনের রিকশা চলে

দমকা প্রেমের গল্প বলে

শুকনো পাতার সন্ধ্যেবেলার গান

কোন হরিণের দুষ্টু ছায়ায়

খেলনা দোকান ডাকছে রে আয়

ভুল করেছি আর যাবো না

মিথ্যে মায়ায় চমকাবো না......

"Not all men" — enough already. It's always men trying to make everything about them. It's not about you; it's about women. Stop assuming the world revolves around you. When a woman says "all men," try to understand what might have led her to say that instead of immediately jumping to "not all men."

respecting a girl is always beautiful than calling her beautiful

Maa er "golla golla chokh" when I say ami ajke porbona, then I open my books to study and while studying if the voice got a little low, maa from rannaghor "jore jore por nahole kintu belan er bari khabi". This is the secret of bengali kids for scoring good marks.

what pinterest and youtube calls "secret study tips" desi kids learnt at the unripe age of 8 and has owned it ever since as a part of their routine

If your life is to be made into a movie, which actor/actress will play your character?

Actresses will be

If bengali then - Swastika Mukherjee

If Hindi then - Sara Ali Khan

If English then - Emma Stone

Actors will be:-

Bengali - Anirban Bhattacharya

Hindi - Shah Rukh Khan

English - Tom Cruise

But- Who are you dear?? 😗 please come to my DM..

যেমন জড়িয়েছিলে ঘুম ঘুম বরফ মাসে

আমিও খুঁজি তোমায় আমার আশেপাশে,

আবার সন্ধ্যে বেলা ফিরে যাওয়া জাহাজ বাঁশি

বুকে পাথর রাখা আর মুখে রাখা হাসি,

যে যার নিজের দেশে,

আমরা স্রোত কুড়োতে যাই।

যেভাবে জলদি হাত মেখেছে ভাত,

নতুন আলুর খোসা আর এই ভালবাসা।

আমার দেয়াল-ঘড়ি কাঁটায় তুমি লেগে আছো

আমার দেয়ালঘড়ি কাঁটায় তুমি লেগে আছো।

Heeramandi (2024)