Raima Sen And Prosenjit In Noukadubi (Bengali, 2011)

to crave a person's presence and energy instead of only there body is the purest form of intimacy one can have..

“So when you don’t get what you want, how do you convince yourself that it’s okay when it’s not?”

“Simple. I say to myself that I’m not ready yet.”

“Ready for what?”

“Ready for all the wonderful things I’m dreaming about. Yes, it’d have been lovely to have everything my dear heart wishes for. But there is a time for everything. So until that time comes, I might as well make myself more worthy.”

“Maybe, it’s good in a way. Not everyone gets that time for themselves.”

©Jaser Rambles

Watched "Piku" years ago and I can still see myself, sitting at the same place, smiling uncontrollably, cheeks aching at this one scene.

Holding a torch, Piku asked "Irritate kar rahi hun?"

And Rana, while fixing some wires, calmly says "Meri tolerance bahut achi hai."

Are you having feelings for someone? Or currently having?

The calligraphy is very nice... 😭👍🏻.. To be honest, no I don't have.. Its been a month I moved on from a dumbass who basically copied my whole accounts paper and scored a full marks (well even i scored the full marks) and not even thanked me for that... It was a four day infatuation and I laugh about that now... Anyways.. If I talk about recent then maybe I have..... developed a crush on someone :))

I am back!! Nahi hua bass nahi huaaa! I love tumblr!

AAO MILO SILO SAALO KACCHA DHAGA RACE LAGALO then starts the legendary bengali remix!!!!!

KI AAM LANGRA AAM, KI LANGRA MANUSH LANGRA, KI MANUSH BON MANUSH, KI BON KOCHU BON, KI KOCHU MAAN KOCHU, KI MAAN BORDHAMAN, KI BORDHO CHUP KORTOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

I think I have lost a bit part of myself somewhere that I won't get back ever again...

There's this old game people play in Bengal called "Kumin Danga"

I love playing that game.. but I have no one to play with :(

My peers in school were to ashamed to play it, because it was childish and according to school wasn't a "sport" so we were never given the chance to play

Now where do I find people to play Kumin Danga? Answer is I won't. This game will juat extinct some day, because kids this days obviously don't know about it..

And I'll be left with this unfulfilled qish to play that game...

@foreignink

EDIT: Same with Kana Machhi.. I love playing that too, but where do I play? With whom do I play?

As we grew older, our pencils were replaced by pens, symbolizing how our mistakes and decisions become permanent, regardless of how right, wrong, regretful, guilty, or joyful they make us feel. Just as pencil marks can be erased, words written in pen cannot be fully removed, even if crossed out repeatedly—leaving the paper irreparably damaged. Similarly, the words we speak can't be taken back as we age, so we must choose them carefully. However, no one warned me that we should also be cautious of our words as children, as they can inflict deeper wounds than those spoken as adults.

পরিনীতা সিনেমার একটা সিন আছে, যেখানে শুভশ্রী বলে,'আমায় ভালোবাসলে না কেন বাবাইদা?আমাকে ভালোবাসলেতো আজ জীবনটা অন্য রকম হতো!'

আমার আরেকটা পছন্দের মুভি আছে Forrest Gump(1994) যেখানে জেনি কে গাম্প জিজ্ঞেস করে 'Why don't you love me, Jenny?I am not a smart man,but I know what love is.'

-কি অসম্ভব মন ভার করা দুটো লাইন।আমরা সবাই হয়তো কাউকে না কাউকে এইটা জিজ্ঞাসা করতে চাই যে-আমায় কেন ভালোবাসলে না?কিন্তু আমরা কেউই জিজ্ঞেস করতে পারিনা।কাউকেই জিজ্ঞাসা করা যায়না।কারণ শুনতে রূঢ় হলেও এটাই সত্যি যে-

'Unfortunately, People have the rights to decline your love no matter how pure your intention are! You are not what they want.'

Its hard to accept the reality when the person was never yours..

the heartbreak was inevitable

which i have said about a million times

but you made me the villain

which hurt my ego beyond repair

and now I don't know how to talk

to others without craving

for the comfort i lost

that i might never even find in another

as what we had was rare

or at least, it was for me

-sg

(30/06/24 || 8:13 pm)

I sincerely dont understand why CISCE has a grudge over the commerce stream. Today was my last isc exam and it was accounts in which I am actually good and I practice it everyday. LIKE EVERYDAY AND TO BE MORE ACCURATE I SOLVED FOUR BOOKS OF ACCOUNTS. TS Grewal as well as DK Goel.

Todays question paper was so tough that even the best accounts teacher of our school was shocked. Some of my CA friends told me that it was tougher than their intermediate and they even asked "bro how did you attempt all the sums and actually did it".

The question paper was not solvable within 3hours. It was more of less a 5hour paper.

This whole thing is making me doubt my other exams which went well. The question was not at all according to the specimen which was given by the council. Then why do they upload specimem if they don't want to follow it.

It would have been good if I was in WB board or CBSE. Things would have been much easier. Shame on CISCE.