Alovejr - ENFP | POV

I’m tired.

How I’m gon’ worry ‘bout y’all, but y’all ain’t worried ‘bout me? 😆

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EXPOSURE | SEASON 1 - YouTube

EXPOSURE | SEASON 1 - YouTube

The first season of the show is here! A new episode every week! Please support!

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This is the worst...

Having no one to talk to when you’re feeling anxious about being ignored. 😥

Not Enough

Most of the men I’ve been with at one point or another have said, “AJ, I’m not enough for you.” This was stressful because I thought it made me ungrateful. Then I realized they were right. A friend of mine recently told me that my loneliness was causing me to end up with people who aren’t “good enough,” for me. These sentiments have been echoed by the very people in question. “What are you doing with me,” or “are you just settling with me until you find something better,” have been questions thrown at me before. I hate that I’ve put myself in these situations time after time, but I do get lonely, and it’s a struggle for me. However, it’s something I’m working on.

I’ve been looking for stability & security with someone else. I’m just realizing, I can do that on my own. I’m independent enough to take careful of myself, on multiple levels as I always have. I remember recently thinking I want to find someone who could help me with that, but maybe it’s time to late that new notion go. This only came about because I didn’t want to always be doing things alone.

I’m not longer looking for anything other than compatibility. I’m not actively pursuing anything in the relationship arena, but now I’m beginning to have a firm grasp on what I’m truly wanting from a relationship, should it arrive.

Here’s to hoping I can keep this up while pursuing my career. I know some days will be hard, but I’ll figure it out. I always manage to find a way.

(11.7.17)

One king. Many crowns.

I'm so proud of this!

No Apologies

Plot: A young woman makes a big decision... That she certainly doesn't regret. "No Apologies" Starring Arielle Diaz Directed by AJ Lovelace Music by KVNG Zuz...

Here it is!