Afallenvenusian - A Fallen Venusian

"Do me a favor and check your mailbox."

Discernment

Burgers and red wine

Spring mornings in my bedroom

Pay day

Heating pads

Grateful for...

Breathable cotton undies

Men's ribbed tanks

Money to spend

Friends to bounce ideas off

Having ideas again

Neptune in Aries

Silent nights

Rewatchables episodes

Rainbows in the sky outside my window

May 6, 2025

The last two days? Much better.

Figured out how to start a private Substack that requires subscription approvals (score one for utilizing the benefits of that platform without its non-sense). Made sure I got in my requisite movement yesterday (a 30 minute walk). Politely told the friend who flaked on hanging out over the weekend not to ask me anywhere else unless she plans to actually show up.

Re: the Substack. I popped open a blank page and the words showed up. Liked I turned on a fucking faucet. It was incredible. Shout out to Neptune in Aries opposite my Mercury. I told a friend it feels like my mind is drowning in fire.

And so's my body. Spent an extra few minutes in bed this morning for some self-care, because shit. I felt good. Took longer than usual to put on my clothes because I couldn't stop looking at myself. I graduated college 19 years ago today. This is the finest I've ever felt.

Apparently, I just needed some movement.

Museum lectures

Conversations with strangers over flutes of prosecco

Creative flow

Friends who read my writing

Formula 1 drama

HD Strategy and Authority

Cathartic work lunches

Grateful for...

Breathable cotton undies

Men's ribbed tanks

Money to spend

Friends to bounce ideas off

Having ideas again

Neptune in Aries

Silent nights

Rewatchables episodes

Rainbows in the sky outside my window

If Lewis Hamilton can get Lauryn Hill out of the house, to an event, ON TIME...

I have to believe he can fix Ferrari.