Oi Building Ta Te Jodi Ekbar Jete Pari, Tahole Mone Korbo, I Am Living A Srijit Mukherjee Film...

"~চল রাস্তায় সাজি ট্রাম লাইন আর কবিতায় শুয়ে কাপ্লেট, আহা উত্তাপ কত সুন্দর তুই থার্মোমিটারে মাপলে, হিয়া টুপটাপ জিয়া নস্টাল, মিঠে কুয়াশায় ভেজা আস্তিন~"

Being a girl of Kolkata always made me feel good. I never regret the fact that I am from Kolkata (even though it lacks employment) because I am so in love with this city. Though I live in barrackpore but kolkata has occupied a special corner in my heart. Roaming around Central Avenue, Rash bihari avenue, Shakespeare Sarini, Coffee House, Cathedral Church, Victoria, Dhakuriya, and what not.

I have a weird wish to fulfill and that is, when I will be in college I will roam around to view the simple beauty of Kolkata all alone (since I don't have much knowledge about the road/street which leads to what) to gather some sense about the city. Wearing a simple saree, earring, teep (bindi), churi, and earphones on, which will play all types of bangla gaan (je kawta din and abar phire ele is a must, will be repeated).

Weird i know but I want to enjoy some part of my life/day being alone, roaming around the streets of Kolkata which will give me some degree of piece. Thats all for today

I have no words to say.. Everything is said perfectly by you! 🌸✨

For every person who thinks you're "too quiet" there's one who thinks you're an amazing listener. For every person who thinks you're "too clingy" there's one who loves how much and how openly you care about others. For every person who thinks you're "too weird" there's one who admires how you dare to stand out from the crowd. For every person who thinks you're "too sensitive" there's one who respects you for being so in touch with your feelings For every person who thinks you're "too confident" there's one who thinks your self respect is an inspiration. What's a negative trait in one person's eyes might be exactly what someone else is looking for. It's not black or white.

**Karwaan (2018) - Short Review:** "Karwaan" is a charming road-trip film that follows three characters—Avinash (Dulquer Salmaan), Shaukat (Irrfan Khan), and Tanya (Mithila Palkar)—as they navigate the scenic routes of South India. The movie beautifully explores themes of self-discovery, friendship, and loss, balanced with humor and poignant moments. Irrfan Khan's performance is particularly standout, bringing a mix of wit and depth to the film. The picturesque cinematography and soulful soundtrack complement the heartfelt narrative, making "Karwaan" a delightful journey worth taking.

Pankaj Udhas (1951-2024)

I was in class 5 when i heard his song, my mom played a song called "Chitthi Ayi Hai"... At that age I was not aware what the lines of the song carried. Again, after some months I heard the song "Ahista" and "Chandi Jaisa Rang"... Never knew that his songs will become a daily habit...

Never imagined that a day will arrive when I have to say Pankaj Udhas is no more with us....

You were there with me when the world was against.. Your songs made me heal from all the traumas I had...

Whenever I used to stay quite and sad, Pankaj Ji's songs used to be a healer..... Who knew that my journey with him is going to end so soon...

7years of listening to Pankaj Udhas.. You will be in my heart, forever Pankaj Ji...

Ahista se nahi bata pai, dhadkan ko bhi sunne de rahi hu, raaz ki sarri baat bolrahi hu... Magar aaap nahi rahe.. Aabh mujhe kaun hakikat se chutkara dilwayega?? Itni bhi kya jaldi thi??

Rest in Peace Pankaj Udhas Ji

okay, attention bangali!!!, saraswati pujo and valentines day are on the same day this year.. Saraswati pujo is basically the valentines day of bengalis.

Now, to all those bacha bacha couples, bad luck- karon tomader bedsheet ar bedcover hoye ekdin e berote debe.. ar berote parbenaa.. Because you cringe couples aka doodh er sishus are the only cause of deflation of my sanity (karon toder dekhle amar gaa haath pa jole jaye). Uronto bike e duronto mamomi’s, ektu aste gari chalaben tar karon apnader mrityo shigrohi ashche bole amader moto paaye chola public dero mrityor karon hoben na..

To all the "parar kuchute kakimaas" jodi dekhi apnar meye OYO te giye anjali dicche, tobe amio kintu shonate charbona.. (Ami school theke karor sathe fhirle toh ekebare semi-mahabharat shuru kore phelen) Beshi barabari korlena cheredebona....

Ekhon anek day ashte choleche... ami just slap day tar jonyo wait korchi.. Rastaye jake dekhbo takei chor mere happy slap day bole cut marbo...

Okay koekta bangali der tag koredi

@enigma-the-mysterious @punamc @choppedphilosopherharmony @dopebanditlightpie @zindagi-se-darte-ho @hashi-thatta @janaknandini-singh999 @jukti-torko-golpo

Ei koekjon e ache i guess

পরিনীতা সিনেমার একটা সিন আছে, যেখানে শুভশ্রী বলে,'আমায় ভালোবাসলে না কেন বাবাইদা?আমাকে ভালোবাসলেতো আজ জীবনটা অন্য রকম হতো!'

আমার আরেকটা পছন্দের মুভি আছে Forrest Gump(1994) যেখানে জেনি কে গাম্প জিজ্ঞেস করে 'Why don't you love me, Jenny?I am not a smart man,but I know what love is.'

-কি অসম্ভব মন ভার করা দুটো লাইন।আমরা সবাই হয়তো কাউকে না কাউকে এইটা জিজ্ঞাসা করতে চাই যে-আমায় কেন ভালোবাসলে না?কিন্তু আমরা কেউই জিজ্ঞেস করতে পারিনা।কাউকেই জিজ্ঞাসা করা যায়না।কারণ শুনতে রূঢ় হলেও এটাই সত্যি যে-

'Unfortunately, People have the rights to decline your love no matter how pure your intention are! You are not what they want.'

Its hard to accept the reality when the person was never yours..

Today, as I was browsing YouTube, I stumbled upon a video uploaded by SVF clips featuring scenes from the Bengali movie "Villain." Intrigued by the snippets, I promptly logged into Hoichoi to watch the full film.

However, the experience turned out to be quite disappointing. The storyline, plot, music, and dialogues were all incredibly cringeworthy. I find myself regretting my decision to watch it.

It makes me wonder why the Bengali film industry seems preoccupied with producing such films. Movies like "Bindass," "Herogiri," and others of their ilk — are they even worthy of being called movies?

I forgot to add the beautiful lyrics of the song present in the movie "chokhe legeche dhoya tor angul choyar nesha legeche bedon (ki egulo???) nei thik thikana bhule giye bahana, sudhu thote thot khujbe norom, doze doze doze chade pyaar ki yeh doze"

I'm feeling deeply unsettled at the moment. Once a year, Koushik Ganguly and Srijit Mukherji return with their thought-provoking films, which truly stand out as gems. I find myself longing for the era of Satyajit Ray and Rituparno Ghosh, whose films defined Bangla cinema.

Ajke ei tuku, pore ashchi ekta chotto biroti niye songe thakun shusto thakun.

I wanted you to be better.. I wanted you to be that better...

some people say

it's painful to

wait for someone.

some people say

it's painful to

forget someone.

But the real pain comes

when you don't know,

If you should wait for them

or try to forget about them.

I know I should forget and move on but what am I supposed to do when this heart is reluctant to let you go. When these memories hunt me down every single time I think of love.

They say people remembers the sad moments more than those happy moments.

But I remember all those moments that I dreamt about you. Lived all those happy moments, erased all those bad moments just to think about you. I know that I'm delusional. But this never happened to me before. Untill I met you. Even if it sounds cliche I just knew that you were the one for me. But I had to let you go. Cause I was never the one for you.

Once I heard, 'If even the waiting is joyful, then it's love'. I loved waiting for you. I loved thinking that you'd change and realise why I said those staffs. But I guess not everyone is like me who read through the lines.

Everyone said I deserved better. I guess I knew that too but I really wanted you to be that better and wanted myself to be a better version for you.

Everything is now a story when I wanted it to be a book where we both would have kids and a beautiful home to begin with...

Aranyer Din Ratri (1970) dir. Satyajit Ray

This reminded of me when I used to dance bharatnatyam and kathak.... Well performed sir! Kuddos!!!

And he performed the third alaripu and the fourth and fifth one. (Fifth is my favorite)

Bharatnatyam, an Indian Classical Dance

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